Chapter 479: I won't promise you
"I'm really scared." Shen Xue whispered that although she had not been treated unfairly during the time she had been in, her spirit was tormented all the time.
Originally, Chu Zixian wanted to lecture Shen Xue a few words, but there was no need for him to think about it again, so he asked Shen Xue: "Is it parole?" ”
"Well, but I don't need to go back, after this time my dad should be able to run for me to run for connections." Shen Xue said that the main thing is that it will not be 2 years for a long time, and if it is a long time, I am afraid it will not be so easy to do.
After Shen Xue said this, she turned her words and looked at Chu Zixian's eyes and said, "Your choice is right, I am really not good enough." ”
"Hey, what are you doing with this?" Chu Zixian replied vaguely.
"During this time I went in, I also thought a lot, we had a chance, it was indeed my problem, I actually regret it." Shen Xue said, tears in her eyes.
Chu Zixian was silent, in fact, the two of them really had a chance, Chu Zixian was single at that time, Jiang Kexin and Chu Zixian kept a sense of distance, although Chu Zixian didn't want to find a girlfriend at the time, but he definitely didn't mind having a good girl close to him, at that time, Shen Xue was with Chu Zixian every day, if Shen Xue was not so strong and could be more considerate and gentle, at least Chu Zixian would have agreed to give it a try.
Seeing that Chu Zixian was silent, Shen Xue squatted down and took Chu Zixian's hand and put it on her face, feeling Chu Zixian's slight struggle, she whispered: "I don't do anything else, I just want to feel the temperature of your palm." ”
Looking at Shen Xue's expression, Chu Zixian did not refuse, but he was full of emotion in his heart.
Shen Xue looked up at Chu Zixian's face, and tears finally couldn't help flowing, she remembered the first time Chu Zixian met her, remembered when Chu Zixian accompanied her at school, and when Chu Zixian bullied her when she was sick, and when Chu Zixian pinched her face and asked her to call her brother.
The more she thought about it, the more uncomfortable it became, although Shen Xue was silent, her tears flowed more and more, Chu Zixian stretched out her other hand and gently wiped away the tears from Shen Xue's eyes, and said to her, "You will meet the one who belongs to you." ”
Shen Xue squeezed out a smile and smiled at Chu Zixian, and said, "I know why you went this time, you want to pay off the relationship between us, even if you can't pay it off, you don't have so much pressure in your heart when you face me again, Chu Zixian, you are really good, I really regret it." ”
Speaking of this, Shen Xue breathed a sigh of relief, and said: "You didn't want to be with me at that time, just because I might cause you trouble, and you are a person who is afraid of trouble, so how could you go to Thailand as soon as Xiaohu provoked you?" You've gambled your life with all your life......"
Shen Xue couldn't say any more, she felt that she had lost Chu Zixian, and she no longer had the qualifications to work hard, tears flowed down like threads, flowing down her cheeks, flowing over Chu Zixian's hands, and finally falling low on the cold ground.
Chu Zixian was speechless and thought that Shen Xue was right, he blocked his life, just to let him not be affected by his previous feelings when he faced Shen Xue's entanglement, he wanted to give all his love to Wei Qing, and he didn't want to pull and pull with other women, Shen Xue was not like Jiang Kexin, sometimes Chu Zixian would always be in a dilemma, he had to break off with Shen Xue in this relationship, whether Shen Xue wanted it or not, but Chu Zixian also had to be able to convince himself.
"We're still friends." Chu Zixian looked at a girl who was once so strong and now became like this, he was also a little emotionally a little uncomfortable, but after all, the boundaries that should be there should still be clearly demarcated.
Wiping Shen Xue's tears with her hand, Chu Zixian looked at Shen Xue's eyes and smiled at her.
"Really, I really envy your girlfriend, you must call me for the wedding at that time, okay?" Shen Xue asked Chu Zixian.
"That's not your style." Chu Zixian didn't know why, seeing Shen Xue dare to be so inexplicably heartbroken.
"I hate the way I used to be, and I want to see your bride." Shen Xue cried and smiled at Chu Zixian.
"Okay." Chu Zixian nodded heavily, reached out and touched Shen Xue's head.
"Can I say goodbye to my feelings?" Shen Xue enjoyed Chu Zixian's touch, and asked her after Chu Zixian took her hand.
"How do you say goodbye?" Chu Zixian asked Shen Xue suspiciously.
Shen Xue didn't answer, after standing up from the ground, she put her face on Chu Zixian's cheek, kissed him lightly on the cheek, and then pretended to be happy and said, "Of course it's goodbye to my first love." ”
After saying this, Shen Xue wiped the tears on her face with her hand again, and pretended to be chic and said to Chu Zixian: "Okay, no matter what, I have to thank you this time, leave Xiaohu's affairs to me, and when Master Chen comes over, you can go back with him." ”
Looking at Shen Xue's face, Chu Zixian was silent for a while and said to her: "Zhao Xin's mood is not very stable, and he has thoughts of suicide......
"My dad has already told me before, I have already made a decision, don't worry, I will try my best to convince him, he will listen to me very much." Shen Xue was rare and domineering in the end, but her tone made people feel sad.
"Well, when I'm ready, we'll compare again, and then you will definitely not be my opponent again." Chu Zixian said to Shen Xue.
Hearing Chu Zixian's words, Shen Xue's tears flowed uncontrollably, but she changed her usual habits, shook her head gently towards Chu Zixian and said, "No, I just want to accompany my parents well in the future and make the company bigger, I can't promise you this time, and I will break my promise to you last time." ”
"It's okay, I'm sure you'll be able to do it well." Chu Zixian cheered Shen Xue up, the last time Chu Zixian went to see Shen Xue, the two of them had also made such a reservation, and Shen Xue agreed very happily at that time.
Possibly, if.
Shen Xue didn't know Zhao Xin's injury, Shen Xue didn't see Chu Zixian's miserable appearance, or she would compete with Chu Zixian as agreed, but now Shen Xue not only felt scared, but more importantly, she had a sense of guilt, and she had a deep disgust for dart cars and fights.
If she had studied singing and dancing, would there have been so many things?
It's a pity that there are no ifs.
After all, the price of growth is heavier than that of ordinary people.
Chu Zixian watched Shen Xue's back gradually walk away, called the old fox and left the hall of the inpatient department, and in the eyes of the two of them looking at each other for the last time, Chu Zixian seemed to see Shen Xue with a touch of determination in his eyes, although he was very curious, he didn't want to ask more.
With the old fox accompanying Shen Xue, Chu Zixian believed that the old fox would take care of Shen Xue.
Just thinking of Zhao Xin, Chu Zixian sighed helplessly, as if he only thought of Zhao Xin recently, there was only this one expression left, except for this expression and sigh, he didn't know how to describe and express the current Zhao Xin.