Chapter Seventy-Seven: Biqing's Travels Continued (1)

After a heavy rain, everything recovers.

Jiuli ushered in a bumper harvest, and everyone's faces were filled with happy smiles.

Meanwhile.

I'm pregnant.

Although they only did it once, they succeeded in causing "human death".

As the belly to leave gets bigger and bigger, the movement becomes more and more difficult.

Chiyou's attitude towards her has also changed.

He began to pay attention to the woman, to care about her body.

He also began to order people to take care of her food and take care of her daily life.

Even occasionally after she was about to fall asleep at night, she would secretly run to see if her bedding was covered and whether she would catch a cold.

But one's time is limited.

The more he goes there, the less he comes to me.

I knowβ€”

He is no longer the boy he used to be, he has grown into a man and is beginning to understand the meaning of home.

I'm glad about that.

And not the slightest bit of sadness.

It's true!

[I'm not lost! 】

[I'm not sad! 】

[I should be happy for them!] 】

[After all, now, history has returned to its original trajectory......]

Whenever I have insomnia at night, I hypnotize myself like this.

But the tears always slipped down uncontrollably, soaking my bedding.

……

"Sister, you can help me choose a name for the child."

Lying in bed weakly, I sat on one side and held my sleeping baby.

It is not easy for her to survive in an era when the birth rate is so high.

I held the baby in my arms and politely refused: "You are the mother of the child, I came to choose the name, it is not appropriate." ”

"It's all right, sister, you are the wisest person in the tribe, and you could not have chosen the best name...... The chief also said, "Your name is very good." He smiled softly.

I looked at the taciturn Chiyou on the side.

It turns out that he still remembers......

Usually he talks a lot in front of me, but at this time he is as stunned as a log, obviously because he has discussed this matter with him in advance.

So he didn't say a word at this time, just waiting for me to choose a name.

"Okay......"

After thinking for a while, I said: "The tribe has always been a father and son, the father's name is Chiyou, and the child is called Pongyou." ”

"Ponyou?"

After muttering his name a few times, he laughed again, "It's a nice name, I'm leaving Sister Xie." ”

I glanced at Chi You.

Sure enough, this guy finally couldn't help laughing after hearing the name.

……

Pong You is a healthy and intelligent child.

He inherited his beautiful appearance and calm and confident character, and was deeply loved by his parents and tribesmen.

But as Pang You grew up, my sense of belonging to Jiuli diminished day by day.

Because Chiyou has a family.

He, to leave, and the family of three are happy and very harmonious.

But what about me?

But like a third party, he intervened in this happy family.

Although I didn't agree to be Chiyou's wife, Chiyou still loved me deeply over the years.

Coming from a modern age, I can't accept the fact that I am a third party.

So one night, when Chiyou invited me to the moon again, I said to him, "I'm leaving." ”

He was stunned for a moment, and then smiled reluctantly: "I didn't force you to be my wife, why did you leave?" ”

"No, why...... It's that I've been living in Jiuli for almost ten years, and it's time to go. ”

I said with a blank face, and my attitude was about to reach the freezing point.

Perhaps, in this way, Chiyou will forget about me, a ruthless woman, as quickly as possible.

"Is it for my sake?"

"It's not."

"Is it because I like you that you are distressed?"

"It's not."

"If that's the case, I don't love you - as long as you stay in Jiuli." He humbly begged: "I can not look for you, I can not see you, I can even force myself not to think about you, as long as you stay here, whatever I do!" ”

"You can't do it."

I said.

He choked for a moment, clenched his fists, and knew I was right.

What not to find, not to see, not to want......

For a man caught in the whirlpool of love, it's all just talk.

Because he can't control his heart.

As long as I am in Jiuli for a day, his heart will be by my side for a while.

"Do you have to go?"

He said with a low expression.

Since he became the patriarch of Jiuli, this is the first time I have seen him so unbearable.

I bit my lip, forced myself to be firm, and said in a cold tone, "You have to go, you can't stop me." ”

I'm the hanger, but he's an ordinary person.

If I want to leave, the whole Jiuli can't stop me!

"But you're sick, and if you faint in the wild, the consequencesβ€”"

"Don't you know!" I interrupted him and said, "It's all because of you that I'm dizzy!" ”

"I ????"

Chi You said confusedly.

"That's right! You don't have to know why...... You just need to know that the more you love, the sicker I am. ”

"I don't understand! Why do I love you and hurt you! ”

He did not believe.

"But that's just the way it is......"

"That's it, forget me from now on, as if I never appeared."

"You, do it yourself."

I didn't explain that much because I didn't know how to explain it to him.

Is it possible to say that you are from the future?

Say he's one of the Three Ancestors?

I'm afraid that before I can say these words, my body will completely collapse and dissipate into the world.

……

In the end, I left.

Before leaving, he caught up and hugged me from behind.

His broad and powerful arms wrapped me tightly, and like a wounded beast, he screamed, "Don't go, okay?" ”

It was the first time we hugged each other.

I didn't expect it to happen in this case.

I sighed and didn't answer, and moments after feeling the temperature in his chest and the hot, powerful heartbeat, I used my Void ability to break free from his restraints and fade away.

He ran after me like crazy.

The speed is getting faster and faster, and even if you fall, you will get up again and continue running.

He shouted as he ran, "Biqing! Don't leave me! ”

Untilβ€”

He was exhausted, his throat was broken, and he was no longer seen me, before he fell to the ground in a decadent manner, wailing and angrily waving his fists and striking the ground, even if the palms were grinding and the blood was flowing, there was no tendency to stop.

In fact, I didn't go far at that time, but hid my figure and watched him in mid-air.

Every time he hurt himself, my heart hurt like a needle prick.

Seeing him in such pain, I thought about going back to comfort him.

But I know that since I have decided to part, I have to make things decisive!

Indecisiveness will only break the thread.

And breaking the thread will only be wasted!

So I fled with tears in my eyes, with all my strength, without looking back.

I don't know where I'm going next.

But I know that as long as I don't look back, I'll keep running hard.

Then I can find a place where I can start my life again.

One, there is no place for Chiyou.