Chapter 149: A Person's Change
"What? Have you thought about plastic surgery? Chu Zixian looked at Zhu Rui's face seriously when he spoke, with Zhu Rui's conditions, I am afraid that it is not plastic surgery that can make him handsome.
"Yes, but the doctor said that even if I have major surgery, my skin color and height are a difficult problem to solve, although there are cosmetics to cover the dark, but there is always a time to remove makeup, and my height is ......" Zhu Rui said that he suddenly couldn't hold back and whined twice, but fortunately he tried his best to suppress his voice, so as not to alarm the surrounding passengers.
"Really, in fact, I hesitated when Liu Ya said that she broke up with me, but I was not confident enough and always felt that my appearance and height were my shortcomings, and at that time I also felt that Liu Ya was trying to make my money, everyone just took what they needed, I ......" Zhu Rui still wanted to continue, but it may be that he was too emotional and now he lost too much blood, and suddenly his head hit the backrest of the front row, although it was only an instant that his consciousness returned to his body, but his face was not bloodless than before, This made Chu Zixian a little worried, he frowned and said to Zhu Rui: "Okay, you should be quiet first, and then we will discuss it in the long run when we get off the plane." ”
"What do you think about in the long run?" Zhu Rui's head hadn't reacted too much to what Chu Zixian meant.
"Don't you want to see Liu Ya? Can you go see her like this? Chu Zi glanced at Zhu Rui and said.
"But you said before that it didn't make sense for us to meet." Zhu Rui asked Chu Zixian a little stupidly, but he didn't cry anymore.
"Then you are cutting your wrists and committing suicide, I don't let you see you and I don't know how long you will toss, but don't think too much, just meet, people are going to get married the day after tomorrow, you don't end up tearing everyone's face to the end." Chu Zixian reminded Zhu Rui.
"Okay, I'm sure I won't bother her again, I just want to see her again." After Zhu Rui finished speaking, his mood calmed down a little.
"You rest for a while, and we'll talk about it later when we return to the city." Chu Zixian appeased Zhu Rui.
"Okay." Zhu Rui nodded, and then leaned back in the chair and closed his eyes to rest.
After Chu Zixian looked at Zhu Rui with his spare eyes, he couldn't help but pinch his eyebrows with his hand, as if comparing Li Tong and Zhu Rui was indeed a bit unreliable, Li Tong just made the wrong choice, but Zhu Rui was humbled in his heart and forcibly pushed him to make a choice.
Chu Zixian never thought that a person would commit suicide because of his appearance and height, today he finally saw it, he also knew that Zhu Rui was deeply troubled by his appearance and height, but he didn't expect to hit Zhu Rui's heart like this.
In Chu Zixian's consciousness, Zhu Rui is also a judgmental and strong person, although Zhu Rui also collapsed before, it didn't take long for Zhu Rui to adjust his state, but now Zhu Rui would choose to commit suicide.
If God is fair, why would people have such a thing as aesthetics, and if God is unfair, why should only human beings have such a rich sense of aesthetics?
It can only be said that what Zhu Rui has always wanted and what he has never matched, and how difficult it is for a person to live is often that his strength cannot reach the ambition in his heart.
It is not ruled out that greater ambitions will make the future go further and better, but how hard it is to go step by step like this, and is it worth it in the end?
Everyone's pursuit is different, and a person's obsession is not so easy to change.
"Huh~Huh~" Chu Zixian hadn't thought for long, and there was a slight snoring sound from Zhu Rui next to him, obviously Zhu Rui was too sleepy, otherwise it would be impossible to sleep so soundly so quickly.
"But what about after meeting Liu Ya?" Chu Zixian glanced at Zhu Rui, who was already asleep, he was starting to worry now, although the two were very familiar, Chu Zixian really didn't realize that Zhu Rui would mind his own appearance and height to this extent.
Chu Zixian didn't understand Zhu Rui's troubles, or Chu Zixian couldn't fully understand what Zhu Rui encountered.
Chu Zixian used to think that he was also quite miserable, but now looking at Zhu Rui, it seems that he is even worse than him.
Life is not without miracles, but Zhu Rui still went to the fate of most people, as if beauties are not as aesthetic as short online videos......
At least in Zhu Rui's life experience, whether it is Zheng Wei or Liu Ya, there is no difference in Zhu Rui's height and appearance that can be completely ignored because Zhu Rui is good in other aspects, and in Chu Zixian's blind date experience, none of the girls that Zhu Rui can look at can look down on Zhu Rui.
Regardless of whether the woman's blind date is in the countryside or the city, or at work, etc., not to mention Zhu Rui's heartbeat, even Zhu Rui wants to be with others with the mentality of being compromised, but people are unwilling to get along with others.
This... is everything that Zhu Rui has personally experienced.
"Ugh." Chu Zixian sighed silently, hoping that Zhu Rui would no longer look for a short-term after seeing Liu Ya, Chu Zixian would no longer persuade Zhu Rui to continue to struggle and improve, nor would he persuade him to have a good girl waiting for him, Chu Zixian only hoped that Zhu Rui would be happy, as for how everyone would still contact in the end.
The gap between people and people may get bigger and bigger with age because of certain defects, and the gap between people and people may also get smaller and smaller with age because of some kind of difference.
In Chu Zixian's eyes, Zhu Rui can't be said to be hard working, and Zhu Rui is not bad, but Zhu Rui's life has ruined everything for Zhu Rui so hard, Zhu Rui is in his current state, and his own advantages still can't overcome his shortcomings.
At night, Chu Zixian and Zhu Rui got off the plane, and the two took a taxi from the airport back to the city, but Zhu Rui didn't want to go home with this face, so he opened a room with Chu Zixian.
"Zixian, when are we going to see Liu Ya?" Zhu Rui asked Chu Zixian again, it's not that he can't think, but he has no ability to think now, or he doesn't believe what he thinks now, he only hopes to rely on Chu Zixian's judgment.
Because you, Chu Zixian said that he would take him to see Liu Ya.
"How do you go about meeting you like this? You hurry up and eat and sleep, and we'll go to Liu Ya early tomorrow morning... Uh, do you know where Liu Ya is? Chu Zixian said that he was a little embarrassed in the back.
"She's in Yundu." Zhu Rui replied.
"Yundu, it's not far away." Chu Zixian muttered, and said to Zhu Rui: "Okay, I'll go buy food, if you're tired, lie down first, this time if you can't think about it, just do it, I haven't always been able to save you so coincidentally." ”
"Not anymore." Zhu Rui looked down at the wounded gauze on his left hand, this situation did not die, I am afraid to think about it, once I have worries, Zhu Rui will not have the courage to want to die, what if he dies his parents?
And he has struggled for so many years, and he has never even been married, isn't it a little sad? Even if you don't like it, it's good to feel like getting married...