165. A girl who can't help herself
Alas, it's too much. ”
Merlin looked at the autistic girl in front of her, scratched her head, and thought with some embarrassment.
Okay, originally he was going to give Cinderella a dismount today, rubbing the arrogance of this school bully girl, so that it would be easy to teach in the future, but when it was really implemented, he found that he still seemed to be a little too soft-hearted, and the role of singing blackface was really not suitable for him.
But now ruthlessness is necessary, all in order to open the heart of this autistic girl who has long been closed.
Merlin's level of psychology is level 70, which is completely the level of a professional psychologist, so after learning more and more about the situation of Cinderella, he also realized more and more that this student's psychological problems are a bit big.
The girl's family is not happy, the death of the mother, the troubles of the stepmother, the bullying of the two cheap sisters, the inaction of the father, etc., all of which force the poor girl to quickly fade away from the child's immaturity and become mature and stable.
If it's just like this, it's not a big problem, after all, the girl's strong heart is enough to survive, even if the family is unhappy, she can still make friends outside, at school, and friendship can still make up for the vacancy of that part of the family to a certain extent.
However, the girl has a pair of magic eyes, and once these eyes are exposed, there is a risk of being treated as a monster by others.
This made the girl completely fall into autism, not only did she dare not take the initiative to make friends, but became extremely resistant to the closeness of others, for fear that the secret of her eyes would be discovered after being approached.
So, the girl deliberately hides her beauty and dresses up as an inconspicuous one, and she rejects the kindness of the well-meaning classmates around her and becomes a loner.
The girl's heart has been closed off since then, and since then she has only lived in her own world, and the door that closes her inner world is the only thing the girl is good at, and that is learning.
No matter how cruel the world is to her, no matter how harsh the family treats her, no matter how lonely and uncomfortable she is alone, as long as she can still study, as long as she is still the first in the whole grade in every exam, then the girl can still persevere.
The sense of accomplishment and self-satisfaction obtained from the test results is the pillar in the girl's black and white inner world that is only hollow, and it is the last straw that pulls the girl's heart from falling into darkness that has long been broken.
At the same time, this has also become the best excuse for the girl to deceive herself, and it has become the door and chain that the girl uses to seal her heart.
I don't need any family, I don't need any friends, as long as I study hard all the time, as long as I learn well, I can always live a good life in the future.
These are the words of the girl every time she comforts herself.
This sentence may have been just a girl's self-deception at first, but after the lie was repeated thousands of times, the girl herself believed it, so this sentence became the girl's life creed.
So, after having this girl's belief in life, all kinds of tribulations in life seem to have become easier all of a sudden, no matter how difficult the stepmother makes for her, no matter how much her sisters bully her, no matter how lonely she is, as long as she thinks about the good life she can live with the knowledge she has learned after graduation, then none of these can hit the girl.
And these fantasies about the future life are too beautiful to make the girl pay more and more attention to learning, to the point that learning is everything to her.
It doesn't matter how others bully her or make things difficult for her, but she can't question her ability to learn, this is the only thing she has, the only light in her dark world.
This kind of psychology is definitely pathological, this is obviously not what a mentally healthy person should have, especially Merlin is still Cinderella's teacher, and the girl's sick psychology really gives him a headache.
No one can question her ability to learn, this is already a kind of pride, a kind of arrogance, a student has such arrogance, so how can the teaching work of a teacher continue.
Just like now, Merlin just said that you can't do math, in the girl's opinion, it is a denial of her ability to learn, and she is about to start making trouble, how can this work.
When a seeker begins to be superstitious about what she has learned, and does not allow others to question it, then she is already unqualified.
Therefore, Merlin was ready to give Cinderella some strong medicine to treat the child's psychological problems.
However, now it seems that the effect of the medicine is too strong, when the girl's only remaining things are ruthlessly denied by Merlin, the door that seals the girl's heart is indeed broken, but the problem is that the life-saving straw that hangs the girl's spirit does not slide into the darkness is also broken, and the current school bully girl has completely become an autistic girl.
