When he heard the sudden sound of Asuka Saito, Qiu Yang was actually about to fall asleep. However, out of the courtesy of the guest to the host, he shook his head and replied with dispel his sleepiness.

"Not yet, what's the matter? Azukasan? ”

"It's fine." There was a sudden silence on the dark side, Qiu Yang felt as if he could imagine her flattening her mouth, "It's just that I can't sleep a little, it's all your fault!" ”

"Blame me, blame me." Qiu Yang felt funny in his heart, obviously he was the same age as himself, but he was still a child, and coaxed softly, "Then, should I chat with Asu Kasan." ”

"Hmm.. Who wants you to accompany..."Asuka Saito resisted quietly, and did not mention the stubble on his lips, "Does Qiu Yangsang live alone now?" "After asking, I felt stupid, this is a single apartment area, and people are international students, how can they not live alone.

"Yes, so is Azukasan." Maybe he was too sleepy, Qiu Yang didn't complain, but just subconsciously replied, "I feel that it's very hard to live alone after experiencing it, Asu Kasan is obviously my peer, but he has already lived independently, which is really amazing." ”

The sudden compliment made Asuka Saito embarrassed: "That... Of course! After all, I'm your sister anyway! ”

"Okay, well, there's something I've always wanted to ask, what does Sister Azuka do?" After a brief contact with the girl, Qiu Yang naturally knew that she was not a girl in the night club, so he thought about casually asking about her career.

Unexpectedly, this question silenced the atmosphere all of a sudden, and Qiu Yang suddenly sobered up a lot, could it be that he looked away, and the girl with a pure appearance was indeed doing an unsightly job? So he hurriedly said: "It's okay if you don't want to say it, it's my rudeness!" ”

Then he added: "I don't mean to be offended, and if I really work in those places, I won't say anything more." ”

"Poof." The Saito Asuka on the other end seemed to be laughed at angrily, and let out a burst of sneer: "Where do you think of it, I just can't think of what to say at once." After another pause, "If you have to say it, you can count it as working in a digital company." ”

"That's really hard." This work was unexpected by Qiu Yang, but he didn't delve into it. "I'm a little envious of people who go to work. Because I have to read for a long time. ”

"It's not good to go to work, but I envy you very much, you can take the opportunity to study and live in another country. It's not that simple after work. Asuka Saito mentioned this topic, somewhat aggrieved, "I don't have many opportunities to study myself, and I always think that I will have the opportunity to study again in the future, but the opportunity may not be great." ”

"Isn't the work going well?"

"It's not that it doesn't go well, it's just that there will be times when you are confused, when you are not recognized, you will feel that you are really bad? Do you want to keep doing it? ”

Asuka Saito suddenly remembered the C-position choice of the 10th anniversary single. Although he said that he didn't care, he complained a little bit about the choice of operation. If she gives Huahua, she can still accept it somewhat, but she just gives Yoda-chan, who is younger than herself, which makes her a little worried about whether she is no longer in the scope of the team's future considerations.

This made her feel a sense of helplessness that had surged over and over again after many years, similar to the Valentine's Day when she didn't receive a gift, and similar to her own complicated thoughts when Brother Qiao graduated.

"Do you want to hold on any longer? Still is... Like Ikuta's predecessors, do you want to think about graduation? ”

In this sleepless night, he suddenly confided in this new acquaintance who didn't even know about his idol group.

The sense of security brought by the darkness seems to have opened the chatter box of Asuka Saito, and she is babbling about some of the recent sense of crisis and helplessness in her heart, and somewhat concealing some of the content of the entertainment world, only saying that it is the pressure from juniors, the intolerance from the boss, and the incomprehension from others.

Qiu Yang just listened silently to the bitterness of Asuka Saito, and from time to time mentioned two things he didn't understand - asking questions was secondary, and the important thing was to tell the girl that he had been listening carefully.

After a long time, Asuka Saito felt that he had been talking, and he was a little embarrassed.

"I'm sorry, but I don't like to listen to me about such boring things."

"It's not boring." Qiu Yang shook his head at the air, "The story of Asuka's predecessors is also very helpful to me, after all, I don't know much about the social culture of neon. ”

After a slight pause, he then said: "Although I only know a little bit about Azukasan, I am also willing to share some of my opinions, do you want to hear about Azukasan?" ”

"Okay." Asuka Saito was somewhat surprised.

"Although I haven't worked, there are times when I am not recognized and doubt myself." Qiu Yang recalled that when he was preparing for the University of Tokyo, "everyone was persuading me to study in the West for a better time, thinking that it was a waste of time for me to spend my effort to learn languages and learn local majors." Being said a lot like this, and I really can't see my own progress in the short term, I will also wonder if what they say really makes sense, and I am actually doing useless work. ”

"It was only then that I figured out what I thought was meaningful, even if it was really useless. What's more, the concept of uselessness is a false proposition in the first place, as long as I feel that it makes sense to me, it is useful. ”

"So I don't think Asukasan should pay too much attention to what the people around him say, and they don't know the real situation, how can they make the right comments? As long as Azukasan feels that he is working hard and enjoys what he is doing, then he must keep going no matter what! ”

"What's more, at least the Azukasan I know is cute and kind, helping me cover my blemishes, cooking for me to dinner, and taking me to sleep on the sofa, none of those people have seen this! Then why say you're not good! Qiu Yang suddenly became indignant, "Obviously, the food you cook is really delicious!" ”

Asuka Saito was so moved to tears by this remark that she was about to fall into her eyes—what! It's just ordinary chicken soup! I wasn't moved!

However, such a statement did make my intention to persist a little more resolute.

"Azukasan? Are you listening? Asleep? Qiu Yang seemed to be flustered over there, "You can't really fall asleep, right... I've said so many stupid things. "Let Saito Asuka want to pretend to be asleep again, and play a prank.

However, she still cleared her throat and replied with a choked voice, "Say who is asleep!" ”

Then, in a super whisper, he added: "Thank you..."

Qiu Yang just smiled and lifted the topic.

In this long night, the two gradually talked about cultural differences and interesting stories from their favorite food and music, and talked about everything from the south and the north. Asuka Saito is more and more energetic the more he talks, but Qiu Yang can't support it anymore.

"......." listened to the other end as if he had thrown out a new topic, but Qiu Yang couldn't really hear it, just "um" subconsciously responded, and fell asleep in a daze, before falling asleep, as if he saw the first light of the sunrise.