Chapter 19: Confession
It's impossible for everyone's temper to become weird for no reason.
Liu Ansheng's attitude towards women is obviously different from that of normal men.
In the general environment, his cold and sarcastic behavior towards women is considered a strange behavior by others, and he will not speak lightly at work because the other party is a woman.
In the previous company, whenever a similar incident occurred, the rest of the male colleagues in the company would come forward to excuse the woman who was reprimanded by Liu Ansheng.
It's a rare opportunity for them.
It is because of this that Liu Ansheng resigned from his last job.
And the culprit of this series of things is the girl he fell in love with in high school.
"I used to be naΓ―ve enough to think that if I liked someone, I should be with them for the rest of my life, and I did...... I thought about my future life, I thought about what she would look like in her wedding dress, and even the names of the children in the future I secretly recorded them in my notebook. β
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"Growing up, I didn't receive love letters...... But she was the only one who successfully attracted me, although she was not good at studying, she did not give up at all, and often came to me with her textbook at the end of class and asked me to teach her. β
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"At first, I didn't want to pay attention to her, but she was always sticking to me and pestering me like a plaster...... Slowly, I began to pay attention to her, and began to stare at her uncontrollably, whether it was during class, after class, and chatting with other students in physical education class...... I've seen it all. β
Raise your hand and pinch the strands of hair that you can't pick up, and rub it with your fingertips.
Silk separation.
The same is true of feelings, in Liu Ansheng's opinion, it is almost the same as the current broken hair, it doesn't need to be blown by the wind, and it will be scattered after rubbing it with his hands.
"Later, I got together with her, and it was clear that love was forbidden in school, but we still talked secretly, and this talk was four years...... They broke up in their sophomore year. β
Exhaling a breath, Liu Ansheng continued.
"It's a peaceful breakup, the reason is that the two are not suitable, their family is not too satisfied with my conditions, and the strange thing is that I was not surprised at all when she proposed to break up, it seems that I have expected it a long time ago."
"You ......"
"It's weird, it's obviously a sad thing, but I don't feel too uncomfortable, it's just that since then I've been a little resistant to girls who want to approach me, and I know what they want to say, but I always pretend to be one, huh...... The appearance of a straight man, pretending not to understand. β
seemed to be amused by his thoughts, Liu Ansheng couldn't help but sneer.
What seems to ordinary people to be bloody and hypocritical, but for him...... But I can't forget it.
If you once liked someone to the extreme, your heart will be extremely cold when you are separated.
Originally, he had never told others about the past, but he told Xu Shuyao today.
Liu Ansheng has already made his own decision.
The story is very short, but Xu Shuyao, who heard this story, felt a little sorry for the other party.
She hadn't been in a relationship, and she didn't know how he felt at the time.
But she understood very well that she was ...... to the girl whose name she didn't know
She...... Some jealousy.
Take a deep breath, then exhale.
The straight chest also has a slight rise and fall under this move.
Xu Shuyao adjusted her emotions, tried her best to suppress the unhappiness in her heart, and began to continue pruning with her hand holding the scissors.
Both of them were silent at this point.
After Liu Ansheng briefly finished talking about the past, everything seemed to have returned to its original appearance.
Slowly, Xu Shuyao came directly opposite him.
Trim it up.
Liu Ansheng just opened his eyes and looked at Xu Shuyao, who was very close to him, and he didn't need to deliberately sniff it, he could easily smell the faint fragrance coming from the other party.
It's a strange thing.
Obviously, she also applies shower gel when she takes a bath, but the smell on her body is different from hers.
The time passed by minute by minute, and the heavy rain outside the house did not mean to lessen in the slightest.
On the contrary, it is getting bigger and bigger.
The movement of rain falling to the ground is transmitted through the courtyard into the house.
It took about fifteen minutes or so for Xu Shuyao to finish trimming Liu Ansheng's hair.
Xu Shuyao, who has been studying haircuts for a while, uses her superb skills to comb his hair very pleasing to the eye.
With his more mature and stable face......
The eyes were a little red, and for some reason, from the beginning, Xu Shuyao's chest seemed to be blocked with a ball of air, and he wanted to exhale but couldn't alleviate the situation no matter what.
Picking up the square sponge on the small push table on the side, Xu Shuyao's movements were different from before, and she was a little absentmindedly sweeping the broken hair on Liu Ansheng's neck.
After a few random sweeps, he helped him untie the long cloth around his neck.
Shaking it, he pulled the cloth into a ball and stuffed it under the compartment of the trolley.
Holding a plastic cart full of various haircutting supplies, Xu Shuyao lowered her head slightly and whispered in a voice that had changed a little.
"I put the car back...... Wash your own hair......"
After saying this, she left the place as if she had run away.
Liu Ansheng's words still had an impact on her after all.
If you really like someone, the most intuitive feeling is possession......
The same is true for both men and women.
With the sound of the door being slammed shut, Liu Ansheng was the only one left in the huge room.
followed Xu Shuyao's figure and watched her walk behind the door......
One second......
Two seconds......
Three-second ......
In the fourth second, a smile appeared on Liu Ansheng's expressionless face.
He lowered his head slowly, looking at his palms, which were no longer delicate.
Hold tight.
Really......
This time he lost again.
in the room.