So what should I do now, is it time for the royal harem actor to have a necessary magic skill, the almighty Asassi?
Merlin tried to use a trick to touch his head and kill, and said softly.
"It's not that you have nothing, now you are my precious disciple, even if the whole world gives up, I will never give up on you, teacher."
..........
emmmmm, good shame on his meow.
Merlin got goosebumps after saying this, and then he glanced at Cinderella.
Well, it turns out that the almighty Asassi is not good at all, at least not for Cinderella, and the school bully girl doesn't eat this at all, she is still autistic.
Tut....
Merlin tucked his tongue and frowned.
Looks like we've been able to fight poison with poison.
"Lift up your head and look me in the eye."
He suddenly raised his voice and said seriously.
So, the autistic girl raised her head and looked at Merlin with tearful eyes.
It's not that the girl wants to do this, but her body is starting to get out of control, this is the effect of the master-apprentice contract on her body, and being an apprentice can't disobey the master's words.
The girl who experienced the execution of this contract for the first time was a little uneasy, but now she couldn't even control her own eyes, and could only stare at the terrifying beautiful boy in front of her who seemed to have suddenly become a person, and her eyes revealed helplessness.
"Now give you ten minutes to memorize this."
Merlin made a cold face, and pushed the multiplication table that had been written before, but was disdained by the school bully girl, to the girl who was manipulated by the contract.
So, under the power of the contract, the school bully girl who couldn't help herself began to recite.
Ten minutes later, the girl put down the multiplication table, and her eyes were full of resentment when she looked at Merlin after being forcibly controlled in this way.
"Don't look at me like this, if you have time to get angry, you might as well listen to me, and then teach you a new algorithm, called vertical."
Merlin, who was a little uncomfortable and unbearable by the apprentice's eyes, simply lowered his head and began to explain with a pen and paper on his own.
"So, so, ......"
Merlin explained the main points of the column little by little, and at the end, he loosened the binding force of the contract, and then looked up at the girl and asked.
"Do you understand?"
However, the angry girl ignored him and pretended not to hear.
Merlin: "......."
"Tsk, is this the learning ability you are proud of? It's not a big deal, so I'll talk about it again. “
He shook his head, an expression of rotten wood that could not be carved.
"I understand, I don't need you to talk about it."
Synderella, who was irritated by Merlin's poisonous tongue, shouted angrily.
"Then you can calculate for me how much 2384 times 3459 is in thirty seconds, and I see that you will be stubborn when you can't figure it out."
Merlin still looked disdainful.
So, the girl angrily took the pen and paper, and began to stand in a vertical position a little rusty.
"Hmph, I've figured it out, 8246256."
In 29 seconds, the girl threw away the pen and said the answer with some pride.
Then, she felt that this number was a little familiar, and she was slightly stunned.
Uh, isn't that the question she just casually came up with to embarrass Teacher Merlin? Just reversed the order, and she didn't react immediately when she was angry, but now she suddenly realized when she saw this familiar result.
"Uh, I've figured it out myself? It's that simple? ”
The girl who realized this fact was stunned for a moment, and then she quickly raised her head to look at Merlin, and saw that the beautiful young teacher was looking at her with a smile, and the smile was as gentle as ever.
"Look, isn't your learning ability okay? It's a quick learner. ”
In that smile like sunshine, the school girl lowered her head, and her eyes were rosy again.
After a long time, she suddenly looked up at Merlin and asked.
"Teacher Merlin, is what you said just now that you will never give up on me true?"
The girl took off her glasses, revealing a pair of beautiful golden magic eyes, and asked with her eyes looking directly into the eyes of the beautiful young man in front of her.
"Hehe, fake, you just learned the most basic vertical style, and then there are functions, calculus and a bunch of things to learn, you give me a correct learning attitude, put learning in the first place, your level is still far behind."
Merlin looked away and said emotionally.