Chapter 147: Return to the Heart

Fu Jixian and Yu Jihua sat on a bench outside the door of a 24-hour convenience store, with a bag next to them, and in the bag were some milk bread and other things.

At this time, there were no pedestrians outside, and the little girl in charge of the cashier in the convenience store was also sitting behind the cashier and dozing.

"Yu Jihua, will you be discovered soon when you come out of there?"

Fu Jixian asked, a little worried in his heart. Obviously, every word and deed of a key person like Yu Jihua, a key person in the "organization", should be placed under guardianship or even surveillance, and after she ran out like this, she actually looked very leisurely.

"Brother Li, it's okay, the person in charge of taking care of me won't wake up for a while, and the others will never enter my room in the middle of the night, so at least they won't notice anything tonight...... I have always behaved very well-behaved, obeyed the decisions of the organization, and have never resisted for more than ten years, and have never shown any intention of resisting, like a marionette.

Can you imagine that one day I will suddenly and uncharacteristically decide to flee? Yu Jihua asked rhetorically.

People will naturally feel accustomed to something that lasts, become accustomed to it, and even feel paralyzed and numb to it, so when Yu Jihua, who has been a marionette for many years, suddenly starts to act independently, it is indeed not noticed at the first time.

Fu Jixianli actually didn't have much contact with You Jihua, and he could understand that this child was by no means as thoughtless as it seemed, on the contrary, in fact, the issues she considered were quite complicated, but this was also what You Jihua was willing to show this side to he could know, and for those who get along with her day and night, they may not know her character.

When you think about it, this kid is quite scary...... At a young age, he has a deep mind.

"If that's the case, then it's fine." Fu Jixian just smiled, not caring about those things that were not there.

"As the 'Holy Son' or 'Divine Son' of the organization, I have inherited the 'original embryo' of the Lord's spiritual ability, and the reason why the organization created me is that their purpose is to communicate and connect with the 'ancient gods', and even want to draw out the 'ancient gods' when necessary......"

Then You Jihua explained like this.

Fu Jixian nodded, this kind of thing is actually not difficult to guess, it is nothing more than a group of Shinto people getting together to do some Shinto things.

"Communicating with the 'Old Gods'? So what about the further purpose? ”

"Acquire more forbidden knowledge, explore the origin and truth of the universe, and seek a leap forward in the level of life...... Something like that. After thinking about it, Yu Jihua said this kind of thing in a very serious tone, which was similar to a joke.

"I probably understand that human beings, or beings with intelligence equivalent to or above human beings, are often greedy, and when they see a higher level of life, some people will naturally have certain ideas...... For example, if they want to become like a high-level lifeform or something, since they have such a high-level life, then they also want to become a high-level life.

There's nothing wrong with the idea that life tends to be higher, but if you put it another way, it seems taboo......

When people knew that there really was a god in the world, they also wanted to grab the divine power of God and become god-like beings.

Maybe for many years, organizations have been doing this kind of thing, and you are a key part of it. ”

Fu Jixian was not interested in such things, but he had to admit that similar things had a fatal attraction for some people with brains.

"Well, many, many years ago, the organization was probably formed for this purpose, and until now, although the organization has become extremely loose, it doesn't care about this looseness, because ...... Its core function of the study of the ancient gods is still retained and is still running steadily. ”

"So...... In fact, the organization doesn't need to care about any 'puppeteer' at all, whether the peripheral members die or not, and how many they die, is a matter that has nothing to do with the organization. ”

You Jihua's statement made Fu Jixian want to be a puppeteer, but he immediately stopped the topic, now is not the time to talk about this, "Then You Jihua, since you chose to flee from the organization, where are we going next?" ”

"It's not that I'm running away from the organization, it's that my body can't hold it anymore."

While saying this, You Jihua leaned towards Fu Ji Xianli, and then opened his mouth...... It's like a child with a cold who wants to show his tonsils to the doctor.

Fu Jixianli's gaze moved over, he was still a little inexplicable, but the next moment, something creepy happened to him...... Yu Jihua's mouth changed a little.

Something, densely packed, opened up little by little.

