Chapter Forty-Eight: If, Meet Again

Classes are not two days, directly into the exam stage, compared with high school, it is a small thing, the focus of the exam before the class of various teachers and professors have talked about, as long as you look at the basic can pass, of course, you need to hang the number of places, or have to have unlucky eggs to make up the number first.

After the exams, there is a huge wave of school departures, and there is a Spring Festival during the winter vacation, and few people will stay in school.

Chu Zixian is definitely no exception, but he still left a little later than Yang Lin and the others, because he wanted to meet Jiang Kexin and see how she recovered.

came to the door of Jiang Kexin's rented room and struggled for a while before he reached out and knocked on the door, without contacting Jiang Kexin in advance, it could be regarded as a surprise to Jiang Kexin, mainly Chu Zixian felt that Jiang Kexin was asked on the phone, and Jiang Kexin would refuse him again and ask him not to come.

"Bang bang bang!" Chu Zixian sighed a few times, and footsteps came from inside.

Then the door opened, but it was a middle-aged man, who asked him suspiciously, "Who are you looking for?" ”

"Uh, I'm looking for Jiang ...... Are you new to moving in? Chu Zixian suddenly reacted and asked the middle-aged man.

"Yes, it seems that you are looking for the girl who lived here before, she moved out two days ago, do you want her contact information?" The middle-aged man asked Chu Zixian.

"No thanks." After Chu Zixian politely refused, he went downstairs with a bit of complicated thoughts, obviously Jiang Kexin's move was a matter of the past few days.

After standing at the gate of the community for a long time, Chu Zixian dialed Jiang Kexin, and after a long time, he picked up the phone over there, and Jiang Kexin's cute voice came out as usual: "What's wrong?" ”

"Where are you?" Chu Zixian asked her in a slightly heavy tone.

"At home, what's wrong?" Jiang Kexin's tone was still the same.

"Have you moved?" Chu Zixian asked her again.

"Well, it seems that you know, I just moved two days ago, and you know that I will soon go to the company he introduced me for an internship, and there is a dormitory over there, so I don't have to waste money renting this house......" Jiang Kexin tried her best to speak to Chu Zixian in a relaxed tone.

"No, are you getting better? You have a lot of things to move, right? I'll ......" Chu Zixian interrupted Jiang Kexin's words, his tone a little unhappy.

"Anla, Anla, the moving company I was looking for, you forgot that I am rich, how can I do such manual work as moving." Jiang Kexin interrupted Chu Zixian again and hurriedly explained to him.

"Okay, you ......" Chu Zixian wanted to ask Jiang Kexin when he planned to leave that man, but he felt that he was in charge of a little too much, and said that you were stuck in the middle and there was no follow-up.

"Okay, okay, I still have something to do here, I'll call you when I'm done." After Jiang Kexin finished speaking, she hung up the phone without waiting for Chu Zixian to reply.

Looking at the mobile phone at the end of the call, Chu Zixian seemed to feel something, otherwise Jiang Kexin would not have been able to tell him before she moved.

Not long after he thought about it, Jiang Kexin sent a message:

"Thank you for being with me these days, and thank you for leaving me with the last dignity in front of Qingqing, I know your grievances in the hospital at the time, but I don't know how to comfort you, if I can understand that there is a kind of mistake and regret that cannot be repaired, I will not let myself fall into it, but it is too late."

"Goodbye Master Zixian, I will practice the guitar you taught me from time to time, if we can meet again in the future, I hope you will see a better me."

Chu Zixian immediately dialed the number, but there was already a sound of turning off the phone over there, he wanted to send a message to say something, but his fingers didn't know what to do, after thinking about it, Chu Zixian put the phone in his trouser pocket, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and strode into the distance.

Is he happy for Jiang Kexin, does this represent a new beginning that cuts everything?

It's just that he is also very sad in his heart, he is not sure that he can feel all of Jiang Kexin's emotions, but he can understand Jiang Kexin's inferiority complex and avoidance in the face of love, this feeling is very clear when talking about family parents, so he can understand it somewhat.

Although Jiang Kexin will go back to school in the future to handle the final thesis and leaving procedures, etc., it is really not too difficult for one person to avoid the other.

Chu Zixian is still a teenager, and he has a reason why he can't convince himself to follow in Jiang Kexin's footsteps, maybe this reason is not so unacceptable in the eyes of middle-aged people.

Of course, Chu Zixian also thought that if Jiang Kexin was as active as Li Tong, would the two of them have already come together?

He didn't know, these were assumptions.

In the final analysis, he and Jiang Kexin are both people with low self-esteem, and Jiang Kexin may be more serious than him.

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After a long time and returned to the deserted home, Chu Zixian took out the long-lost guitar in the cabinet, sang a high-pitched song wildly, with the strumming sound of the guitar, even if it was out of tune, it was indeed very emotional, he sang in his mind, but remembered the past he knew Jiang Kexin, and he was full of emotion.

But he didn't let him have fun for long, the upstairs neighbor knocked on the door of his room, and politely told him that he hoped he could lower his voice, mainly everyone knew each other, and the neighbors knew that Chu Zixian was a poor child, and invited Chu Zixian to come to the house for dinner.

Chu Zixian could only refuse, and he was in no mood to play the guitar again.

Looking at the photo on the bedroom table, Chu Zixian felt uncomfortable again, although he could go to his uncle to see his grandfather during the New Year, he still wanted to see his mother and talk to his mother.

Returning to this home, this bleak and sad feeling appeared in every corner of Chu Zixian's mind, in order to make himself not think too much, Chu Zixian habitually began to clean the house, even if some places did not need to be cleaned.

Turn on the music and work slowly, anyway, the winter vacation is so long and there is time to clean up, he is not in a hurry.

When it's time to buy vegetables, many places are closed for the New Year, and he can't always eat outside, he needs to stock up on the New Year's Day, his time-consuming and labor-intensive dishes can't be done, but some simple meals are still not a problem, and the taste is no problem to eat by yourself, anyway, it is enough to keep up with meat and vegetables with nutrition, as for whether it is delicious or not, Chu Zixian is not so picky.

If you should go to your uncle's house, you will go to your uncle's house to see your grandfather, but I am really embarrassed to go all the time, after all, I have to eat if I want to go, and a big family makes Chu Zixian very awkward.

It's only been a week since he came back, but Chu Zixian has a feeling that his days are like years, lonely and lonely, and Chu Zixian is only silent at home.

He also called Zhu Rui and wanted to be in a double row with Zhu Rui, but Zhu Rui was very busy after returning home, and basically had no time to play games with Chu Zixian, even if he took the time to play two games at night, he would go offline and sleep early, which made Chu Zixian depressed for a long time, and he felt that Zhu Rui was bored in the dormitory alone some time ago.

The phone rang for a while, and Chu Zixian looked at the number of the caller, a little surprised......