Chapter 15: Inner Thoughts

The sky was a little overcast.

After a few thunders, the rain also fell from the sky.

Hit the glass window, clicking.

This made Xu Shuyao, who was in the room, stop writing in his hand and look at the position of the window.

Warm lights illuminate the room, and the roar of the diesel generator can be heard clearly.

It's been 21 days since the city lost power.

The two had already moved out of a small restaurant and found their current residence, while Liu Ansheng had brought back four generators to provide electricity, and the small villa had become the only house in the city with electricity.

The lights, the refrigerator, the water heater are all running normally.

From the panic at the beginning, I have now begun to gradually get used to such days......

I don't know why, Xu Shuyao always has a feeling of peace of mind by his side.

Although the attitude is still so lukewarm.

After doing something wrong, he will also criticize himself mercilessly.

But after talking about yourself, you will teach yourself what to do......

Xu Shuyao felt as if she knew him a little.

It's not like at the beginning, just by his appearance, he was mistaken for a gentle and sunny person.

In these 24 days of getting along, Xu Shuyao found that although he was occasionally a little harsh when he spoke, the truth was correct......

All in all, he is a person who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside.

Xu Shuyao has a severe lack of communication with strangers other than family members.

Because most of the community is inhabited by the elderly, although most of them are amiable, they can ...... People are always different, and when people get older, they don't have a lot of entertainment like young people, and they always talk about interesting things about their neighbors when they are free.

Whenever those old ladies talked about Xu Shuyao, perhaps because of their old thoughts, although some of the words they occasionally said were not too malicious, they were very unpleasant when she heard them.

Whenever she was pushed out of the house by her mother, she could always detect the gazes of those around her, as well as the sighs and whispers.

Of course, this is not the main reason, the root cause of Xu Shuyao not wanting to come out of the room and disgusting the world is that day......

The old lady who lived in the next building visited her home.

Xu Shuyao, who was in the house, heard the conversation between the other party and her mother......

[The young man is very good, he is only 28 years old this year, although he is older than your daughter, but the family conditions are also good, and he is very good in all aspects, but his eyes are a little slanted......]

[Oh, what else are you considering, your daughter's current situation is not unclear to you, and finding an in-law can make it easier for the two of you. 】

[What's wrong with slanted eyes?] It's okay to have a little problem with good looks, and their family wants a child, so I think it's a good match for your daughter. 】

These words came into Xu Shuyao's ears word for word.

Before that accident, she was also a very popular presence on the campus of high school.

Because of her appearance and figure, and because the level of cultural courses is not very good, the teacher has always encouraged her to study art and sports, saying that in this way, she will be better in terms of university selection in the future.

Although he was not the proud son of heaven, Xu Shuyao had a happy family and a happy life at that time.

If it weren't for that accident, she wouldn't be what she is now......

Former friends will not be slowly estranged by the passage of time, nor will they fall to the point where they are now......

The man in the old lady's mouth, Xu Shuyao had some impressions.

Before the accident, she heard her mother and father talk about it, but they had been close for several years, but they ran into walls everywhere because of their appearance.

I didn't think that I had already targeted her now......

After the accident, my mother quit her job, leaving my father alone to earn money.

Four years is not a long time, but it is not a short time, and my mother has also changed a lot in these years, the most intuitive thing is her appearance.

Maybe it's because she's overworked, she's a lot older, and she doesn't laugh as much as she used to, and she repeats the same thing every day.

Lift yourself out of bed to your wheelchair, then eat, and push yourself out in the sun......

She must have been tired for a long time......

After that incident, Xu Shuyao began to resist walking out of the room, she was afraid that something similar would happen.

There is no girl who has not fantasized about love in her teens.

Xu Shuyao is no exception.

Before the accident, she had never been in a relationship, and she was full of expectations for the future, and she also thought about what the person she would be with for the rest of her life.

She doesn't have too high requirements, as long as she likes herself well......

That's enough.

But since that accident, this idea has become an unattainable wish.

Normal families will not accept that their daughters-in-law have leg problems, and those men in special situations look at themselves with the most primitive desires of men.

That kind of look made Xu Shuyao feel disgusted, and she originally thought that she could find netizens who understood her on the Internet.

But when she revealed her flaws, those people were like gray wolves who had taken off their disguises, saying some shameful words, which made Xu Shuyao feel that they just wanted to pass on the lineage......

Slowly, she even gave up the Internet.

Although she herself knows that she can't ask for too much in this way now......

Can......

She just didn't want to do that, she didn't want to ......

There was a movement of a car driving into the yard outside the window, and Xu Shuyao, who was reminiscing about the past, happened to hear this movement.

Sitting at her desk, she turned her head to the window, then got up and walked over.

Looking down from the window......

Looking at the figure who opened the door and carried things from the car......

If he hadn't saved the cat that day......

Maybe in this world, it's just yourself......

Outside, the rain seemed to be a little heavier.

Xu Shuyao suddenly thought of something, turned around and ran in the direction of the door, and took out the umbrella hanging on the shelf before leaving the room.

Ran downstairs at a trot and ran in the direction of the gate.

The door to the villa has been somewhat deformed, but it can still be kept open at the most basic level.

That was the result of Liu Ansheng's forcible breakdown when he found this place to live.

Xu Shuyao trotted out of the gate.

Ran towards Liu Ansheng, who was in the rain.

Spread the umbrella and hold it above his head.

Look at his already rain-soaked hair......

looked at Liu Ansheng, who had been with him for twenty-four days......

Liu Ansheng, who was about to unload his things, noticed the decrease in the rain above his head and felt the figure appearing beside him.

Subconsciously twisted his head to the side.

looked at Xu Shuyao, who was holding up an umbrella for herself......

Two people, staring at each other.

Outside the majestic rain in the sky, he was already soaking wet and saw Xu Shuyao's expression at the moment.

And...... The imperceptible emotion in his eyes.

Immediately, I heard what she said.

"Thank you for your hard work."

The smile blooms like a flower in the dawn......

Bright.