Chapter 306: Sanskrit Yin's Mind
"It's a big night! Look what he's doing! Don't hurry back and get some rest!"
"I've been resting for a while. ”
Leng Che gasped, snorted, and prepared to leave.
"Is there something wrong with Uncle looking for Beiming?"
Leng Che looked at Fanyin with a confused look and said, "No! I'm going to sleep!"
"Oh, then I'll send you back first. Fanyin turned around and followed Leng Che.
"What are you sending me for, I know the way, hurry up and go back to rest by yourself." ”
"Oh. After hearing this, he stood still.
"What are you doing standing stupidly, go back and rest!" Leng Che reprimanded.
"I want to see the North Underworld. ”
After listening to Leng Che, he suddenly lost his breath, and then quickly looked left and right, but fortunately, the soldiers guarding were at the end of the corridor, and no one heard it.
"You can see who you like, I'll go back. ”
"Then uncle, you go slowly. Sanskrit said. Leng Che disappeared in place in the next second. Fanyin looked at the place where Leng Che disappeared with a sullen head, feeling a little strange.
"What's wrong with uncle?" she turned to look at Xiang Beiming. I saw Beiming looking straight at him, and said for a long time: "It's nothing." ”
"What's wrong with you, are you tired?" Fanyin saw Beiming's haggard face, and his eyes were bloodshot and suddenly worried. Two steps came up to him and looked up at him.
"Nope. Beiming said softly to her. "I was going to see you just now, but then Uncle Leng came to talk to me, so I was delayed. ”
"It's okay, I'm fine, I just want to ......" Fanyin suddenly lowered her head, remembering what her brother Leng Yi said to her, he asked her not to come to Beiming, let Beiming rest by herself, but these days she always thinks about him, and she still can't help but come over. "I just wanted to come and see you. Finally, Sanskrit whispered. After saying this, Bei Ming had already gently brought Sanskrit Yin into the room and closed the door.
"Huh?" Sanskrit looked left and right, not knowing how he had come in. Beiming stood in front of her, looking at her affectionately. Sanskrit wanted to speak, but was preempted by Beiming.
"Why didn't you talk to me when you left Lingdu?"
Fanyin didn't expect that she and Beiming had gone through so much, and when they met again, he asked this first. Beiming looked at her seriously, wanting to know the answer.
"I," Sanyin hesitated for a moment, and continued, "Are you sure you're okay now? Do you want Yaya to come up and help you take a look? I see that your eyes are bloodshot and your face is not good, is there anything uncomfortable?"
"You answer my question first, I'm fine. Why didn't you talk to me when you left Lingdu?"
Fanyin opened her mouth, she didn't know how to speak, she wanted to avoid it, but she knew that Beiming was very stubborn, so she could only muster up the courage to say slowly: "I thought, I thought it would be better not to tell you." ”
"Why?"
When Sanskrit said this, it became more and more difficult to speak, and slowly lowered his head. Beiming didn't urge her, but said slowly: "Why did you say goodbye to Yaya, Uncle Qingshan, and Leng Yi, but didn't tell me?"
After a long time, Fanyin spoke: "Yaya grew up with me since childhood, and she will be sad without me...... I'm going to fight, in case I ......" Saying this, Fanyin paused, "I can't ignore her...... Leng Yi is my brother, although he didn't know it at the time, but I already knew, I thought, if I can't come back, he will definitely be sad if he knows my identity again. So I said goodbye to him too. ”
Hearing this, Beiming's heart suddenly sank, and he knew that Fanyin was going to the war with the determination to die, although he also knew it early in the morning, and he could say it from Fanyin's mouth himself, he still broke out in a cold sweat. He grabbed Sanskrit Yin's arm and said urgently, "What about me? Do you mean, if you leave, they will be sad, but I won't?"
Fanyin frowned, and endured and said again: "Yaya grew up with me, she has already had me in her life, she can't hide, if I go, I must have an explanation with her, otherwise what will she do as a little girl." As for Leng Yi, he is my brother's identity, he can't change if he wants to, I am in his life, we have long been twisted together by family affection, if I don't say goodbye to him, in case I can't come back, he will regret it. After Sanskrit finished speaking, the two men stopped.
"What about me?" Bei Ming said in a low voice, the voice seemed to be begging for something, and he only felt sad, and his heart was like a knife.
Fanyin's eyes drooped, he lowered his head, and said slowly: "You...... I thought, it's better not to talk to you. What if I can't come back...... You can also ...... well."
"What!" Beiming couldn't believe his ears, and tears of grievance were about to burst out of his eyes, but he still held back, "Why ......?"
"If I die, I don't want to leave much in your life. Fanyin pinched his fingers vigorously and said, "What are you doing?" It will only make you sad, it is better for me to go simpler, and leave you a little less impression, so that you will not be too sad because of me. After all, I'm just a friend, or comrade-in-arms, of yours. In Yaya and Leng Yi's lives, I have existed for a long time, and they can't hide if they want to. But I'm nothing to you, and if I'm gone, you can treat me as a passerby, just forget about it, and don't feel sorry for me anymore. ”
"Do you know what you're talking to me!" Beiming couldn't help roaring anymore when he heard this!
Fanyin was so frightened that she suddenly raised her head to look at him, only to see him burst into tears and his eyes full of sadness. She was suddenly distressed, followed by red eyes, and burst into tears: "I think, I think you will be better off that way." ”
Beiming took Sanskrit Yin in his arms, tried his best, and said: "If you don't come back, how can you make me feel better! How can I be better! Fifth Fanyin! Do you think that my Beitang Beiming is not worth mentioning in your heart, or do you think that I only regard you as an ordinary friend! When did I treat you as my ordinary friend and comrade-in-arms!"
"No! It's not like that!" Sanskrit sobbed anxiously in Beiming's arms, "You don't, you don't have anything to mention in my heart!
"Do you know how much you mean to me!" said Bei Ming.
"Beiming, I'm sorry. These days I think that if I hadn't been able to do it myself, I would have gone north with my uncle. If Minister Win had gone at that time, maybe, maybe my uncle would have been safe. It's that I'm not strong enough, I'm not good, I should help you and my aunt bring your uncle back," Fanyin cried more and more, and sobbed, "If only I could change my uncle back." So you can be reunited as a family. I was originally a person, it doesn't matter......"
"What nonsense are you talking about!" Bei Mingyin pulled the Sanskrit sound in front of him, bent over, and said to her face to face, "Fifth Sanskrit Yin, war is cruel, and no one wants to exchange anyone's life is worth it! As soldiers, this is our will and our consciousness! You and I are equally sad about my father's sacrifice, but we can't be self-effacing and lose our will! My father did his duty as a soldier in order for us to live better! Not remorse and self-blame! You have long been a daughter's existence to him, if you exchange your life for your father's life, whose life are you wanting!"