Chapter 556: Looking back and smiling

Mahjong has been in business for so many years and has deep roots, and it is not possible to uproot it or turn it into a force for one's own use. The most important thing is that the God of Wealth is too mysterious, and it is not known who he is yet. Add an angel and it looks like an impossible task.

But Qi Hufei launched a ruthless attack, no matter what angel you are an angel or not, even if you are the Jade Emperor, if you want to move you, Lao Tzu will move you. It's just that it's not too late for a gentleman to take revenge for ten years, and once he draws his sword, he must take five steps with blood.

He didn't

He had already thought of a plan in his heart, so he was not in a hurry to find the God of Wealth or that angel, the more anxious he was, the easier it was to make mistakes, he had to think about Zhou Xiang, and make enough preparations to be foolproof. The winter moon is gone, and no matter how anxious you are, it is impossible to revive those pomegranate trees on the shore of Acacia Lake.

Do what needs to be done tonight, go back to Honggu County tomorrow as usual, and if the transfer is over, go to Lingxi Town to take office. Anyway, Duanmu Cheng had already said that he would find a way to force the God of Wealth to show up. Qi Feifei didn't worry about them not doing it wholeheartedly, in addition to being beneficial to their family itself, it was also because the God of Wealth had hit the head of the Golden Saint Palace's Niangniang's relic. He believed that the Duanmu family must have been aware of it, otherwise they would not be so nervous because of the expansion of the gang's power, and even attracted the attention of the newly appointed Chenghuang Director Qin Yubai.

In addition, whether it is to wait for the God of Wealth or the idea of fighting angels, Qi Feifei cannot reveal his identity, and he cannot do this during the time he came to Nalan City publicly.

After leaving the café, Qi Feifei turned back to the Spring Moon Tower.

Today, he entered the Chunyue Building three times, which surprised Chunyue very much.

Qi Hufei didn't delay, and asked Chunyue directly: "Is your friend's camera still there?" I want to borrow it for a while. ”

Chunyue looked embarrassed.

Qi Hufei said: "If you are embarrassed, forget it." ”

Chunyue gritted her teeth and said, "You go and sit in the box and wait for me for half an hour." ”

Qi Hufei said: "There is no need for a private room, every time I come, I will occupy a private room exclusively, which is not good." I'll just sit down in the hall and ask them to bring me a bowl of vermicelli soup. ”

Chunyue nodded, gave an order to the waiter, and hurried upstairs.

Qi Hufei didn't follow, just sat down in the hall, waited for the waiter to serve him a bowl of vermicelli soup, ate slowly, and sorted out his thoughts by the way.

After Chunyue went upstairs, she entered the secret room, and then left Chunyue Tower through the secret passage to their secret stronghold. Zhao Xiyang hid there.

"Want to borrow my camera? What do you borrow it for? Zhao Xiyang asked loudly.

"I don't know." Chunyue said, "People only say that they borrow a camera, do I still have to ask him what he borrowed it for?" ”

Zhao Xiyang was a little angry, and said angrily: "If he says that he will borrow you?" This is my camera, how can you be generous to others! ”

Chunyue said, "Didn't he help you get your camera back?" Now people want to borrow it. ”

"Just borrow and use?!" Zhao Xiyang became more and more angry, "You know that this is not an ordinary camera!" ”

"Maybe they just want to take a picture?"

"Liar! Can't you just take a photo with your phone? Even if he needs to use a camera, he can even kill Fu Hongsheng if he says kill, and it's a matter for him to get a camera? If he wants to use my camera, it means that he already knows the use of this camera. I don't know why, Zhao Xiyang was jealous, and after roaring, he said to himself, "He is really a genius, I played with this camera for more than two years before I fully mastered its functions and how to use it, and this is still when someone taught me, he actually figured it out by himself?" ”

As he spoke, his jealousy grew heavier and heavier, making him impetuous, and the resentment on his face became more and more serious.

"You taught him, didn't you? You've had him in your heart for a long time, haven't you? So if he wants to borrow a camera, you come and borrow it. Then he wants to ...... with you in one sentence" Zhao Xiyang's tone suddenly suffocated, and his face became sad again.

