Lan Ruisha's hands slowly gathered holy power.

I followed the method described in the notebook and proceeded to the next step.

But I don't know if it's because of my faith.

Or what's going on.

Lan Ruisha, this is not always done.

I'm always stuck in that inexplicable place.

Lan Ruisha also had some unknown frustration in her heart.

After all, I'm just one step away.

Who wants to be stuck here, and there is no progress at all.

Follow the words written in that note.

The reason for my failure is probably that I am not religious enough to my faith.

This made Lan Ruisha have no choice at all.

Indeed, his belief in the Light is not as devout as others.

He even said that he thought of it as a kind of power.

It's no different from any other kind of power.

Such an idea is naturally very different from others.

If only it had been known to the other old pedants of the church.

Lan Ruisha, a name with an unreligious faith, must be indispensable.

At the very least, it needs to be locked up by the ashram for a day or two.

After all, some people naturally can't compare to Ranrissa's faith.

They would not allow such an undetermined person to be here in the church.

That is disrespectful to faith in itself.

Such behavior is bound to be impermissible.

If Ranrissa enters the church.

It will definitely come across it in the future.

It's just that only a small part of those people are there.

Most people are not so blind to their beliefs.

They pay more attention to self-knowledge.

This may also be the influence of other clergy orders.

Communication between them and the church.

It also brought some new ideas to the table.

It has given many people more awareness of faith.

There are some different opinions.

But, anyway.

Piety is still an important thing in the church.

The fact that people can use magic is largely because of their faith.

Anyway, that's what a lot of people think.

Although, Lan Ruisha doesn't think so.

But her own words seem to be stuck in this step.

There is always no way for the magic to condense properly.

She couldn't even do that at the beginning.

I can only gather a little bit of holy power in my hands.

It's kind of like the kind of baguette that is sold outside.

Only a little bit.

Lan Resha didn't have a way to compress it.

The Holy Force surrounds outside.

It's like a longer ball of golden thread.

That golden coil goes around there.

It looks like it's very powerful.

However, Lan Ruisha did not feel that way at all.

Although, it's a lot of progress from the beginning.

At least it can come out with a longer thing.

It's always a lot better than the golden mist at the beginning.

It's just that in this case, it's useless.

You can't expect anything like this to do anyone harm.

It's not even powerful anymore.

Lan Ressa felt like she had made this thing now.

It's like you've rolled up the quilt.

Before it could attack someone else or something.

It just dissipated.

Anyway, even if it is attacked.

It didn't hurt much.

It's like brushing people with that kind of chicken feather blanket.

Anyway, Lan Ruisha didn't feel anything when she experimented with herself.

It's as if you're loading it on cotton.

Anyway, it's not very powerful.

Lan Ressa felt that this was all a "spear of victory".

If she takes it out and is seen by others, she will have to laugh at her.

At least, when Roseanne saw it, she didn't recognize it for a long time.

Again, Lan Ruisha said.

Only then did she understand what it was.

Although Lan Ruisha felt that Luo Shan was quite envious of being like this.

However, Lan Ruisha himself was not happy.

After all, it had taken him so many days.

Make this thing.

Lan Ruisha was really a little dissatisfied.

She felt like she could have done a little better.

But the words.

Progress is really slow.

Lan Ruisha had no way to continue to compress these holy powers.

At best, she could only keep it the size of a fist.

And how can the spear of victory be so thick.

At the very least, it's okay to compress seven or eight points.

Otherwise, it's really not going to work.

It's such a difficulty, and it's really not easy for Lan Ruisha.

There was basically no way for her to continue.

Just stay at this point.

She didn't know what to do next.

If you want to continue compression.

However, her holy power was like a spring.

I just tightened it up a bit.

As a result, it quickly extended again.

This really makes Lan Ruisha very helpless.

The note doesn't say anything about this at all.

There is no mention of it.

Instead, it was briefly described, and then omitted.

Lan Ruisha knew that this should be a problem with her control of the Holy Force.

She couldn't control her holy power very carefully.

But is there anything that can be done?

Own words now.

There is no time to practice the Holy Force.

That's not something that will work quickly.

At the very least, it's going to take a long time to exercise.

Lan Ruisha's words now, how can she have that time.

That's the way it goes.

She didn't know if she was really because of her faith.

Lan Ruisha feels that the relationship should not be very big.

I wasn't like this at first.

In the end, there has not been any progress.

Although, it still doesn't work.

However, it is also much better than when it started.

Then, it should not be because of faith.

Rather, the result of not being skilled enough.

I don't have a good grasp of some of my own powers.

That's why this is the case.

Wait until later when she's skilled enough.

I don't think that's going to be the case.

It's just Lan Ruisha's own guess.

Whether this is the case or not, she herself does not know.

After all, there was no one to teach them.

A lot of things have to be figured out on your own.

No one told me before.

If you don't understand, you really don't understand.

Still, they're pretty good.

If you really don't know, you can still ask Celia.

Some simple things, Lan Ruisha also understands by herself.

After all, the system instilled in her knowledge.

That's not a cover.

It should be Lan Ruisha's mastery.

That must be there.

Don't have to learn anything on her own.

It comes straight to your mind.

Lan Ressa just needs to recall it when she uses it.

This is a big problem.

However, it is also exactly what Lanrissa needs.

Otherwise.

If you really rely on faith, the strict conditions of the church.

It's hard for Lanressa to move forward.