The carts were placed aside.
At the moment when the door was closed, Xu Shuyao seemed to be unable to bear it anymore, she didn't know why he still told herself these things after she had already shown that she didn't want to hear it......
No woman can allow ...... The person you like talks about another person.
Xu Shuyao is also a woman.
Although she has never been in a relationship, she does not have rich emotional experience, and she does not know how to be good to someone......
But after hearing Liu Ansheng talk about the past, the most intuitive feeling in her heart was uncomfortable.
She didn't want to hear about him, and she didn't want to hear Liu Ansheng talk about other women.
I don't want to hear it either...... How much he used to like another person.
People are selfish creatures, even if they don't have any opinions, she has been secretly watching behind him for nearly a year...... The same is true.
As if she couldn't bear it anymore, Xu Shuyao raised her arm and wiped the tears that had slipped away desperately with the back of her hand.
But it's like a faucet that no one turns off, and there's no way to stop it no matter what.
The mouth opens uncontrollably.
obviously wanted to cry, but when she thought that Liu Ansheng was still outside the house at the moment, Xu Shuyao began to suppress this impulse.
She didn't want the other party to mistakenly think that she had a lot to do......
She didn't want Liu Ansheng to think that she was hypocritical......
But uncomfortable is uncomfortable, and there is no way to control it.
Her breath grew faster and faster because she was suppressed from crying, and she couldn't help but want to cry.
Cover your mouth with your hands and breathe only through your nose.
Keep your noise as low as possible......
Xu Shuyao likes Liu Ansheng.
From the day I hid in the window and looked downstairs......
She began to pay attention to the other party.
She is aware of her flaws, and she has also imagined the scene after the two are together, and she also knows what she is hiding from him.
Can...... To like is to like.
There is no way to control it.
Unable...... Control.
"Bang ......"
A crisp knock on the door sounded in Xu Shuyao's ears, and this movement interrupted her crying.
His eyes subconsciously widened, and he slowly turned his head to look behind him.
"Can you open the door, I have something to say."
Outside the door, Liu Ansheng's words came.
Xu Shuyao, who covered her mouth, looked at the closed door with some blankness, and it took a long time for her to react.
wiped his hands that were already stained with tears on his body.
He took a deep breath, then spit it out again.
After raising his hand and brushing his somewhat messy hair to make sure that there was no big problem with his image, he walked in the direction of the door.
He replied in an already hoarse voice.
"Here ......
Walked to the door, the outstretched hand hesitated.
Eventually, it was pressed on the doorknob.
Press down.
The moment the door was opened, Xu Shuyao quickly turned around.
Avoid being noticed by Liu Ansheng on his face.
Standing outside the door, Liu Ansheng gently pushed the half-hidden door open, looking at the woman in front of him with his back to him.
A step forward.
Two-step ......
came behind her.
Raising his hand, he turned her around with some force.
Xu Shuyao resisted a little, but there was already a huge disparity in strength between men and women.
In the end, he could only face Liu Ansheng and stubbornly lower his head.
Look to the corner.
"Don't you think I'm too ......?"
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Liu Ansheng's words reached Xu Shuyao's ears, but she did not respond.
As if asking and answering himself, after waiting for a while, Liu Ansheng continued.
"I also think it's too much to say that you don't like to hear, but I don't want to hide anything from you......"
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After being stunned for a moment, Xu Shuyao turned his head back after a while and looked at Liu Ansheng in front of him.
She seemed to anticipate something......
"My mom once told me that women are strong and vulnerable...... When I was very young, she told me not to let girls cry. β
The left hand placed on her shoulder slowly lifted up, and gently wiped the corners of her eyes, which were already wet with tears, with his thumb.
The face, which was always cold, showed an apologetic expression at this moment.
"I'm sorry...... I shouldn't have made you cry......"
"I ......"
Xu Shuyao said a word, probably because he hadn't recovered yet, so it wasn't very smooth.
blinked, making his vision of Liu Ansheng less blurry.
"I don't care...... Your previous ......"
"Yes."
"But...... I don't want to hear you say those ......."
"Got it."
"So...... This time, I'll ......."
The three words of forgiveness did not come out of Xu Shuyao's mouth, and in the next second, Liu Ansheng's right hand spread out in front of her eyes.
A ring inlaid with diamonds appeared in Xu Shuyao's sight.
Just lie quietly in the palm of your hand.
Very beautiful ring.
His eyes were opened to the extreme, and Xu Shuyao was obviously hit by a lot of shock.
He raised his hand and rubbed his eyes, and looked again.
The ring is still lying in Liu Ansheng's palm.
Raise your head and look at the man in front of you.
Xu Shuyao's heartbeat also continued to accelerate at this moment.
Thump...... Thump...... Plop plop plop!
"You...... I ......"
As if she couldn't speak, she looked at Liu Ansheng incoherently, and then looked at the diamond ring.
"The reason why I didn't take you out last week was because I picked this one, and I didn't know why I went secretly at the time, but now I seem to know......"
Whispering such a sentence, Liu Ansheng showed a heartfelt smile when facing Xu Shuyao for the first time.
I saw the girl who was a little flustered in front of me.
opened his mouth and said such a sentence.
"I want to ...... I'm probably in love with you. β