As time went by, my high school classmates began to return to school one after another, and after visiting a few classmates, I also returned to that state of eating, sleeping, sleeping, and eating. Finally, my mom couldn't take it anymore and took me and my dad to the temple to pray for blessings. After worshipping many bodhisattvas, we came to a place where we asked for signs. When I was a child, I thought it was amazing to watch TV series, why only one of the sticks fell out after a few shakes, instead of a whole lump? So, full of curiosity, I stepped forward and picked up the holder and shook it. I shook a pick and my head popped up, and I sped up the frequency, but I didn't expect the stick to be shaken back by me. Maybe I was too strong, so I lowered the frequency again, and slowly another stick popped up. This time, I learned to be obedient and continued to slowly shake the stick, and the stick showed more and more places, and finally fell to the ground. I hurriedly picked it up and looked at it: sign it

I hurriedly dragged my mother to the master who saw that I was signing and gave me a piece of signing paper, and then said, "What else do you need to solve when you sign it, you can do whatever you want." ”

Do whatever you want! This sentence caused a lot of waves in my heart, and I have always wanted to make movies since I was a child. When I was in elementary school, I had a great desire to perform, cross talk, sketches, three and a half sentences, and telling jokes...... As long as there is an activity in the class and there is a show, I must be the one. When I wrote my classmates after graduating from junior high school, I would not hesitate to fill in the dream column every time: actor and film. In addition, the full house of the New Year's Day art show in the sophomore school also made my heart even more inflated. Later, in the third year of high school, he changed himself to an art student, and then went to apply for the Beijing Film Academy and Zhejiang Communication University, but unfortunately he had a dream at that time, had no experience, and failed to get the appreciation of the teachers.

When I was admitted to Nortel, I had close contact with Emperor Capital for the first time, and I also saw the sentence for the first time in the film school: where dreams begin. Because I didn't have much confidence in my own image and my height was limited, I didn't dare to apply for the actor, so I applied directly to the director department. After successfully passing the initial examination, we were scheduled for the second examination. The teacher asked us why we wanted to report the direction of the editing, and let us say whatever we wanted, and tell the truth. After the previous students showed their future plans and views on the major, I thought about it and really told the truth:

"Teacher, because there is no major in feature film this year."

Behind me was a female classmate named Ziyue, who looked a lot like An Yixuan, and I often looked back at her when I listened to lectures in the lecture hall of the film academy. However, I still didn't ask for her contact information after all. I didn't expect her to answer the same as me. The teacher gave us a very approving look and asked our group of students to improvise together. In order to make the teacher in the interview have an impression of me, I deliberately played the role of a parent who was upset with the teacher, and "stealing the scene" with a loud voice.

As a result, both Azusa and I were brushed...... I think the main reason for being brushed is my embarrassing acting skills and wrong perception of the film industry.

If the failure of the Nortel test is due to his lack of ability, then the test for Zhejiang Media is really dead. Like last time, I still didn't meet the height standards of an actor. Even if the teacher who measured at that time added 5 centimeters to me, it was still a little bit worse, so I could only apply for the choreography and directing major. Unlike Nortel, the initial examination of Zhechuan is directly an interview, but fortunately, I usually like to read some encyclopedia books, and because of Nortel's experience, I can deal with the teachers' problems freely and successfully enter the re-examination. The second exam was to write a film review, and the teacher showed us a black-and-white video about racial discrimination. I thought to myself, it's too easy for me to go here, I'm a representative of the history class!! Just as I was writing about writing about the issue of black people in the United States in the 60s, I suddenly remembered that I had just watched a black-and-white video. "There was color film in the 60s!" "But there's a subway in the video just now!" A bunch of ideas swirled around in my head, but I didn't think of "Schindler's List", and finally wrote the beginning as "early twentieth century...... and then checked the results, and the difference was one point!! I almost vomited all the blood from the umbilical cord back then. Afterwards, the head teacher came to comfort me, and I pretended to be calm and said to her: "It's just one point short, at least it proves that I still have this ability." Life is like a war, I just lost a battle, as long as I can win the next battle, I will win! "Actually, what I really thought in my heart at that time was: Teacher, don't mention this stubble, I really want to die!

Now this signature has rekindled my hope, the more I think about it, the more I feel full of ambition, full of enthusiasm began to boil, and the song "Men should be self-reliant" seems to have sounded in my ears. I am Huang Feihong watching the sea at sunset, and an epic blockbuster seems to have begun. "Let Haitian gather energy for me, open up the world, and ......break through for my ideals" Unconsciously his lips moved, and he sang softly to the melody in his heart.

At my request, my dad promised to buy me a video camera for the new semester so that I could chase my film dreams.