After entering the school, he was about to go back to the boys' and girls' dormitories separately, Wei Qing took the initiative to say to Chu Zixian: "You come with me, I'll show you something." ”

"Hmm." Chu Zixian couldn't refuse, after all, he had just asked Wei Qing to form a show with him before.

After waiting downstairs in the girls' dormitory for a long time, Wei Qing took a notebook and handed it to Chu Zixian.

"What is this?" Chu Zixian asked when he took it.

"Open it and take a look." Wei Qing blushed a little, her notebook had never been seen by anyone else.

Chu Zixian didn't notice Wei Qing's abnormality, but the moment he opened the notebook, his whole person was a bit like he had been electrified.

A sketch painting, the man in the painting is him, a sideways painting that bleed to protect Wei Qing during the fire.

At the bottom of the painting there is time, and there is a sentence written on it:

"This thin man has given me a mountain-like safety blessing at this time"

Looking back at it, it is the various appearances of him when he was in Liancheng that summer.

Sketch of him sitting quietly on the wheel:

"The two who kiss at the top of the wheel will be happy together in the future."

Sketches he enjoys with his eyes closed while bungee jumping:

"He's adapted so quickly, he's a little admired." Then Wei Qing also drew a cute smiling face behind him.

In the haunted house, he hugged Wei Qing's sketch:

"I really didn't expect me to be so bold, but fortunately I have him by my side."

Sketch of him smiling outside the haunted house:

"It's funny to hear him beat up the staff, hahaha." Behind is Wei Qing with a big smiling expression.

......

Next is a variety of Chu Zixian's sketches, which occupy half of the pages of the notebook.

Looking at the time above, Chu Zixian could feel Wei Qing's strong love and affection for him, and he couldn't help but smile at the corner of his mouth when he thought about the scene at that time.

Then, the style of sketching changed, and it was no longer a sketch painting dominated by Chu Zixian.

Sketch of an empty stage:

"I just wanted to show him the dance I had chosen, but he was going to another city to accompany another girl at the party." Mobile SM:

In a huge classroom, there is only one girl's back:

"She wants to stay away from me for Chen Yao, there are people around me, but I feel lonely like never before."

A hospital bed:

"I wish he could be by my side at this moment. Is he accompanying his girlfriend now? ”

After that, it was a sketch of Chu Zixian's side face sitting in the classroom.

At this moment, the time has been a long time away from before, and it is almost the end of the sophomore semester:

"I still can't help but sneak a peek at him."

A sketch of Chu Zixian playing basketball:

"Why, after all this time, you still can't let him go?"

This time has crossed to the middle of the first half of the junior year.

A sketch of Chu Zixian shouting downstairs in the girls' dormitory:

"Chu Zixian, I hate you! Hate myself even more! The words on this sentence have traces of being wet by water droplets, and it is not difficult to imagine that Wei Qing was crying at that time.

This one was drawn at the end of the second half of my junior year. Fastest update s.. sm..

A sketch of Chu Zixian lying on Wei Qing's lap:

"Don't be in my world anymore, I don't want to get hurt anymore."

The time was frozen in the first two Chu Zixian calls Wei Qing and texts.

Chu Zixian flipped back again, and there was no more.

He turned back to the previous page, and just by looking at that sentence, he could feel how tired and troubled Wei Qing was at that time.

He finally understood that Wei Qing would just say something like a psychopath, it turned out that this girl had always hidden such a love and loved him.

He thought that Wei Qing had forgotten his liking for him for more than a year......

treats him so coldly on the surface, but does he hide love in his heart?

It seems that he doesn't know Wei Qing very well......

"I'm sorry." Chu Zixian closed the notebook and spoke softly.

The thoughts in their minds pulled back to where they first met at the speed of light, and then the memories slowed down.

The relationship that everyone thinks is that they can't help but look at each other, smile tacitly, subconsciously protect each other, and so on......

Chu Zixian's somewhat diluted memories and feelings immediately reappeared like a refresh.

Looking at it again, he suddenly determined that he liked Wei Qing at that time, but because of his family relationship and the fear of being rejected by Wei Qing, he didn't take that step forward.

Then Chen Yao's memories appeared, and he broke into Chu Zixian's emotional area on a rampage.

"Did you like me at that time?" Wei Qing looked at Chu Zixian's eyes and asked him.

"Hmm." Chu Zixian nodded, not denying it.

"Then why didn't you confess to me again, in fact, I have been waiting." Wei Qing asked him again.

"I'm afraid that you don't like me and will reject me, and there are also my family reasons that made me resist falling in love at that time." Chu Zixian replied.

"I see." A wry smile appeared on the corner of Wei Qing's mouth, she didn't feel that Chu Zixian might not like her at that time.

In this way, the two understood that each other's feelings and psychology at that time had reached their senior year.

Some things can no longer be changed, there is no reversal of life, and the real life experience is engraved.

"I'm sorry." Chu Zixian lowered his head while speaking, looking at the notebook in his hand in a daze.

"Don't be sorry with me, I thought that after this semester, the two of us would no longer be in touch, but why are you in my world again? You, how are you going to let me let you go? I've just thought it through, no matter whether you and Chen Yao break up or not, I have to forcibly intervene, I ......" Wei Qing's words were not finished, and Chu Zixian interrupted her distressedly:

"Wei Qing, don't be like this, okay? I don't deserve you like that. ”

"Then why did you stand in front of me just now? It's good to watch me crash to death, why do you want to run here? Wei Qing gritted his teeth a little when he said this, and he was angry that Chu Zixian forcibly intervened in her world.

"I ...... If it were Chen Yao or Zhu Rui, I would do the same. Chu Zixian froze his shell, and he didn't know what to think at the time, so he could only do so.

"Yes, maybe you would have run over to anyone else, but the problem is that I was the one who just crossed the road, and you assume that this can erase what just happened? Or can you treat me just now as Chen Yao? Can you? Wei Qing questioned Chu Zixian.

Chu Zixian really replaced the person who crossed the road just now with Chen Yao, and he made a simulation in his mind, but the moment he simulated Chen Yao, there would be a picture of him holding Wei Qing, no matter how he simulated it, he couldn't escape from Wei Qing's appearance.

Chu Zixian had nothing to say, so he simply pretended to be dumb and didn't say anything.

Looking at Chu Zixian's appearance, Wei Qing smiled at the corner of his mouth, took the notebook from Chu Zixian's hand, and said sweetly: "Wait for me to call for dinner, let's go to dinner together." ”

"Isn't it okay?" Chu Zixian was about to cry, Wei Qing's wind is rain.

"Isn't it good?" Wei Qing suddenly pretended to be very incomprehensible and stared at Chu Zixian and asked.

"Not good." Chu Zixian nodded affirmatively.

"Oh, not good?" Wei Qing raised his eyebrows, and without any warning, he directly opened his voice and shouted: "Chu Zixian, you are a negative man, you didn't admit it when you opened the room last night, you ......." read3;