Her kind of thinking about the Holy Force is very different from other people.

The clergy of the Church though do not speak of disgust.

However, I certainly don't like it either.

After all, such an idea, if it has achieved a high level of achievement.

Isn't that proof that holy power is a kind of power?

There are no other colors.

In this case, it is a bit glaring for the church.

It's as if this person is right in front of their eyes to show that their point of view is wrong.

The church doesn't do anything though.

But if Lan Ruisha was there.

Definitely too, it will feel uncomfortable.

But then.

Nor is she necessarily discovered by others to be unreligious.

Lan Ressa is not stupid.

How could she go around telling others about this kind of thing?

If only someone else had seen it.

She couldn't have seen it at once.

So, if Lan Ruisha doesn't tell others.

Well, there is no way for others to know what they think.

After all.

They can't keep an eye on themselves.

Lanressa's words now.

It's just a small person.

There are not many such people in the church, at least seven or eight thousand are a little.

Who would have nothing to do with Lan Ruisha.

Isn't that looking for something for yourself?

Anyway, Lan Ruisha felt that no one would do this.

After all, that's a boring thing, isn't it?

So, Lan Ruisha didn't worry about anything.

Anyway.

Fortunately, the system helped her cover up a thing or two.

Those people won't find out anything.

Don't be afraid.

Besides, it's just a difference of opinion.

This is true of some clergy orders.

The church didn't do anything to them.

Lan Ruisha thinks that even if it is known by others.

She probably won't be able to do it either.

At most, there is a little bit of bad prejudice in the church.

That's not a big deal.

Could it be worse than when she was in the Dark Order?

Anyway, Lan Ruisha didn't believe it.

It's the church, after all.

Representative of the righteous and orderly camp.

If Lanressa is there, she will be worse than when she was in the Dark Order.

Then she really had to wonder if she was a fake.

Now, think about these.

Lan Ruisha is not worried about the future.

It's just that the relationship between her magic and faith is not what the church preaches.

It's not that inseparable.

They can be distinguished from each other.

Divine power is only one type of power.

It doesn't mean anything special.

It's just that the church has deified it.

Let it have a special meaning.

Actually.

There is nothing to do with each other.

It's just that, how it is.

Lan Ruisha couldn't say clearly.

That's how she feels.

It's a little bit of a memory from a past life.

Although, many memories of that time have been blurred.

However, Lan Ressa can still remember a lot.

It's just that some of them can't be remembered.

Only a vague shadow remains.

There is a sense of déjà vu when I think about it.

But if it's that specific.

It's just nothing.

At this point, a vague impression remains.

Lan Ruisha didn't feel sorry or anything.

For her, that was a thing of the past.

It's not the right thing to do.

Although, sometimes I think about it.

However, Lan Resa no longer took those to heart.

That's it, after all, something that's already in the past.

It's useless to think about it again.

Nor can it change anything.

For yourself, you might as well be careful.

It's even more important to look at what's in front of you.

It's just that the memories of her past life can really help Lan Ruisha a lot.

Let her have some different opinions from others.

At least, they don't trap their vision in a small circle.

That's how Roseanne is.

All she could see was her surroundings.

Lan Reissa was farther away than her.

Something on the continent of Arad.

Because of the memories of past lives. Even if it wasn't happening before, Lan Ruisha knew it.

When she's a little, she always thinks a lot.

For example, what you should do and how to do it.

Although, in the end, it's still the same.

But, for Lanressa.

It's already different.

At least she was thinking, trying to change her fate.

And not waiting there.

Lanressa experimented again.

The holy power condensed on the left hand, and soon gathered into something like a rectangle.

The kind of pale golden holy power that surrounds it.

It feels like there's something very unusual.

It's just that Roshan didn't react anymore.

After all, you look at anything for days.

I guess you're like that yourself.

That's the case with Rosanne now.

After all.

Every day, she watched Lan Ressa experiment with the magic of the Spear of Victory.

At first, I was a little surprised.

Then it felt normal.

After all, I'm used to watching it, and I feel that there is nothing.

Compared to that magic.

Roseanne was even more worried about Lan Ruisha's body.

When I got better, I started tossing this.

There really wasn't any rest at all.

In this case, how can it be done after a long time?

However, Rosene said that Lan Ressa agreed very well.

It's just that she doesn't listen.

The front foot promised to come down, saying that he would rest.

The back foot continued to start.

This really left Rosanne at no avail.

After all. She couldn't force Lan Ressa to get it.

You can only persuade as long as you persuade.

However, Lan Ruisha didn't listen to her.

Roshan almost had to "move" Uncle Linus out.

Hear Uncle Linus.

Lan Ruisha stopped a little.

Not so much going on.

After all, his body really can't support this.

In addition to the Holy Power consumed by practicing the "Spear of Victory".

Lan Ruisha also used her holy power every day to eliminate the pollution on her soul.

Although, there is a system of protection.

And don't worry about anything.

However, who knows what will happen over time.

It's better to get rid of it earlier.

Otherwise, it's like a thorn stuck there.

It's not going to be comfortable.

That's the case.

Lan Ruisha is a little embarrassed.

After all, she was meditating to restore the holy power in her body.

It's not the kind that uses potions.

This kind of consumption will definitely have an impact on yourself.

Lan Ruisha doesn't have much left every day.

The spirit is also not a very good feeling.

It's not the obvious kind either.

It's just that it's easy to get tired.