Yu Jihua's tongue, upper jaw, and inner cheeks, it should be said that in her entire mouth, the disorderly arranged dense eyes opened without warning.

When Fu Jixianli's gaze looked there, those eyes immediately turned in the "eye sockets", and they were also looking at Fu Jixianli and catering to his gaze.

Yu Jihua was also reluctant to show this side, and then she closed her mouth.

Then Fu Jixian thought about another thing, from the time he saw You Jihua, this child was wearing the kind of clothes that wrapped her body tightly, and it is very likely that the distortion of her body did not stop here, or there was a gradual deepening process......

Just like allergic urticaria, people with the disease will have a whole red and swollen patch on the skin, and if the symptoms are mild, they can reach out and itch, but if the symptoms are severe, they will ......

The so-called skin is not only on the surface of the body, but also includes the digestive tract, respiratory tract, lungs and even other organs.

The feeling of wanting to pull out your intestines is something that most people don't want to experience.

Speaking of You Jihua, her condition is much more serious than urticaria.

It is unimaginable that when he was "relaxed" with Fu Jixianli, You Jihua was also enduring extreme physical distortions...... Fu Ji Xianli suddenly had a feeling of admiration for You Jihua.

It has nothing to do with age, it can't endure ordinary people, and it can't be endured by ordinary people...... Considering Yu Jihua's age and gender, Fu Jixian felt that he couldn't compare to her.

However, even if You Jihua can endure such pain, his body always has a limit to endure.

"The power of the Old Gods is too strong for humans, and the growth rate of my body is not at all proportional to the normal speed of my spiritual power, which is not something out of control, but something that will happen naturally.

At this point, there is only one choice left for me, and that is to break free from the shackles of this body...... Where life begins is not subject to one's subjective will, but I can at least choose where I go.

And my place does not exist in this world. ”

When You Jihua looked at Fu Ji Xianli, her expression still seemed very calm, she was neither nervous nor sad.

Fu Jixian didn't stupidly ask You Jihua if there was any other solution, because this is almost certain to be a matter of no return, this kind of thing You Jihua, who grew up in the organization, must know more than him, a person who has only been a monk for less than a year, and her judgment of her own physical condition, Fu Jixian can only listen to it as a conclusion, not to question anything.

"Get rid of the shackles of the body, how to understand this sentence?"

"It's very simple, since it comes from the ancient gods, it is natural to return to the ancient gods." Yu Jihua opened a carton of milk and inserted the straw into the air, his feet still swinging gently.

It should be said that she is in a very good mood now, and she is looking forward to this happening in her heart, or this is actually a relief for her.

The thought of not having to bear that burden anymore is really light-hearted.

You Jihua had already said just now that her return was not in the present world, so Fu Jixian and the others understood what she said, "Return to the ancient gods".

It's just that where are the "old gods" to be found?

"The destination is clear, but the key is how to find the ancient gods, I don't think this kind of thing should be so simple, right?" Fu Jixian asked.

The "Old Gods" may exist, but the location of the Old Gods is impossible to talk about, and you can always take a taxi and the high-speed driver will go to the "House of the Old Gods", and then the driver will send them to their destination, right?

"It's not that I want to meet the 'Ancient Gods'," Yu Jihua realized that he hadn't made things clear yet, "You don't need to be face-to-face to contact with the Ancient Gods, in short, as long as you walk into the depths of the Ancient Gods' dream, then we will be in contact with the Ancient Gods, and we will arrive at my destination." ”

"In other words, we just need to reach the depths of the 'Old Gods' Dream Realm?"

Yu Jihua nodded, "The Dream Realm of the Ancient Gods is an extension of the spirit of the Ancient Gods, and after reaching the depths of the Dream Realm, my spirit will be connected with Him. ”

Fu Jixian nodded, it was good that Yu Jihua could recognize the way.

"Then we're going to enter the 'Old Gods Dream Realm' tonight?"

You Jihua didn't answer Fu Jixian's question, only to see her chin tapped forward twice, Fu Jixian glanced forward smoothly, and found that he didn't know where to start, and the building opposite had turned gray.

Then he saw the color spread rapidly, and then the whole world became this color...... Before they knew it, the two of them had sunk into a dream.

