Volume 1: Yellow Springs December Chapter 286: Panic and Anxiety
Mid-Autumn Festival, Chung Yeung Festival, Winter Clothes Festival, Xia Yuan Festival.
Festivals come one after the other. They are like docks in the eternal stream of time. Only at this time can it be a little different from the old life. Ships docked, berthed, replenished. Some people are busy, some are busier, but they are all smiling. It seems that it is only on these iconic special days that people forget how boring it is to be alive and celebrate the little joys in turn. Where exactly the ship is heading, no one knows.
Cold dew, frost, beginning of winter, light snow, heavy snow, winter solstice.
It's getting colder and the nights are getting longer. In the time of gradual stagnation, the animals stepped up to take advantage of the autumn harvest to eat, hoarding fat for the arrival of the cold winter wax moon. People are the same, the pace is hurried, the rhythm is tense, and they are preparing for the approaching New Year. Their idle days have passed for too long—they don't need to move around, they don't need to rush to the scene, one thing after another, even if there are many trivial matters in the Snow Yan Sect, it makes people feel more peaceful. It's always bad to eat and live for nothing, and you have to help with some work.
Many disciples began to write some applications and asked for leave. The rules of the Snow Yan Sect are not so strict, as long as it is not a year and a half, it will be approved for you in black and white. However, there are always few people who stay here, and those who soak in the mountains all year round are basically homeless, and they get together every year to keep warm. Xi Yu said that it would be nice if they could stay in winter. That way, more people can go home, and it's much easier. Everyone could see that this was her way of keeping them but some of them couldn't speak, but Dai Luan somewhat wanted to go home. Mo Liang said that the time was still there, and she could weigh it slowly.
As a result, it was November before I knew it, and the end of the year was imminent.
On this day, Mu Wan was helping to count the warehouse. She's here alone, and it's quiet around her. When she finished counting, she put down her pen and stretched. The long-lost ease has never been too long, if the situation allows, who doesn't like this day of eating and sleeping and eating? There's still something to do, so as not to make people panic.
She suddenly remembered what had happened in this warehouse two months ago. It was an afternoon, and Dai Luan slipped in while no one was around, and said to her mysteriously:
"I think there's a problem."
"What's the problem?"
At that time, she was dipping her pen in ink and jotting down a note in the ledger.
"Why have I never seen Wu Abandon go to the Snow Inkstone Pond to put the incense burner? Does he not care anymore? ”
Mu Wan frowned, the tip of the pen paused, and a small drop of ink fell on the paper. She really didn't pay much attention to such a thing, but when Dai Luan said this, she vaguely felt strange. After all, he is always alone now, and he doesn't let Miss Qi follow him much. In the past, she was among them, because she didn't talk or do anything, she actually had no sense of existence. But when she gets used to it, if she doesn't reappear, it will obviously make people feel empty.
"This, you—how can you say you don't care? Probably because he sees Miss Qi as a human being more. And, maybe he's there when no one is looking, guess what. ”
"Not necessarily. I stare at him every day, and he never went in that direction. ”
"Why are you still stalking people?"
"I don't stare at it for twelve hours, but I keep an eye on it from time to time!"
"Since it's not twelve hours to stare at, there will always be a time to take advantage of your loopholes. Okay, don't think so much, I can't get my account right. Go and go, find other kids to play with. ”
"I'm not a child!" Dai Luan jumped, "I can't play with them!" ”
At this time, someone outside was heard shouting Ah Luan's name. It was Xi Yu and a few other disciples who were not too old looking for her everywhere. She heard them shouting:
"Ah Luan! Come out - kick the ball! ”
"It's coming!"
Mu Wan breathed a sigh of relief and continued to work on the account in his hand.
More than two months had passed in the blink of an eye, and she didn't feel anything at all, as if this conversation had happened only yesterday. But at that time, they didn't buy any clothes, and from the image point of view, it was obvious to distinguish.
Time flies so fast. Compared with peace, the days of walking on the cusp of the storm seem to be longer.
The rate of healing is obviously faster. Although I always feel that I haven't done anything, time has passed day by day, but the tragedy of the past has not been forgotten, but fortunately, once I think about it, it will not be the kind of pain that affects the whole body.
But, but......
When I eat with my mother, I always think of the third pair of chopsticks and the fourth bowl; When I communicate with my brothers and sisters, I always think of the two sisters who taught me at the beginning; When watching the young disciples running all over the ground, evading the practice, those children—all the children, not only Mo Liang, not only Xie Hualing, but even Dai Luan, everything about them was equally embarrassing. Even when she goes to the current head to discuss something, she can always think of the head of the house, her master. Even seeing Xiao's appearance reminded her of the woman who also wore a half-mask.
