Chapter 195: No vomit, no pleasure
"It's a pity, but there's no way around it." Liu Shenghan commented, "In that kind of place, the six realms of impermanence can't sense those lost souls. It can be said that it is a good thing that there is a big tengu. ”
"Well—that's why I got into a fight with the tengu as I said. After losing the only little prince, it finally launched an attack on me. I can understand that it's kind of a grab, but it knows for sure that I'm not here to kill them! ”
"You're really that good?" Ao Yan and Sheng Han both raised their eyebrows, clearly questioning.
"You've gone too far, too." Qi Huan shook his head and said, "However, it seems that I have been very successful in hiding my strength along the way." ”
"Just kidding." Liu Sheng smiled and said, "I've been thinking about you for a long time...... I think you're special too. In the depths of the ocean, when you smashed that stone with one punch to save me, I was thinking—"
"If I had known you would be fine, I wouldn't have been exposed so quickly!" Qi Huan rolled his eyes, "You also said that I hid it from you, don't you hide it from us too." ”
Bai Ya in front of him suddenly said, "Aoyan, help me hammer him." ”
Jun Aoyan was like a soldier who had received an order, and suddenly raised his hand and punched down Qi Huan's head. He was in terrible pain, covering his head, seriously suspecting that this force was carrying private goods.
"So what the hell are you going to do?"
Before he could complain, Ao Yan questioned. He rubbed his head and rolled his eyes.
"You may remember what I said...... I said I was a young master's scholar. But it's not, I'm the young master. I'm also from a rich family. ”
"So you put strips of cloth on your hands, probably because you don't want to expose that you haven't worked and don't have calluses on your hands, right?"
"Hey, I still have to practice martial arts. There is still a bunch of messy things to learn and practice, and I am tired from childhood to adulthood. I wear this just to keep my family crest out of my house - I don't like my home. I was their only son, and they forced me to do everything, and I got annoyed and ran out. ”
Aoyan grabbed his wrist, and he suddenly pulled back and didn't want to show her. He still seemed to be mindful of this, and Ao Yan didn't have to pull it over to see it.
"So that water ghost, it was you who wanted to catch it?"
Bai Ya suddenly asked. The two didn't know what they were talking about, they just listened. Qi Huan sighed.
"Hmm...... That's true. But at that time, I was not good enough in yin-yang art to save myself. The boy who had been reading with me jumped into the water and replaced me - he could have run straight to report to the adults, which was normal, but he didn't. Because he knew that when he called for someone, I wouldn't even be able to find the bones. He didn't have parents, and he bullied him up and down in our family, and he said that only I was good to him. If there is any difficulty in the future, he will give his life to repay it. I just laughed and thought he was just ...... Lyrical only. Unexpectedly, he not only did it, but also so suddenly, so quickly. ”
"This ......"
"I know everything, but I'm not good at anything. Along the way, you should have also discovered the clues. My Yin-Yang technique is the best, because this is our family business, the family of Onmyoji. But from the bottom of my heart, I'm very resistant to that. My parents didn't have children anymore, they were too old, and when I grew up, I realized that they could almost be my young grandparents compared to others. They put all the burden on me and forced me to do everything. In fact, I am not the eldest son, I am just lucky, I was born with a strong spiritual root, and I am their hope for the stars
The stars are looking forward to the good seedlings that the moon is looking forward to. They don't care about the inheritance of the eldest son, they just want to revive the family name. In order to have a good argument to the outside world, my brother and sister are clearly biological flesh and blood, but they say that they are adopted. ”
"Your brothers and sisters...... Don't care? ”
"Don't care – because they don't know! They thought they had picked it up! ”
Everyone else was stunned. Aoyan stammered a little: "This, this...... And how are you-"
"What they told me, they told me from a young age, was to make me understand how heavy it is. I was convinced at first, and I was skeptical when I was a teenager. But according to their expectations and ...... Under pressure, I can tell that this is about the truth. Even if I tell my siblings about this, they won't believe it - they are too superstitious about the authority of their parents, after all, they are 'orphans' who have been 'picked up and raised', how can they complain? Later, because of a coincidence, I met a midwife who came back to visit relatives, I was the last child she delivered, and she left with a lot of money and stopped doing this. She told me that there was such a thing. But the people who followed me secretly found out about it—although nothing happened when I got home, I heard from my brother that the mother-in-law who carried them to the house...... In fact, it was a midwife, who died violently on the street for some reason. I think this is probably what my father and mother deliberately did and conveyed this way. It's my fault, I shouldn't have touched her, she should have taken her family's money and flown away...... Why did she come back? ”
"They're crazy, aren't they?!"