"It's just a matter of borrowing a camera, you don't have to think about it that much, do you?" Chunyue suddenly felt a little bored in her heart, "What's wrong with you now?" A little thing can make you hysterical, what about Zhao Xiyang, who swore to me in the past that I would work hard and be inspirational and self-reliant? What about Zhao Sunyang, who keeps saying that no matter what I do, I will never give up and take care of me for the rest of my life? ”

Zhao Xiyang squatted down with his head in his hands, without saying a word.

Chunyue sighed, squatted down with him, and said, "I know that living in this dark space these days has suffocated you. Your qualifications are not bad, as long as you have no distractions, there is still a lot of room for the realm to rise. I thought that if you were left alone and I was not in front of you, I could calm your mind, and it would be a retreat. I didn't expect you to be so grumpy. It's also that I'm not good and not well thought out. I promise you that I will come to accompany you often in the future. ”

"Really?" Zhao Xiyang raised his head and showed innocent eyes like a child, "Didn't you deliberately perfunctory me to borrow a camera for him?" ”

Chunyue was laughed at by him: "Is that necessary?" If I am this kind of person in your heart, why do you like me? Although I can't help myself, I am stuck in the mud, but my heart is not as pure as a lotus! ”

"But he's so good, I'm really a piece of shit. I'm not worthy of you! Zhao Xiyang lowered his head again.

"Why are you always so unconfident?" Chunyue wanted to raise her hand and slap him, but she only moved her shoulder, and she didn't raise her hand after all. "If I want to say that I don't deserve it, that's me! Even I didn't give up on myself, even I still had hope, why did you fall so much! If I hadn't known you, we had been together some time ago, and I really thought you had been seduced by a demon! Take out your ambition, we support each other, no matter how hard and difficult the road ahead is, we can always go on, and we always have to live a good life! ”

Chunyue couldn't say any more when she said this, and a trace of sadness suddenly rose in her heart.

The two of them were silent, dead silence in the small secret room.

After a while, Chunyue sighed, stood up and slowly walked out the door with weak steps.

"Wait a minute." Zhao Xiyang also stood up at some point, holding the camera in his hand, "Take it to him." ”

Chunyue had a smile on her face, not because Zhao Xiyang was finally willing to borrow the camera, but because she felt that the man in front of her was slowly coming out of a long period of depression. It may be a long way to go, but it's better to take a step forward than not to take a single step. Moving forward, there is hope. If you don't go, you can only sink slowly.

"You practice hard here, don't waste the talent that your old Zhao family inherited from you. In terms of bloodline, you are much closer to the true God of Wealth in the sky than your distant uncle of the Immortal A.D. Bureau. As long as you work hard to achieve something, you will definitely be able to get ahead in the future. ”

Zhao Xiyang didn't know if he was encouraged, or he was ashamed of his performance just now, his face was a little flushed, and he nodded vigorously at Chunyue.

Harutsuki nodded back and turned away. When he walked outside the door, he was about to close the door, when he heard Zhao Xiyang tell him again: "Let him be careful, don't break the camera." ”

"Got it!" Chunyue turned around and smiled at him, and grimaced again, half agreeing, half angry that he was not at ease.

And Zhao Xiyang was stupid.

This smile melted the ice and snow in his heart like the warm sun of spring, and bloomed brilliant flowers in the barren desert. He remembered a hurried glance in the garden of Guanghan Palace when he was a teenager. The overshadowing face of the Guanghan Fairy left a deep impression on his young mind. Many years later, when he saw Harutsuki for the first time, he remembered that face and fell in love with it at first sight.

He was originally from a prestigious family and has practiced for generations. Zhao Gongming, the God of Wealth who is now in charge of Haotian Bank, is their ancestor. Although his family is a collateral line, just like Chunyue said, in terms of blood relatives, he is much more orthodox than that distant uncle Zhao Duo.

His great-grandfather originally served in the Heavenly Court and was a righteous Heavenly Official, but unfortunately he was later degraded to the Nether Realm and became an immortal because of his sympathy for the Demon Sect, and since then his family has been in the middle of the road. Later, after the Demon Sect was destroyed, relying on family relationships, perhaps for the sake of the God of Wealth, Heavenly Court once had plans to reactivate his great-grandfather. It's a pity that it was later found out that the great-grandfather's wife, that is, Zhao Xiyang's grandmother, turned out to be a demon witch. This was tantamount to a bolt from the blue, and it was a devastating blow to their family. My great-grandfather and grandmother committed suicide in order not to harm their families. Since then, their family has been completely ruined.