This should be from You Jihua's "call" or "echo", and it is obvious that she is not just sitting here and chatting with Fu Jixianli just now.

"Brother Li, it's time for us to go."

You Jihua stood up, threw the empty milk carton in his hand into the gray-white, empty trash can on the side, clapped his hands and then said.

When she led to that unknown destination, she really didn't hesitate or hesitate, it seemed that reality had nothing to be nostalgic for her, and the "old gods" were far more worthy of being close to than humans.

"Let's go, then."

Fu Jixian stood up and said.

So the two of them walked towards the depths of the "Dream of the Ancient Gods".

If you really want to talk about it, Fu Ji Xianli has only escaped from the depths of the dream realm for a few days, but the place they are going to this time is probably much deeper than the place where he stayed with Manaka Aoi before...... Strangely, Fu Jixian didn't seem to have considered a key question so far, that is, if he really sent Yu Jihua back to the ancient gods, what would he do himself?

Let's not talk about other possible hidden dangers, the key question is how can he return to the present world from the "Ancient God Dream Realm" alone?

However, this kind of urgent issue seems to be a problem that Fu Jixian does not need to think about for the time being.

Yu Jihua was in charge of guiding the way, and after the two walked inside for a distance, they saw the monster floating in mid-air again that Fu Jixian saw last time.

"It's another swarm of 'bees', Yu Jihua, are we going to go around?"

Fu Jixian opened his mouth and asked Yu Jihua, she seemed to be very familiar with this kind of place.

"Bees? Brother Li really knows how to choose a name, but ...... It's quite appropriate, these things do have some resemblance to bees, except that what they're collecting isn't honey. ”

Yu Jihua was not surprised or curious that Fu Ji Xianli had seen this kind of monster before, and she continued to talk about the origin of these monsters and how to deal with them.

"It is said that this kind of monster was originally a human who strayed into the dream realm of the ancient gods, and now floating in the sky is their remaining dry body, these things are no longer conscious, but only the instinct of 'thirst for blood' remains.

They have long since run out of blood, so they crave blood.

Actually, these things are not threatening, we can just walk through them. ”

Yu Jihua said.

Her claims about the origin of the monsters were merely speculation, and she knew how to deal with them.

I saw You Jihua continue to walk forward, and when she was about to get close to the "bee" swarm, she handed her right index finger to her mouth and bit it gently, and then squeezed out a drop of blood from this small wound.

When the drop of blood fell to the ground, the group of monsters that had been hanging in the air in a daze suddenly moved, and they pounced on this side purposefully and at a very fast speed.

"Let's take advantage of this opportunity."

With that, You Jihua took his injured finger in his mouth and walked quickly through the area with Fu Jixianli.

A large group of "bees" rushed directly towards that drop of blood, completely ignoring Fu Jixian and the others...... These things do look like they don't have a high IQ.

So last time, it was because he and Manaka Aoi had blood in their bodies, so they were actively attacked by monsters?

Then the monster that rushed towards Aoi Manaka shouldn't just be hungry for blood, maybe it was a lolita when it was born as a human being......

Fu Ji Xianli must have thought about this, because that monster pounced on not Manaka Aoi but himself, and Manaka Aoi was injured to save him, so it should be said that way...... That monster might have been a cover when it was alive.

And after they quickly passed through the area, Yu Jihua stopped to rest, but after the rest, she could no longer stand up.

"Brother Li, dreams will exert a heavier influence on me, it will accelerate my spiritual activation, and then cause a greater burden on my body...... And now it seems that this acceleration is faster and more violent than I thought. ”

You Jihua finally showed a helpless smile at Fu Jixianli.

As she spoke, she pulled up a scarf around her neck and wrapped it around her neck and chin.

Fu Ji Xianli's eyesight is very good, and at a quick glance, he has already seen a crack in the skin on the lower side of the left side of Yu Jihua's face, as if something is about to grow......

You Jihua didn't just ask Fu Jixianli for help in order to escape from that small building, she had already felt in advance that she would not be able to reach the depths of the ancient gods' dream, so she needed Fu Jixianli...... And now, her physical condition is deteriorating faster than expected.

"It's okay, I'll carry you."