Chapter 69. It's over
As Yegor said, Varona is a woman who has had a clear will of her own since she was a child, and a clear understanding of the meaning of her life.
And the reason why Yegor went from Russia to Ikebukuro in the neon country is also because of the meaning of this guy's life.
"I am a woman who wants to defeat the strong, fight with the strong, and feel the thrill of dying anytime and anywhere."
Yes, that's why Valona is alive.
After Jiang Jiu heard this, he didn't have much feeling on his face, but he had already begun to ponder it in his heart.
Feel the thrill of dying anytime, anywhere?
Varona slowly got up.
"I am a single parent, and my father is often away from home because he is in that kind of industry, and all that accompanies me is countless books. The meaning of my life at that time was not this, it was just for my father's little love and endless knowledge. ”
"Father's love?"
Jiang Jiu couldn't help but think of his childhood.
In fact, there is nothing to say, it is nothing more than relatives killing each other and breaking up their minds.
Only those who can pass the trials are qualified to be the sons of their fathers.
He was the least and the only one to survive the trial.
"But at the age of ten, when I used what I had learned from books to kill the robbers who came to my house, the meaning of this life was gone. I love the feeling of being on the verge of a dead end, as if I will be killed in the next moment. Of course, I love the feeling of killing that bandit. ”
"Do you experience the thrill of being close to death?"
Jiang Jiu touched his chin, it seemed to make some sense, he was also very happy when he was like this for the first time.
However, because this emotion might hinder his mission, he abandoned it.
Yes, if you say abandon, you will abandon.
Seeing that Jiang Jiu was still a little confused, Valona's eyes lit up.
She figured it out, she completely figured it out!
The dead are all implanted in the early stage to make them become dead soldiers.
Jiang Jiu, this guy is essentially a killer, but in fact, he is no different from a dead man.
The average deceased chooses to be buried after the death of the master they serve.
But Jiang Jiu obviously didn't want to die like this, that is, the instinct to survive in this guy's mind was fighting against the dead man's way of living.
And it seems that Jiang Jiu did not have an advantage in this confrontation, otherwise he would not have come to her to ask about the meaning of life.
Other words...... Maybe, maybe it really can!
Varona's breathing involuntarily began to rapid, and her body involuntarily became hot at the thought of that possibly.
If she really succeeds, she will gain a huge powerhouse, a loyal dead soldier who can accompany her in life and death training every day and help her grow!
"Mr. Black Sword, I wonder if you mind if I give you a meaning to live?"
No, no! Oops! That's too blunt! To be killed, to be killed! I'm going to die!
“...... Good. ”
Huh?
At this moment, even a genius-type cold-faced killer like Varona couldn't help but freeze in place for dozens of seconds.
Jiang Jiu looked at Varona with a smile.
"There's no way at all, it's strange that I can't find what I want like you do, I can only rely on others to find what I want. Since I was born, I have been instilled with the notion that any preference can be changed by my father, that is, by my master. As long as he likes what he wants, what he needs, I like and need. ”
"This ......"
"It's a heartfelt liking, without any resentment."
Jiang Jiu's words made Varona speechless.
Compared to this guy, his childhood can't be called miserable at all.
Jiang Jiu is a deformed product, he can be called either a person who loves everything or a person who loves nothing.
It can be said that he is like an emotionless tool man, who changes with the user's thoughts.
Varona looked at Jiang Jiu's situation, hesitated for a moment, and continued, "Are you really willing? ”
"It's a great honor. But there's one thing I'll tell you beforehand. I won't be here for long, and when I disappear into Ikebukuro, the two of us will never see each other again in this life. ”
Jiang Jiu's words made Varona stunned.
"May I ask why?"
"Of course. But I can't say the specific answer, I can only tell you that I will leave this land, and you and I will never see each other if there is no accident. You don't have much time in half control over me. ”
Jiang Jiu said something like semi-control very easily.
He could see that Varona was trying to do something with him.
He didn't care about it, and if this guy could really get him back to the way he used to be, then what's wrong with being driven a few times?
He is an emotionless man, either to anyone or to himself.
For him, dignity or something, there is no such thing as a complete existence.
Of course, if it weren't for the fact that his condition is starting to get worse and worse, he wouldn't be at this point.
In the past, it was possible to stabilize the brain by emptying the brain, but now even when walking on the street, you may fall into confusion if you are not paying attention to the conversation with others.
He could feel that he was getting more and more agitated.
It is necessary to find something that can stabilize Jiang Jiu himself, otherwise the consequences will become uncontrollable.
After hearing what Jiang Jiu said, Valona felt a little unhappy, after all, such a good thing could never be bumped into again except for this love.
But she should be content to bump into her once, after all, not any strong person is willing to talk to her like this.
Not to mention that the identity of the strong man is still a dead man who happened to lose his master.
"The purpose of my life is to follow what you just said, to experience the thrill of approaching death. Then, I give you the same meaning of life, to experience the thrill of approaching death. ”
"Thank you very much."
At this moment, Jiang Jiu's restless heart calmed down again.
Because he has rediscovered his purpose.
Varona looked at Jiang Jiu's sincere expression, even if she was a famous cold-faced person, she couldn't help but frown.
But this kind of expression is quite normal, after all, she was crushed by Jiang Jiu with absolute strength not long ago, and now Jiang Jiu has become half of her dead soldiers.
"Black Sword...... Can you tell me your real name? ”
"Jiang Jiu, a mainlander."
"Mainlanders?"
Naturally, Varona knew that country.
It's just that she really didn't expect to meet a mainlander's killer here.
But if you really want to calculate logically, it's normal to meet mainland killers here, after all, the neon country itself is not far from the mainland.
Jiang Jiu slowly opened the door, looked at Yegor, who was silent inside, and Shi Long, who kept asking, and smiled:
"It's over."