Because his grandfather was hit, he collapsed, and even gave up his cultivation, drank all day long, and became a down-and-out literati who was quite famous in Nanbu Zhou. His father was the opposite, bent on reviving the family, relying on a lot of talent and painstaking cultivation, but because he was in a hurry to achieve results, he finally went mad and died under the thunder. This seems to confirm that their bloodline hides the genes of the Demon Cult and Demon Maiden.

Zhao Xiyang naturally never saw his legendary great-grandfather and his bloody grandmother who was scolded by his father. But when he was young, his grandfather hadn't died yet. At that time, there was also the Zhao family to take care of them. As a result, he was also given the opportunity to visit some mysterious wonderlands once in a while.

But he was so young that he couldn't remember where he had been or who he had met. The only time he was impressed was when he met the legendary ancestor Zhao Gongming in Guanghan Palace, who was also a big man who supported their entire family.

It was a family gathering of the old Zhao family. In addition to Zhao Gongming, there are also three Sanxiao Niangniang who is said to be his sister, but never says that her surname is Zhao. However, Zhao Xiyang was still very young at that time, and he was standing far away from them, so he didn't remember their faces very well. Surely they would not remember the little boy who was a little nervous and a little inexplicably excited at the end of the huge family crowd.

Therefore, what makes Zhao Xiyang remember this party deeply is not these high-ranking Zhao family members, but the unforgettable coldness, and the deep inferiority complex that arises from it.

He remembered that his grandfather was drinking alone in the corner, and his father tried several times to squeeze into the crowd in front of him to greet people, but no one paid attention to him, and finally returned angrily. He remembered that before he came, his grandfather said that he didn't want to come, and he was treated coldly. My father insisted on coming, saying that it was a rare opportunity. But the final result was as grandpa expected, and my father had nothing to gain except to hold back the fire in his belly. Zhao Xiyang always felt that his father later went crazy and had a lot to do with participating in this party.

He couldn't remember the appearance of Guanghan Palace anymore, he only remembered that the flowers in the Hundred Flowers Hall were blooming beautifully. When he was bored, he counted the flowers there. He vaguely remembered that there really seemed to be a hundred kinds of flowers, each different. And what made him really remember it especially deeply, and sowed a warm seed in his bleak heart, was the peerless face of the Guanghan Fairy and the gentle smile that he inadvertently gave him.

Zhao Gongming really has some ability, not only opened the family party in the Hundred Flowers Hall of Guanghan Palace, but even the Guanghan Fairy came to congratulate him in person.

When the Guanghan fairy appeared, the colorful clouds were full of flowers, and the fairy music was fluttering. She entered the Hall of Hundred Flowers with the fragrance of osmanthus all over her body, and for a time the flowers were discolored. When she passed through the flowers, she didn't know if she found the child in the corner, or for some other reason, but suddenly she looked back and smiled at Zhao Xiyang.

This smile made Zhao Xiyang seem to be electrocuted. He stood there in a daze, his brain and body instantly lost contact, all the neurons stopped working, and only the heart was pounding there, like a panicked death row inmate trying to escape from his cell.

Many years later, he can still recall every detail of that moment and his heart is beating because of it. Until one day, he saw Harutsuki. He thought that he had met the Guanghan Fairy of his life, and the woman with the word moon in her name who was also more beautiful than a flower was the couple he had sought in his life.

Zhao Xiyang's mediocre life seemed to suddenly have hope, his chest cavity that was forever suppressed due to inferiority suddenly opened, and the eternally gloomy sky above his head suddenly opened and fogged away, and he saw the long-lost sunshine.

Since then, Zhao Xiyang has had a rare happy time in his life. So even though he knows the mysterious identity of Harutsuki, and despite seeing many dirty transactions that no one knows, he is still willing to give everything for Harutsuki.