All this can no longer make her feel heart-rending pain, but every time she thinks about it, she feels tightness in her chest and shortness of breath, and no matter how much she inhales, she can't sink to the bottom of her lungs. They were like dust on their chests, and they were suffocating.
I guess it's all to blame for my lack of ability.
She had been to the cemetery twice, and she had seen Wu Yuan's eternal enchantment from afar. His fate is uncertain, but there is still a monument to him in the cemetery. It's a bad history, and no one is going to whitewash it, just put it out generously and acknowledge all the stories that actually happened.
It was already winter, and they didn't dare to go down the mountain easily. Snow Yan Valley is not too cold, but it is too cold outside. If you don't wrap yourself into a ball, you will be covered here and sweat and then go out of the valley, and your legs will freeze when you come back. Mu Wan didn't go out after winter, but Shi Wuqi went out a few times, and he couldn't stay idle. I don't know how he held himself in the weeping corpse house in his early years.
Standing up and stomping his feet, Mu Wan put away the account book and walked out of the warehouse. It just so happened that she saw the mountains and seas looking not far away, as if she was looking at the scenery deeper in the valley. So she walked over to say hello, but unexpectedly found that Shanhai's face was slightly haggard.
"Huh? You haven't slept well lately, have you? Mu Wan was a little worried, "Is it that the weather is getting cooler and the quilt is too thin?" You have to pay attention, although it is said that the four seasons are like spring, but you should be a little more careful when it comes to the season. Shall I ask them to help you find another quilt to come out? Ah Luan: They're too. ”
"No, it's not." Shanhai waved his hand, "Don't toss these, we're all fine." It's just that...... I've been feeling a little uncomfortable lately. ”
"Why?"
"Don't be surprised...... I couldn't find a reason, just a lack of anxiety for no reason. ”
"How can there be no reason? Something must be going on. Do you want to go back to the sky? Is it that those things about unsmoking make you feel bored? ”
"Not really, I don't really care about that. And I can't go back, if I go back, Ah Luan will definitely have to go back. In that case, Dailuan City won't be peaceful, you know...... I wondered why I had to do it after the end of the year. ”
Mu Wan tilted his head and looked at the old friend in front of him. The two men frowned for different reasons.
"How so? You're weird. Is there any suspicion? Are you afraid that Zuo Jimen will chase you to Xueyan Valley? Don't worry about this, although our disciples in Xueyan Valley can't be called experienced in a hundred battles, they can fight one or two, and they won't let those thieves attack again. I'm going to instruct the new disciples in the afternoon, now I'm going to have a meal, are you going to go to the stove? By the way, what about Luan? ”
"I'm probably playing with the other kids again."
"Alas, those kids can't help it. Ah Luan doesn't have any homework, they really don't learn something good. By the way, what about no abandonment? ”
"I didn't see it." Shan Hai shook his head, "I haven't seen him since this morning. ”
"Maybe I'm going out for a walk again. Forget it, leave him alone. ”
Shanhai said that divination has always been inappropriate recently, which makes people feel a little worried. But I can't say why, I feel like it's okay anywhere, but it's not right anywhere. As a result, when the two of them went to eat, they were missing one dish - the harvest was not good, there was not much fried in the first place, and they came late, so they naturally ate it all.
This omen doesn't correspond to anything, but it just makes people feel awkward inexplicably. During the meal, they chatted a few more words. Shanhai said that the time for Wu Qi to take Miss Qi is getting less and less, even if he is around, he is a little powerless, not as natural as before, and I don't know if it is his own delusion.
Mu Wan was busy, and occasionally met Wu Qi just to say hello, and there was no in-depth communication for more than two months. When Shanhai said this, she tried to think about it for a while, and felt that this was indeed the case.
"Did he really put the incense burner in the snow inkstone?"
Saying this, Mu Wan stuffed a mouthful of steamed buns, as if talking to himself.
"I haven't been there either." Shanhai said, "I don't know what happened next. I wanted to talk to him, but I didn't get a chance. ”
They have a feeling that they don't belong to such a peaceful and simple life. If you force it on him, he will no longer be like him.
"Ah Luan still doesn't know if he will go back for the New Year." Shanhai put down the bowl and continued, "If you leave again after the year, do you want to go to Dailuan City with us?" We promised to support Ruyue-kun. I heard that the news has been released, and there must have been a lot of people in Dailuan City at that time, and it should be safe to enter the city at that time. ”
Mu Wan nodded: "I should go." If the situation allows, I would like to take my mother with me. She had never been to any good places in her life, and she had never seen the world. While she's there, I want to do something. ”
"That's good, don't leave regrets for yourself and the elderly."
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