Chapter 63: The Old Things Revisited
"I thought we were so ruthless in the game, so sassy on the field, and we would like little boys with soft personalities."
"I also created a cute character for myself, otherwise I would have treated you with my true state."
"No one would think it would be strange for someone with that kind of personality like Mo Wei, and I think no one would mind my kind of personality. On the contrary, I think it's handsome, cool and draggy. ”
"But I didn't expect you to like the type that is colder and more domineering than you."
"That seems to save a lot of things."
"Actually, I think you can tell me earlier what type you like, and I'll become what you like."
Wen Ci was silent for a moment, and she stared at Lin Ming fixedly.
"What about you? What are you like? I found I couldn't read you, you know? Actually, you are you, you don't need to change anything because of me. ”
"But Wen Ci, you must know that no one will like a person with a cloudy personality and a little dark heart."
Lin Ming sat up straight, and a beam of sunlight outside the window hit him softly, in such an environment, it actually gave Wen Ci a feeling of quiet years. It was clearly a scene of mutual ridicule, I don't know why, as long as it was related to Lin Ming, Wen Ci still had a soft feeling even if he knew his true face.
From the hair to the face.
Maybe it's because Lin Ming always treats himself with a more real softness.
In other words, his tenderness towards others is mostly due to the fact that he does not want to reveal his true appearance and affect his interpersonal interactions, but when he treats Wen Ci, his tenderness is only because he wants to do it the moment he sees this girl, she is the only definition of gentleness in his heart.
It's not pretending, it's just that the moment I saw her, there was only tenderness left in my heart.
"I care more about what you like than what I am." Lin Ming has always listened to Wen Ci, but now he is a little stubborn.
In fact, he is still afraid, or he himself doesn't know what his real self should be.
There was a long time when he realized that he was such a shady person, and he was unwilling to accept such a self.
After all, no former sunshine is willing to degenerate into darkness.
"True to yourself? I have an affective cognitive disorder. ”
Wen Ci was stunned, he didn't expect him to talk about his past so easily. It was just a sentence of effort, and the atmosphere stiffened again.
"Then you ......" Wen Ci suddenly felt that his throat was a little dry.
"I lost the familiarity and closeness to my loved ones and the city I lived in that year, and I couldn't feel any softness in everything that other people had for me.
Actually, I don't feel your tenderness or dislike for me now.
But so many years have passed.
You're the only person I felt when I first met someone I had forgotten about emotions. ”
"Wen Ci," Lin Ming leaned his head back on the sofa and looked up at the ceiling, "You are the only difference between me, and I want to be one of yours in a million." ”
Wen Ci had thought a lot about what his past was like, but now that this secret was suddenly revealed, she was a little caught off guard.
She didn't want to dig deeper, thinking that if he was willing to speak, he would naturally tell herself.
But when it really came to this time, she suddenly didn't want to know what he had been through. Because it seems that this past is much more ruthless than I imagined.