Until he found out that no matter how hard he tried, there would always be no shortage of men better than him around Harutsuki, and that innate deep inferiority complex covered his heart like ice and snow after winter. Especially when his identity was revealed, he couldn't even do his favorite photography, so he could only be claustrophobic in this small space, waiting for someone to bring him food every day like a prisoner.

There were many times when he thought about death. is like his grandfather who got drunk and fell into the heart of the river, like his father who went mad and finally turned into charred ashes in the thunder.

What the honor of the family, what don't bully the poor youth, all are like smoke and meaningless. Only the color of the hundred flowers in the Guanghan Palace bloomed in his heart, and only the smile of the Guanghan Fairy made people haunted by dreams. But if you die like this, there is always a trace of unwillingness. My great-grandfather also committed suicide, but he died with his lover.

Zhao Xiyang has extremely complicated feelings for this great-grandfather he has never met. Sometimes he hated, if it weren't for his great-grandfather's sympathy for the Demon Sect and his marriage to a demon girl, how could their family have fallen to this point today? Sometimes he is very envious, at least the person he loves can live and die together, and have no regrets in his life. There were occasional moments when he admired his great-grandfather. Dare to love and hate, dare to do and dare to be, can let go of heavenly officials, let go of wealth and no-enjoyment, do what you like, love the people you like, how free and easy this is!

It is said that the gods are free, but are the gods really free? Isn't there no strife among the gods?

He remembers that when he was a child, his father always persuaded his grandfather to cheer himself up, but his grandfather only knew how to drink. Every time I get drunk, I talk nonsense. He often said: "Cultivate immortals, cultivate immortals, cultivate a fart immortal!" Your cultivation is not an immortal at all, nor is it a Tao! Immortals are free, and the Tao is free. Look at you, every day you force yourself to eat this, practice that, kill this, fight for that, which one is free? Which one is at ease? You can't be at ease, you're a fart! Even if you sit on the throne of the Jade Emperor, what is the difference between you and those warlords and bureaucrats in the mortal world? It's not as good as me, a bad old man! ”

At this time, my father would blush, unable to speak, as if it was him, not my grandfather, who was drinking.

Zhao Xiyang couldn't remember exactly when he came to Xiniu Hezhou. Anyway, after his grandfather and father died, he was displaced with his mother. Her mother remarried several times, but after all, she did not meet a husband who really loved her, and finally died of depression.

Although Zhao Xiyang was born in a family of cultivators, he may have been influenced by his grandfather and did not learn much about the family tradition. His father forced him to practice, but in fact he didn't even finish building the foundation. Seeing the appearance of his grandfather and father, and thinking of the final fate of his great-grandfather who had been a heavenly official, he had no interest in cultivating immortals. If there is a trace of thought, it is that if you become an immortal, maybe you will have the opportunity to go to Guanghan Palace in the future and meet that Guanghan fairy.

But he also knows very well that this is an extravagant hope. The Guanghan Fairy is not something that everyone can see if they want to, even the immortal officials in the sky. At the beginning, it was all the face of his awesome ancestor Zhao Gongming.

So he has never cheered up on the matter of cultivating immortals, in comparison, he prefers photography, recording all the beauties in the world, and has an expectation in his heart, the world is so big, there are always people as beautiful as the Guanghan fairy!

Of course, he didn't have this magic camera in his hands at that time. As for the origin of this camera, it was another adventure, and it was also the opportunity for him to re-enter the door of cultivation.

But he still doesn't care much about his practice, but he can't put it down and treats it as a treasure.

So when Chunyue said that Qi Hufei wanted to borrow the camera, he had a strong resistance. It was as if the two things he cherished the most were suddenly taken away by Qi Hufei. His performance was not so much anger as the restlessness and anxiety of a long period of inferiority.

But when he finally saw the spring moon leaving, he looked back and smiled, the ice and snow in his heart melted in an instant, hope came back like spring grass, the haze was swept away, and the light came to his heart again.

Looking at the small and dark secret room, Zhao Xiyang decided that he couldn't hide anymore.

Can't live up to the expectations of Haruzuki!

No matter how hard it is, you still have to live it a way. For the sake of the spring moon, but also for yourself.

You have to get out.

Something had to be done......

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