"It's crazy about, it's never normal. Everywhere I go, someone watches me, and they take care of everything I do. It's been like this since I was a child, and when I go back, I will serve in the family law. I won't show you how many wounds I have on my body - I had a meal out and came home late, and they can send someone to arrest me home immediately, am I a prisoner? I'm in my twenties! It seemed that for the first time they had heard Qi Huan swear, "I slowly learned that they actually ...... They don't love me, just because I'm the only suitable heir. So I can understand Aoyan very well - not all parents in the world love their children, no. ”
“……”
Then I ran away, to the Nine Heavens. I don't think they'll be able to find me anymore. ”
"Huan'er is our family's only hope."
Daddy always said that. Is hope something valuable? As a young child, I couldn't understand the meaning of this sentence. All I know is that hope is the fire that lights the future. And that's what Mr. Private School told me. Fire is very important, you can't boil water for cooking without fire; The future is also important...... Like what will you eat tonight.
Food, but it is always good, expensive, just a child. But some of the food is not delicious, it is bitter in the mouth, and the appearance is not good. I don't eat it, and my father and mother and people coax me, saying that it is good for my health. How can a child understand this? Then change the cook, change the one that can make the tonic delicious, no matter how bad it is. Just grasping the child's mind like this, you can trick it into your mouth.
It's also good and expensive, but I don't like it. At first, it's too fancy, like a girl's. Occasionally I go out on the street to let other children see it, I want to laugh at me. The second is that the quality is not good, and it will be bad when it is pulled, after all, the fabric of silk and satin is not strong. On the contrary, I like the clothes of the children, and I have been helping with the work since I was a child, so the fabrics are very durable. I've always been naughty, and only jumping up and down in this kind of clothing won't break or be scolded. Anyway, I came back early and secretly replaced it, I was clever, but I didn't find out once.
It wasn't until I grew up that I realized the consequences of being discovered. I think back to it today
come, I will also pinch a cold sweat.
But the punishment I and those around me was far greater than the small price I deserved. The training is also very strict on weekdays, and I can't escape it. But then I slowly realized that if I finished the task I had to do, and then ran out at this time, at least I wouldn't bother others. However, my parents were always very happy with my performance.
As a young child, I was forced to think about the meaning of what I was carrying.
"Xiao Huan is the luckiest."
Siblings always say that. They are my own flesh and blood, but I have to keep this secret in my heart. But everyone is treated similarly - even much easier than me, and it is inevitable that I will not be happy. When I complained, my siblings said such things, telling me how honored it was to be the only "eldest son" in my family to be so gifted.
Just right...... Is it really just right? Coincidentally, is it really a good thing?
When you are hit by a lucky stone, you will be a little scared, for fear that you will lose it soon, or pay some other price. I've never felt that way, I just feel like I've been paying the price.
However, it has always been the ability of human beings to make fun in suffering. Although the children in the yard can't play with me, I can still find the ones on the street? The older children avoided me, and my father and mother taught them that the family could not be offended. In case something happens, how can ordinary people afford it? The younger ones are a little afraid of me, after all, I look too glamorous, and they are not all the way to the grizzled people. But I always came out with good food and fun, just like attracting small animals, and slowly, they were happy to play with me. In the beginning, I was the biggest of them. Later, the children of my relatives or descendants would also run out with us, including my scholars.
It was a carefree and happy time. Possible...... It's not particularly worry-free. I still have to worry about what happens when I get home. So most of the time, I was fighting with my parents, my siblings, the gentlemen who taught, the various masters, and the guards. I have too many thoughts and too slippery mouths, and that's probably what I othere.
It was found to be severely beaten and confined. My mother was reluctant to start, and my father was the most ruthless. I really don't like my dad because he doesn't spend much time at home all year round. I heard that the old man is always running around, constantly contacting various dignitaries and yin and yang families. I don't understand why my father is so cruel to me, pumping my thorns, the thorns are poisonous, and my mother or the medicine man wants to rub the medicine for me for a long time. If you turn over at night, you will wake up in pain. My brothers and sisters said that the old man's expectations were too deep and heavy, and he desperately hoped that I could be on my own. So when I see me like this, I just hate iron and steel, and it is for my good to beat me.
I really don't understand - because among the children I played, there were also parents who worked as laborers in Beppu, or who were in business all year round. When they come back, they always bring all sorts of quirky gadgets for the kids. Even if it's empty-handed, at least it's gentle with them. If you are too naughty and beaten by your mother, you will cry wolf and shout to your father, because you never beat yourself when you are a father, and you help persuade you to fight.
I'm so envious.
I didn't like my mother much either. In my eyes, my mother is also a two-faced person. How distressed I am on the surface, saying how much I love me, but the family law is extremely strict, and even more so. But she was always in tears, her eyes full of distress, and she kept telling her family's hardships.
Mouth after mouth, cry blood.