Nanchen monologue

Born and raised, immortal fetus god bones, profound cultivation, young and promising, outstanding military achievements, iron-blooded general, unsmiling, gentle and polite, and immortal.

These words are synonymous with Nanchen.

Since ancient times, no immortal has had such a background as him, and at the same time has such an achievement as him.

There is no immortal who has seen him, and there is no one who does not praise him for his infinite immortal journey.

But what about Nanchen himself?

From the day he was raised by Emperor Dongyue, he practiced diligently, wanting to give Xiyan, who had sheltered the weak, a home free and not bullied.

But Xiyan did not wait for that day to come.

From the day Xi Yan died, he didn't know what the rest of his life was worth protecting, cherishing, and working for.

Is it the peace and tranquility of the four seas of Kyushu, or is it the calamity of the heavens and the earth?

In fact, he doesn't care, he has no relatives and no hanging, so he is naturally very indifferent.

What if the world returned to chaos?

After the war between the Protoss and the Demon Clan, it was not he who chose to retreat for a thousand years of cultivation.

In fact, he was tired of all the things in this world.

One thought is wrong, and you become a god and a demon.

Nanchen actually doesn't care, but Emperor Dongyue cares, Emperor Dongyue can't watch him raised by his own hands, because he is tired of this world, he falls into the devil's way.

Therefore, Emperor Dongyue personally sent him to Xuanbing Valley to let him cultivate his self-cultivation.

He agreed, even if he was grateful to Emperor Dongyue for his kindness. Although most of this grace of upbringing has long since dissipated with Xiyan's death.

After leaving the customs, he thought that for the rest of his life, he only needed to be his survey general, and only needed to stand up when the four seas of Kyushu needed him to be martyred.

But he never thought that she would appear in his life—Mo Qi.

Mo Qi is a variable for him.

Nanchen still remembers the first time he saw Mo Qi. She reasoned with Crane Tong at the door of her house.

Seeing herself come out, she smiled with her eyebrows and raised her eyebrows slightly, I don't know if it was because she suddenly saw that she was a little nervous, she licked the corners of her mouth, and said with a smile: "My name is Mo Qi, why don't we make friends first!"

Nanchen was a little puzzled, the girl in front of him, based on how he remembered, he was sure that he had never seen it, not to mention this kind of appearance, as long as he saw it once, it was impossible for anyone to easily forget it.

Why did she suddenly appear here, and why did she say that she wanted to make friends with her? He wondered in his heart, he had always been a fairy who hated troublesome things, and he had felt that these polite and false interactions had been superfluous since he was a child. So, he turned away and never looked back.

But why did she just get drenched in the rain, and she acted so clumsily, and she would leave her in the house?

Nanchen thought about it carefully, it wasn't because she was stunning.

He thought later, it turned out that he had admitted in his heart from the beginning, Mo Qi, is indeed very beautiful.

No, it should be more accurate to say that he has also seen many beautiful goddesses and immortals from all over Kyushu, or dignified and dignified, or beautiful and graceful, or beautiful and clear.

But Mo Qi's appearance is completely above them, with gestures, eye waves, and infinite charm in his smile, which makes people can't bear to look away.

And when did you start to have different feelings for her?

When she got along day after day, she always smiled and surrounded her, "Nanchen, Nanchen" and called him?

When she cooperated with herself to act for Emperor Dongyue, snuggled in her arms and pretended to "say that as long as you can always accompany you in this life, you will know enough"?

Or did she start when she said to herself in the mountains of dead flowers, "I like you, I like you, I admire you, I want to be with you for a long time"?

Even Nanchen himself didn't know.

However, once this kind of affection begins to sprout in the heart, it will breed uncontrollably and grow wantonly.

For the first time, he began to have a lot of involuntary emotions.

He was angry because of Mo Qi's deception.

He is jealous because of the wind and tacit understanding since childhood.

He was heartbroken because Mo Qi was injured by Mu Ling.

Because of Mo Qi's first murderous intent, the Qingying Sword in his hand was no longer a blade to protect the four seas of Kyushu, but a weapon to protect her behind him and keep her safe.

But even so, he was reluctant to face these feelings, because these were things that he had never had in his 10,000 years of life, and he felt very strange and afraid.

This affection keeps many of the things he does out of his control.

He lied to Emperor Dongyue and said that Mo Qi was his fiancée, did he think so in the deepest part of his heart?

He hated the easy touch of others, but he actually felt happy with all Mo Qi's contact with him.

He gave her a mask in Danxue Mountain, did he selfishly not want others to peep at her stunning appearance?

He didn't know.

He only knew that everything about Mo Qi could easily affect his emotions and his mood.

He felt that he was completely controlled by Mo Qi's every move.

At first he was resistant, he didn't want to admit it, and he only attributed this special affection to "the owner's doting and liking for pets".

When he learned that Mo Qi had forgotten about him, he thought it didn't matter.

But no matter how much he deceived himself and covered up, he still couldn't ignore the panic in his heart.

It turned out that being forgotten by her made him feel scared.

Dreaming back in the middle of the night, he looked at Mo Qi with a cold face and said to him, "His Royal Highness has never remembered anything with Nanchen Divine Monarch. Every time he woke up, he felt like someone's hand was tearing at his heart in his chest, making his whole body feel like he had fallen into an ice cellar, and his limbs were cold.

Slowly, he began to understand that no matter how much an owner pampered a pet, it would not reach such an extent, even to the point of being willing to give her his life.

He began to face up to his feelings for Mo Qi, it turned out that he had completely fallen in love with her, and his love was so deep that he couldn't extricate himself.

Realizing this, Nanchen actually began to accept his fate. He used to be a man who never believed in orders.

If an immortal begins to believe in his fate, then how will he be different from a mortal?

But once he saw it through, he thought like this to Mo Qi, he loved him so much, and he regarded him like a treasure.

He thought that he must have entered the miasma and the pain was difficult to get rid of, but he found that it was so satisfying to put a person's cherished and important things in his heart.

It seems that his whole life has become full, and he is no longer a god without desires for the rest of his life, nor is he a god who overlooks the world.

He has become a lot more emotional, and these emotions that he has not had in 10,000 years are all because of a young girl.

She is in her heart, smiling smartly, with beautiful eyes, graceful posture, and standing in her own heart.

He thought, maybe Mo Qi was the doom of his fate, and there was no way to avoid it, but he was getting more and more willing.