Zhao Bai'an returned to the bedroom, and Yang Liu Yiyi and Gao Yanran started their daily inquiries as always.

"Xiao An, how are you doing today?"

Gao Yanran's question was more subtle, and relatively speaking, Yang Liuyiyi was more emotional.

She asked excitedly: "Xiao An, tell me quickly, is there anything to do with Coke, and what did he do for you today??" ”

Zhao Baian has become accustomed to the gossip of the two people, and he has gradually become accustomed to the relationship with Chen Yudi in his heart. Now she is no longer as young as she was at the beginning, but she is a little willing to share it with everyone. The roommates are such gossip, and there is no way to do it, after all, they are very good in other places, so Zhao Baian doesn't hate this.

In fact, deep in Zhao Bai'an's heart, she still has a little bit of happiness, after all, Chen Yudi is really good to her now, girls sometimes do fantasize about the feeling of being a princess, and she has a loyal and attentive follower by her side, she now experiences a feeling of being cherished, so she is happy to share it with everyone.

Zhao Baian briefly talked to Yang Liuyiyi and Gao Yanran about the process of getting along with the two today. Zhao Bai'an was also reluctant to say it in too much detail, after all, it was completely unnecessary.

However, even if Zhao Bai'an abbreviated a thousand words into ten words, Yang Liuyi could still imagine 10,000 words in her mind, she was very surprised and exhaled: "Wow, that Chen Yudi, who usually doesn't talk much, still has such an unknown side, he is so romantic!" ”

Zhao Baian replied: "Liu Yiyi, what do you think?" Is it really romantic to give away food? ”

Zhao Bai'an was telling the truth, she was indeed only a little touched in her heart and didn't feel very romantic.

Gao Yanran said with a smile: "Xiao An, although I haven't been in love, but I've watched that kind of TV series, I think the problem is not what he sends, but the meaning behind what he sends." ”

Yang Liuyi nodded on the side and agreed: "Yes, yes, it is already romantic that he can be so careful, which proves that he holds you in the palm of his hand and loves you in his heart." ”

Zhao Bai'an suddenly felt a little embarrassed, she didn't think about it so deeply, and now Yang Liuyi's words were too straightforward, which suddenly made her feel a hot feeling on her face.

Zhao Bai'an casually found a reason and ended today's discussion between them: "Oh, don't say it, don't say it, I'm going to rest, I don't know why I suddenly feel so sleepy." ”

Yang Liu Yiyi and Gao Yanran did not speak, but looked at each other and smiled, they were really happy for Zhao Bai'an in their hearts.

In the past, the two of them felt that Zhao Bai'an was a little lonely, not lonely without friends, but as if she received any emotion, but at the same time shielded all emotions, as if the outermost layer of the body had a membrane that could absorb everything but could not wear anything.

The two of them even discussed privately whether Zhao Bai'an's college life would be such an ordinary past. Yang Liu Yiyi hopes that Zhao Baian can talk about love, of course, she hopes that everyone in 605 will talk about love, so that she can have more melons to eat; And although Gao Yanran doesn't care at all whether her friends are in love, after all, she herself refuses, but this does not prevent Zhao Baian from finding any warm support.

Now Yang Liu Yiyi and Gao Yanran suddenly saw that Zhao Bai'an was happier than before, and as friends and roommates, they naturally blessed Zhao Bai'an from the bottom of their hearts.

After Zhao Bai'an finished washing, he returned to his small bed, lay on the bed and quickly fell asleep.

She came to a place that felt very, very familiar.

Yes! Yes!

This is the rehearsal space of the drama club!

Zhao Baian looked at the familiar scene, slowly approached, and quietly opened the door, only to find that all the people in the drama club were lying on the ground and didn't know what they were doing. In addition to the fact that she herself was not inside, Xu Hao was not in it either

She looked at this scene and felt a little familiar, but she couldn't remember it for a while, Zhao Baian always felt that her head was clouded.

She tiptoed the door shut.

"Click!"

Obviously, Zhao Bai'an's movements were very light, but the door lock still made a sound, which was particularly abrupt in this very quiet scene.

Zhao Bai'an's heart beat faster for a moment, cold sweat came out of her back, she twisted her stiff neck and looked back, fortunately, everyone was still the same as when she came in at the beginning, and they were not disturbed by this sound.

"Inhale ~~"

"Exhale~~"

"Inhale ~~"

"Exhale~~"

Director Xiao's voice came, and Zhao Baian breathed a sigh of relief and finally remembered that she had just gone out to go to the toilet, and before that, their drama club was conducting meditation training.

