Chapter 219: Thinking Questions
We sat down in our seats and began to ponder for a while, thinking about our own problems, but no matter how we thought about it, we felt that we could not continue like this, and if we continued like this, I am afraid that we would become a psychopath, and then these people would send themselves to a mental hospital, which would be a real joke.
Said "I feel that I can't continue like this anymore, if I continue like this, I will definitely not be able to bear it, and I feel that this matter is pressing on my heart, and I will never be able to go up, so I decided, I want to make a change, to break through myself." β
Adu said, "Didn't I tell you just now, some things are better for long and painful than short, so you and Xiaoli should have been cut off a long time ago, there should not be any more relationship, if you had made such a decision earlier, you wouldn't be like now, you really don't know that people are suffering in front of you, this matter is in your own hands, but what can you do if you don't listen to other people's persuasion?"
He continued, "There is nothing bad about Zhang Chu, is it possible that you have been in contact with him for so long, and you still can't get used to other people's personalities?" So you still treat people well, after all, people have really paid a lot in your place, you have to let people see a little return, you can't rub it, hold the big dog and never go back, so people pay so much to you for no reason, you should also give back to others, even if it is an ordinary friend, you can't guarantee your benefits, so it should be accepted as a matter of course, so that people can't see a little benefit. β
Xiao Ming said, "Since you have said so, then I will do what you say, I hope that when I see Xiaoli again tomorrow, I can explain this matter to her clearly, and there will be no contact between the two of us at that time, I hope your method can really be effective." β
Adu looked at Xiao Ming suspiciously, and said, "Aren't you right when you say that?" If you had such an idea, why would there be such a thing today, this matter is still you yourself lifting a stone and shooting yourself in the foot, and you can't blame anyone at all, but then again, a girl like Xiaoli, this beautiful appearance is 1.8, what attracts you, and it is worth you to pay so much for her, study so hard every day, in place, you can write a poem for others, I really don't understand what you did so much for?"
Xiao Ming suddenly turned his head, looked at the three people very seriously, and then said very affectionately, "Since you all asked so, then I want to ask you a word, do the three of you believe in my person, and do you believe what I said." β
Zhao Kui was suddenly a little stunned, and said, "What are you talking about? We have been together for so long, don't we still know who you are, if we get along together every day and night, and we still don't know your personality, then we really enjoy such a long time in vain, it's just a waste of feelings, so what I mean by this is that we must believe you." β
Xiao Ming was really moved when he heard these words, facing himself, at such a low time, he could still have a few friends who were really with him by his side, this was simply his own honor, how could he let these friends think about what they did, and still surround themselves to make themselves happy when they were unhappy.
Said" Since you all said so, then I'll say a word, the pursuit of Xiaoli is not my own willing, please believe that I also have my own difficulties, and you just need to know that for this matter, it is not what I really want to do, I have no way, and I don't have any choice, if I don't do this, I really don't have other thoughts about him, I just want to feel that I can have a place in his mind, I am not a scumbag like you say, I am a person who takes feelings very seriously, so what you said is completely misunderstood meAnd I really have my own struggles, but what made me do this, I really can't tell you, and if I say it, you will really mistake me for a mental illness. β
The three of them looked at Xiao Ming and said with a very serious expression, but in any case, they felt very awkward to listen to what Xiao Min said, because what Xiao Ming said and what he had done recently were completely inconsistent with before, so looking at the school gate in such a narcissistic state, he still couldn't help but want to hit Xiaomi, this is the standard for the best friend, if you continue to coax Xiao Ming, you will feel a little hypocritical, so these three people did not hesitate to spit on Xiao Ming.
Adu said, "I said, what the hell have you been doing lately, what are you saying and what you are doing, and it is completely inconsistent with your previous personality." β
It is no wonder that when I heard this, I thought that I must have suffered from my recent changes, and the patients all saw it, because I would definitely not have so many things in my usual life, and I used to be a good student who loved to learn, and I never caused any trouble, but now I feel very funny when I look at myself, and I don't even know myself anymore, and I often cause these troublesome things. Now that the time has come, he has provoked two girls, this is not his own character at all, let alone his way of dealing with people, so it is no wonder that people have doubts about themselves, which is also inevitable, I am afraid that what I have done recently is too exaggerated, so it will make people have such associations with themselves.
In fact, the other two people also have the same idea of what Adu said, because Xiao Ming's recent performance is indeed quite strange, he will never cause such trouble, and he will not take the initiative to provoke anyone, but now Xiao Ming seems to have suddenly become unaware of these three people, and while provoking two girls at the same time, he will also bring other troubles to himself.
may be because Xiao Ming's recent changes are really big, from a particularly honest child in the past, now it seems that he has suddenly become a child who provokes people everywhere, so it's no wonder that others misunderstand him.
Xiao Ming had no choice but to explain, "Until recently, your opinion of me has changed a little, but please forgive me, I can't tell you the real situation, so no matter what you think of me, it's okay, but as long as you know that I'm not a bad person, and these things I do have my own suffering, you just need to understand this, please forgive me for other things, I can't tell you what the reason is, I also have my own suffering." β
Adu looked at Xiao Ming's tone of speech, sighed solemnly, and expressed his helplessness, but what can he do? This may really be something unspeakable about Xiao Ming, so these three people have not been asking Xiao Ming what it is, for fear that if Xiao Ming is pushed too hard, he will do something out of the ordinary, and he can only let Xiao Ming do this, but all these three people can do is to stand silently when Xiao Ming is in need, and then stand up without hesitation.
Adu said, "Actually, what is the reason? If you don't want to say it, we won't force you, you just need to know that we will always be your strong backing, if you really encounter something unsolvable, remember to tell us, the three of us will always stand behind you silently support you, even if what you do is not right, after all, we are all brothers, will not let you bear it silently, so if you really encounter any difficulties, don't let you bear it alone, hold it in your heart, brothers are used to share, used to stick a knife in both ribs, so you just need to know that there is us behind you, don't ignore our existenceγ β
Xiao Ming looked at the three people in front of him, and suddenly felt a warmth in his heart, and suddenly felt how honored he was to have these three people by his side, how could he let these three people be able to treat himself after 3000, he never thought that he would get these three best friends in this life, and now he has no regrets.
Said "It's enough to have your words, I will keep it in my heart, you can rest assured, if I really need to help you, I will definitely tell you, and besides, I have been with you for so long, how can I be polite to you, just rest assured, but now I can handle this kind of trouble, if I need you, I will definitely find you immediately." β
Xiao Ming sat on his bed and silently calmed down his mood, although this incident has happened, and now it is late, if you want to solve it, I am afraid you can only wait until the second day, so Xiao Ming sat on the bed and thought about it for a while, got up and took a hot bath, and then prepared to sleep beautifully, no matter how big the matter, you can't delay your sleep, so everything will wait until the second day to solve.
On the morning of the second day, Xiao Ming got up very early, and after carefully grooming up, he looked at a poem he wrote freshly, or according to his previous habits, he came to the library as always, waiting for Xiaoli to appear, because he didn't want to have anything to do with Xiaoli, but the premise was to explain all this to Xiaoli, and then let the family completely cut off his thoughts, if he suddenly disappeared, it would be an impolite behavior to others.