Chapter 377: Unintentional at first

Cuiyu hurriedly took Yan Nan to the second floor at night, took her into the private room, and asked people to wait, and went to the small courtyard where Xue Yan lived to make a report.

She didn't dare to take Yan Nanwan directly to the courtyard where Xue Yan lived, because Xue Yan had been locking herself in the house in the past few days except for going out to do business. At first, they didn't know what he was doing, but when she went in to clean up the house this morning, she found that Xue Yan had been painting Yan Nanwan's portrait, painting one after another, tirelessly.

Cuiyu arrived at the small courtyard where Xue Yan lived, and sure enough, the door of the house was still closed, so she stepped forward and knocked on the door: "Master, someone is looking for you." ”

There was no response in the room for a long time, Cuiyu thought for a while, and continued: "Miss Yan is looking for you. ”

The door opened, and Xue Yan stood at the door, looking at Cuiyu, his eyes full of excitement: "You said you came late?"

Cuiyu nodded: "Miss Yan is waiting in the Spring Breeze Building." ”

"Go, get her. Xue Yan was so excited that he didn't know what to say, so he turned around a few times in place and walked out of the house, "I'll go over, I'll go over to find her." ”

Cuiyu looked at her master and was excited like this, and she didn't know whether to be happy or worried.

She looked at the way Miss Fang Caiyan came, and guessed that there shouldn't be anything good. My own master passed over so excitedly, and after listening to Miss Yan's words for a while, I didn't know what to be sad about.

Xue Yancai didn't care what Yan Nanwan was talking about when he came to him, anyway, as long as Yan Nanwan was willing to take the initiative to find him and let him see her, he would be happy.

As long as he could see her and know that she was well, he would ask for nothing.

Yan Nanwan sat in the private room, holding a cup of tea in her hand, and the thought of regret flashed in her heart, and then she quickly denied it.

Today, she must say all the words clearly, if she doesn't say it clearly, she has always had a pimple in her heart, and I am afraid that she will not be blind until she dies.

The door of the private room was slammed open, the tea cup in Yan Nanwan's hand was slightly tilted, some of the tea spilled out, dripping on the table, and she raised her head to look at the person standing at the door.

Xue Yan stood at the door, neither in nor out. In the past, the mighty and fearless Seven Princes became like a hairy boy standing in place.

"Do you want to stand at the door and say?"

Xue Yan shook his head, quickly walked into the private room, closed the door by the way, walked to the table, and sat opposite Yan Nanwan: "Are you looking for me?"

Yan Nanwan nodded, "I want to ask you something." ”

"If you ask, I must have said without concealing it. Xue Yan said quickly, for fear that Yan Nanwan would be unhappy to leave if he said it was a little slower.

Xue Yan glanced at him, poured him a cup of tea, put it in front of him, and said, "I want to ask you, did you know Meng Qing before you knew me?"

"You listen to my explanation, evening, I ...... Meng Qing"

Yan Nanwan raised her hand, interrupted Xue Yan's explanation, and only said, "Just tell me, did you already know Meng Qing before you knew me?"

Xue Yan nodded.

Yan Nanwan continued to ask, "Then what kind of emotions did you have towards Meng Qing at the beginning?"

"I have no feelings for her!" Xue Yan said categorically, "I only know that there is a person named Meng Qing, and I don't know what she looks like at all." And at that time, I was so focused on fighting for the throne and avenging my mother that I didn't have the heart to think about these things at all. ”

"No, you have a mind. Yan Nanwan looked at him and said.

Xue Yan was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously asked, "Why do I have a mind?"

"If you really didn't have the mind at that time, how could you ask the emperor for the two of us to marry?" Yan Nanwan said with a heartfelt voice.

Xue Yan was speechless for a while, how should he say this?

At that time, the reason why he asked the emperor for marriage was that he really didn't have any superfluous thoughts about Yan Nanwan, and he didn't even see what she looked like, but he just felt that this woman was more maverick, dared to refuse the emperor, and didn't cling to the prince, he thought it was interesting, and he thought that he would not marry someone else in the future, so it was better to find someone who was pleasing to the eye and put it by his side, which was also comfortable.

"Why don't you speak?" Yan Nanwan looked at him, because of his silence, there was some taste in his heart.

Just now he also said that he didn't have any feelings for Meng Qing, and now he is silent, and he is not acquiescing. He must have feelings for Meng Qing, and he is a substitute for Meng Qing.

"If you don't talk again, I'm leaving. ”

As she spoke, she was about to get up and prepare to leave the place.

Xue Yan was in a hurry, and stretched out his hand to pull her arm: "You sit down first, I said, I can't do it?"

I don't know when it started, and when he faced her, there seemed to be no way but to compromise. Uncompromising is afraid that she will be angry, afraid that she will be sad, and I am reluctant to see her sad appearance.

However, many times, he brought her sadness and little happiness.

He was full of guilt in his heart for her, but his love for her was real, and there was not a single impurity mixed in it.

"Later, I didn't love you at first. After Xue Yan said this, he let out a long breath, looked at Yan Nanwan, and simply said, "I just thought that you were different from other women at first, and I was only thinking about revenge and taking the throne at that time, and I didn't think about getting married, nor did I think that I would get married in the future, so I thought that it would be fun to keep an interesting woman like you by my side in the future." ”

"So, you just used me as a plaything for your boring pastime at first?" Yan Nanwan laughed.

"No, I'm just ......" Xue Yan suddenly didn't know how to explain.

Actually, what Yan Nanwan said was also right, he shouldn't have used the so-called imperial power to interfere in her life in the first place, but it was a bit too much to say that it was a play.

"Later, no matter what happened before, I will only like you alone in my life. Xue Yan assured.

"What about Meng Qing?"

Xue Yan was angry when he thought about Meng Qing, and he only felt that why this Meng Qing had been haunted and couldn't get around.

"I have no feelings for Meng Qing, I didn't have it before, and I won't have it in the future. ”

"Master!" Ling Sheng hurriedly pushed open the door and walked in, "Something happened to Meng Qing!"

"What's wrong?" Xue Yan wanted to strangle Ling Sheng to death, what did he come in to do at this critical moment, he came in and came in, and with Meng Qing's news, he simply couldn't get along with himself, "Is she dead?"

"Not dead. Ling Sheng replied truthfully.

"Don't tell me if you're not dead!" Xue Yan said angrily.

Ling Sheng glanced at Xue Yan and said, "Although he is not dead, he is almost there." ”

"What's going on?" Xue Yan got serious, "Someone came to kill her?"

Ling Sheng shook his head: "The subordinates looked at the room where Meng Qing was held, and there was no trace of anyone coming in there. ”