Approaching everyone, Zhao Bai'an found that they all had their eyes closed, and Wang Yichuan was lying on the ground in the shape of a "big", looking very relaxed.

But only Chen Yudi's eyes were wide open, and he looked around in a panic.

Zhao Bai'an quietly approached Chen Yudi, she bent down and asked in a dumb voice, "What's wrong with you?" Magician, what's wrong with you? Is there something uncomfortable? ”

Chen Yudi's expression was a little nervous, Zhao Baian didn't know why, a similar expression suddenly flashed in her mind, it seemed to be more painful than the one in front of her.

She shook her head, then knelt down and quickly supported Chen Yudi, who was lying down, and helped him to the nearest corner to sit down and rest.

Chen Yudi shook his head and said in a weak voice, "I don't want to sit here." ”

Before Zhao Bai'an could react, Chen Yudi stood up alone and walked towards the door of the drama club. He was the same as Zhao Bai'an when he came in, he opened the door and walked out. Leaving Zhao Bai'an, who hadn't been able to react yet.

Zhao Bai'an hurriedly caught up, and after the two "clicks" passed, both of them arrived in the corridor of the rehearsal venue.

Chen Yudi looked at the scenery from afar, the breath around him felt depressed and sad, Zhao Baian watched and watched from the side, and suddenly proposed: "In this way, let's go out and take a walk on the sports field, okay?" ”

After Chen Yudi heard Zhao Bai'an say this, the tense expression on his face relaxed, he nodded at Zhao Bai'an, and the two of them came to the school's playground together.

Zhao Bai'an looked at this playground and felt a little strange, because there seemed to be no one in the playground today, which was very unusual.

But she is not in the mood to worry about these now, she has more important tasks, and she is very concerned about what is wrong with Chen Yudi. This is a low pressure that is usually difficult to feel in his body.

She walked around the playground, and then went straight to the point: "What happened to you just now?" ”

Chen Yudi pursed his eyes, and then responded, "Ah, I just feel a little uncomfortable." ”

Zhao Baian didn't understand too much, and tilted his head: "What are you uncomfortable with?" ”

Chen Yudi's expression at this time suddenly became more serious than just now, he stared at Zhao Bai'an, then looked away, sighed and then said in a slightly hesitant tone: "I... I don't like that...... I hate the tension and I don't like the form......"

"This form...... Does it mean meditation? Zhao Baian didn't understand.

"Yes."

Chen Yudi expressed his thoughts, but Zhao Baian fell into deep thought. She recalled some things on her own, and many images were connected to her mind.

She suddenly remembered that she seemed to have experienced something similar before, but for some reason, it was like a mist in her head, and she couldn't see it clearly.

It wasn't until Chen Yudi said to himself softly: "It's because I used to see a psychiatrist, and he always asked me to do meditation exercises." So meditation only brings me back to things that are uncomfortable. ”

The foggy image in Zhao Bai'an's mind just now finally dispersed, and a thought flashed through her heart, and she began to suspect that Chen Yudi had had depression before.

She remembered that she had been exposed to similar cases before, and had specifically examined some of the manifestations and treatments of depression. And as far as the country where they are located, going to a psychiatrist is not a very common thing, which is why Chen Yudi seems to be so eager to speak. Although this is definitely a prejudice, because seeing a psychiatrist is really just a regulation of emotions, and it has nothing to do with whether or not you have mental illness.

Besides, depression, anxiety, mania, etc., are all just diseases, and they are not much different from colds, fevers, stomach aches, etc., and should not be treated differently. Many times, it's because of people's fear or prejudice that makes everything worse.

"So." In this regard, Zhao Bai'an decided to get straight to the point, "Yu Di, have you ever had a similar related disease?" It doesn't matter if you still have it. ”

Chen Yudi stopped.

Zhao Bai'an also stopped, looked up into his eyes, and then pursed his lips and smiled lightly.

"It's... Yes. I was... Mild ......" Chen Yudi looked at Zhao Bai'an's eyes, looked at the calm eyes that didn't seem to have any impurities in them, and then decided to say again, "I have had mild depression before, but it was only for a short time. ”

"It's okay." Zhao Bai'an turned around and took Chen Yudi's hand, her hand was rare and warm, "I think you are very good now, I like you very much now." ”

As soon as Zhao Bai'an raised her head, something flashed in front of her eyes, as if two faces with similar expressions overlapped together, perhaps for a moment, because she blinked her eyes and disappeared.

Zhao Bai'an held Chen Yudi's hand and rubbed it gently: "Yudi, do you have anything you want to say?" If there is, I'd like to listen. ”

Zhao Bai paused: "I'm a listener." ”