Sometimes, some things are really because of the slightest difference, which can cause infinite regrets.

This is the case for Mu Qiu.

...... year

Even if it was just a little earlier, maybe the various team clubs came to the door a little earlier, and there would not be a situation where he refused without hesitation.

Because if it was just at the end of S1, a lot of things hadn't happened yet.

There should have been room for redemption.

If he receives such an invitation at that time, he can directly persuade the partner who used to fight side by side on the lower road to follow him, and the two can still continue to play the ADC-assisted partner combination in the new team, and continue to sweep the Quartet in the national service and even the world professional arena.

Pity.

At that time, when the S1 finals ended, there were almost no other mature teams or clubs established in the national server, and they did not receive invitations or even lucrative price contracts in the first place after the team disbanded.

I relied on my own efforts to support S1 for more than half a year...... At that time, all of them in the team had reached a point where they were almost running out of ammunition and food.

Without other hopes and hopes, it is really difficult to hold on any longer.

So at that time, his fellow partner on the lower road chose to leave.

Mu Qiu still clearly remembered what his companion said to him in a low and sad tone before the two of them finally separated:

"Ah Qiu, I'm leaving."

"This is a big city...... The cost is too high, and there is no way to make money, and it can't be sustained. ”

"My parents and grandmother are not in good health at home, and I can't be willful anymore, I should go back."

At that time, he tried to speak out.

But when the words came to his mouth, he choked up, and found that he could not organize any powerful persuasive words at all, as if all words seemed pale and powerless in the face of such a cruel and cold reality at that time.

And that word...... It's also really heart-wrenching.

"Capricious".

Yes.

For them at that time, or in the eyes of the vast majority of people at that time, they chose to spend more than half a year fighting for a so-called e-sports dream that had no way out and no value...... It's really just a willful choice.

And willfulness, there is always a time to stop.

No matter how beautiful the dream is, it will eventually wake up.

This really can't be blamed on any of them, because no matter who it is, or even everyone in the entire professional e-sports circle at the beginning, they never thought that in just over a year after S1, the professional e-sports field of the national server would suddenly usher in such a wave of explosive growth.

Suddenly......

Professional esports has become the hottest topic.

The professional players who could only rely on their own small savings to eat instant noodles in Internet cafes to maintain training matches, and take buses and subways to the venue to participate in competitions have suddenly become sought-after goods that can easily have high salaries.

and then there are even millions of teams signing contracts in the back, and a game anchor can earn millions of dollars a year and open a Taobao store to make a lot of money.

And all this will always give birth to nameless anger for Mu Qiu who sees it in his eyes.

Not because of envy and jealousy.

Sheer......

It is a kind of grievance and unwillingness.

He felt unwilling for himself and his companions back then, and even the few fellow travelers in the circle back then.

Because...... Why did such a big era of e-sports come so late, and why did it come too late after one of them was forced to choose to leave?

A little earlier.

If only it could be earlier.

He had fantasized countless times in the middle of the night that if the rise of national server e-sports had been faster and those team clubs had come to the door earlier, maybe everything would not have ended here.

That partner isn't going to be forced to leave because of reality.

There will be no later heavy tragedy.

Everything will continue to evolve in a better direction after the end of the S1 season.

He and his companion partner...... can also continue to fight side by side on the field and shine, at that time, why let the so-called support god Autumn in the world e-sports circle dominate the world, and the name of the strongest bottom lane is destined to only belong to the two of them.

But there are no ifs.

Only the most cruel and cold ending is in front of us, which is already doomed and cannot be changed.

Mu Qiu also knew that this matter was actually resentful, and he couldn't force the rise of the original e-sports era to suddenly come faster in advance because of his personal will, so naturally...... I also complained that the national service team clubs that appeared after the rise of e-sports came to the door too late.

It's all fate.

It doesn't matter if you have bad luck or if you don't have that blessing, it's the same thing.

However, he was never truly relieved.

Because......

Maybe the others can't be complained.

But the captain of their team, the guy who caused everything to fall apart...... It is never possible to get rid of the responsibility for fault, and it is always the culprit of everything.

Mu Qiu subconsciously clenched his fists, his nails were almost embedded in his palms, and he was bleeding, and even the cigarette in his hand burned out almost to the point that his fingers were almost unnoticed, and the cold glint in his eyes flickered-

That guy.

Either way, he would never be able to forgive.

Even the later partner persuaded him seriously and sincerely several times, saying that "Kaede also has his own heart knot" and something like that...... It's still impossible for him to get by.

Are you under a lot of pressure?

Under pressure to make such a hasty and irresponsible choice?

Why?

Why should you be able to make such a decision at will, and even hurt other close friends who fought side by side back then?

You must know that even in the end, his partner and companion are still excusing you for saying good things even if they have suffered such a heavy and bitter result that has led to irreparable suffering.

What can you do?

In good conscience...... Don't you feel tormented and guilty at all?

Thinking of his partner, Mu Qiu's clenched fist unconsciously slowly loosened again, thinking that the last time he had contact with the former seemed to be a long time ago, he couldn't help but lower his head again.

It's not that he slowly becomes alienated from the other party.

And it's purely that he doesn't know how to deal with that former partner and friend many times.

Especially......

It was when he saw the other party's hands with his own eyes.

It was as if from then on, even a simple word or a glance could cause damage to the self-esteem of that silent but sensitive companion.

Then it seems that all he can do now is to leave far away and stop bothering.

Let that old friend forget everything back then and go to live a new life quietly and peacefully.

It's just—

Even if I know this truth, I still have worries and thoughts in my heart.

Looking up in a daze, Mu Qiu looked at the night sky again.

Under the same darkness of the night.

I don't know...... Now that friend is doing something.

How are you doing?

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The update is sent, the three more are done, get out and sleep, tomorrow will be Friday, will the weekend be far away~ I hope this weekend can be coded without overtime.