Chapter 420: Not a brother or sister
Xue Yan listened to her words and laughed: "Jealous so early?"
"I won't be jealous!" Yan Nanwan snorted coldly, pursed his lips, and said, "In the future, whether it is a boy or a girl, you will always have a family, and I will be the only one who can accompany you in the future." ”
"Yes, yes, you're right, you are the only one who can accompany me in the future. Xue Yan looked at her and said silently in her heart, Evening, if you can accompany me for the rest of your life, it would be good for me to have no children and no daughters.
Yan Nanchen looked at the appearance of these two people, and he was also happy for the two of them in his heart, so he has been doing well, better than anything else.
Yan Nanwan was happy to see a group of people, and he really didn't want to spoil the fun, but finally said, "What's the matter with Lord Qin?"
At this point, everyone got serious.
Ling Sheng said: "Lord Qin dragged his sick body yesterday and asked people to carry him to the palace to find Xue Zenglin to ask for his resignation, Xue Zenglin kept him for a while, and finally agreed." But early this morning, the entire capital knew that Lord Qin had resigned. ”
"What is the reaction of the other ministers now?" Yan Nanwan asked.
Cuiyu said: "The news that came just now said that the ministers in the court are in a wait-and-see attitude, and some of those who want to resign are also a little nervous. ”
"Then which ones don't want to resign?" Yan Nan said later, "Investigate those who don't want to resign, and investigate the reasons why they don't want to resign." ”
Xue Yan waved his hand and said, "Go ahead!"
Jade bowed her head in response, and then went down.
For more than a month, Li Guang has been staying in the rain appreciation building and has not returned.
"How's Li Guang doing over there?" Yan Nanwan asked.
Xue Yan looked at Yan Nanwan, a little worried in his heart, and said, "Wan'er, you have a body, you don't have to worry about these things, just leave it to me." ”
Yan Nanchen also said: "Xue Yan is right, you just got pregnant, you should rest more, just leave these things to us." If we can't keep busy, won't there still be Feng Lan and Cheng Xi?
Yan Nanwan actually knew that with her current body, it was really not suitable to work too hard, but she just couldn't rest assured. It was precisely because she was not in good health that she was afraid that she would die too soon, so she had to complete all these things quickly.
Xue Yan said: "Later, if you are really not at ease, then I will report to you every day, do you think so?"
Yan Nanwan laughed: "You are not my subordinate, you don't need to report to me." ”
"As long as I can reassure you, I am your subordinate. ”
Yan Nanwan glanced at Xue Yan, then at Yan Nanchen, and said with a smile: "Since you all said so, then I have nothing to say, I don't care about anything in the future, and I will leave it to you." ”
Xue Yan was relieved: "Then you can recuperate, tell me what you want to do, and I'll do it." ”
Yan Nanwan nodded.
After Xue Yan settled Yan Nanwan, he knew that Yan Nanwan couldn't rest assured that Li Guang was not at ease, so he asked Yan Nanchen to accompany Yan Nanwan, and he went to the rain appreciation building.
Yan Nanchen and Yan Nanwan sat in the shade of the courtyard, Yan Nanchen said: "You have children, time flies so fast." ”
He raised his head slightly to look at the leafy trees, and his eyes were slightly closed, hiding the sorrow in his eyes.
Yan Nanwan also followed his example, raised her head, closed her eyes, and said slowly: "Brother, what are you saying about people or this life?"
"For what?" Yan Nanchen muttered to himself, and finally said, "What do you think?"
"Family, friends, lovers? But it all seems to be abandoned. Yan Nanwan thought back to everything in the first half of her life, from Yan Chengyi's hatred of her, to the unhappy break up with Xue Yan before, to the betrayal of her by the people who have followed her for more than ten years, all of this seems to be a very meaningless existence.
Yan Nanchen knew what Yan Nanwan meant, no one could have good expectations for the world after experiencing everything she had experienced. It's good enough that his sister can do all this, it's good enough.
"Nanwan, in fact, people live for themselves in the end. Yan Nanchen said softly, "Do you think I'm right?"
"Brother, you're right. Yan Nanwan agreed, and at this time, she was doing it for herself.
reconciled with Xue Yan and had a child with Xue Yan, all because she couldn't let go of Xue Yan, even if she knew that she wouldn't live long, it might make Xue Yan sad again, but she still couldn't help it, she just didn't want Xue Yan to forget her.
Yan Nanchen opened his eyes slightly, glanced at Yan Nanwan who was closed, sighed, and said, "Nanwan, I'll tell you a secret, it's been hidden in my heart for a long time, and I haven't said it." I'm afraid I won't say it today, I'm afraid I'll never have the chance to say it again. ”
"I didn't expect my brother to have a secret. Yan Nanwan felt a sense of depression in her heart, and always felt that what Yan Nanchen said next was not a good thing, or that it would not be a good thing.
Yan Nanchen nodded: "Yes, who hasn't had a secret!"
"Brother, you say, I'll listen. ”
"Nanwan, have you ever thought that maybe we are not brothers and sisters?"
Yan Nanwan was stunned, opened her eyes suddenly, turned her head and looked at Yan Nanchen blankly, and after a long time, she found her voice again: "Brother, what do you mean by this?"
"We're not all daddy's kids. Yan Nanchen said succinctly.
Yan Nanwan's first thought was that she was not born to Yan Chengyi, after all, Yan Chengyi had not been very close to her since she was a child, and after the Yan family's affairs, she was even more cold to her.
"Brother, I wasn't born to my father, did I?"
Yan Nanwan shook her head a little bitterly and said, "Nanwan, I'm not biological, you are." ”
"How is that possible?" Yan Nanwan couldn't believe that Yan Chengyi and the Yan clan had always been very good to Yan Nanchen, much better than to her.
"I know the doubts in your heart, and I will tell you them one by one, and tell you everything. ”
Yan Nanwan suppressed the doubts in her heart, waiting for Yan Nanchen to speak slowly.
Yan Nanchen recalled the past.
In fact, he couldn't remember who his father and mother were, and he never even suspected that he was not born to Yan Chengyi, until that time he overheard Yan Chengyi talking to Yan, and he knew that he was not born to Yan Chengyi.
The Yan family was indeed pregnant with a dragon and phoenix fetus at that time, and Mr. came out with a son, but the son died as soon as he was born. Later, a daughter was Yan Nanwan, Yan Chengyi always thought that Yan Nan Wanke killed the son in front of him, so when he was very young, Yan Chengyi didn't like Yan Nanwan very much.
It was also Yan who had been persuading Yan Cheng to gradually change his attitude towards Yan Nanwan.
Later, Yan Chengyi picked him up on the side of the road.