It seems like it's back to that rainy night again.

Ivan knelt on the ground, his face long ago unable to distinguish whether it was tears or rain.

The cold body was completely unconscious, and Ivan could feel that the goddess of death had reached out to him, but Ivan didn't want to resist anymore, he was already numb.

Maybe it's not bad to die quietly like this, no one will remember that there was such a small life in the world.

But at least, he was able to see his mother again......

......

Ivan still doesn't know who his father is, and for as long as he can remember, he only has the memory of his mother.

The mother in my impression is undoubtedly a strong and gentle woman.

Life in the slums is absolutely unimaginable, with a large number of crooks and robbers roaming the streets here.

There is no life here, but it is in this environment that Ivan never despairs of life when he was a child, and the warmth brought to him by his mother is the most covetous thing in his life.

But the mother soon became seriously ill.

When he was five years old, he could only watch his mother lose weight day by day, and the church would not help the poor mother and son at all.

They see Mother and Son Ivan as devils!

In the end, Ivan could only watch his mother close her eyes forever on the day of the pouring rain.

Ivan hates!

He hated his father, he hated those who stood by and spoke ill of him, but he hated himself even more!

The young Ivan could only walk aimlessly through the streets of the royal city.

Without his mother, he felt that there was no need for him to continue wandering in this world.

The icy loneliness soon enveloped Ivan.

He collapsed in the street, letting the rain wash over his tiny body.

In a trance, he saw his mother, and as usual, he crouched in the corner and beckoned Ivan to dinner, and just as he stretched out his hand to try to grab her, a large hand reached out.

Not as delicate as a mother, but just as warm.

Ivan shook his head, interrupting the deep memories.

For him, this is just a thing of the past, he has been able to control his emotions very well, and his childhood experiences have made him far more mature than his peers.

Meditation as a magician for the first time is likely to cause an outburst of emotions in your heart, and you will think of people or experiences that are relatively important to you.

This is also what Merlin said at the beginning: "Human emotions are also a great force." ”

Unlike druids or orc shamans, human wizards need to go through a lot of practice and meditate to perceive the elements compared to their innate magical powers and elemental affinities.

In other words, for human wizards, talent and hard work are indispensable.

Both druids and shamans can be said to be representatives of the bloodline influence arcane, also known as warlocks. Their power to invoke arcane magic is generally far greater than that of humans, but far less diverse than the variety of human wizard spells.

Because, the greatest weapon of mankind is intelligence and the number of people (or perhaps the rate of reproduction).

The intelligence of the elves is not lower than that of humans, and even higher than the average of humans, but their numbers are too scarce, and even after the elven war of extermination, the existing elves can only wander around the continent, and the number is so small that they can almost compete with the dragons operating on the continent.

As for the orcs? Only shamans and a handful of orc royalty can compare to humans.

After all, the Orc Prophet hadn't appeared for hundreds of years.

Therefore, the wizards who have reached the peak of the arcane arts, even if combined, are not as many as humans.

The Goddess of Magic is a very special neutral deity, and all mages seem to say two words about the Goddess of Magic.

But because I have never heard of this goddess interfering with the main material plane, there are very few people who truly believe in the goddess of magic. (As for the miracle of spreading magic to humans, it is only a legend, but it is not actually credible, and for mages, they are more likely to believe that Merlin and some human sages popularized magic in the pursuit of truth and truth.) ）

Ivan frowned, he didn't feel the slightest element, which showed that his magical talent was not high.

Perhaps, there is no talent at all.

Andrea had asked Ivan if he needed to put him to the test of his magic during the deal.

Maybe he didn't have the talent to learn magic at all, so what was the use of entering the magic academy? But Ivan refused, and entering the Academy of Magic was already his last chance. He didn't want to know that he wasn't qualified before he worked hard, he needed a diploma from the Academy of Magic, which was his ticket to the Academy's Grand Contest and then run for the Brave.

"How?"

This was Ivan's first meditation at the Academy of Magic, and meditation is a compulsory course for all magicians.

"According to what you said, I do remember some things from the past, but I still can't perceive the slightest element."

Compared with knights who can be diligent and able to make up for their shortcomings in the later stage, the innate talent of a magician is more important.

Gifted magicians can feel the presence of the elements at the very beginning of meditation.

Of course, there are magicians who have become strong through hard work, but not only are they scarce in number, but their ceiling is doomed to be difficult for them to break through.

Ivan's situation is actually very normal, even if most people can become magicians, the time they perceive the elements is very different. Perceiving the elements is not only a matter of elemental affinity for the magician himself, but also a test of the depth of the magician's meditation. Stern is one of those few people who are extremely talented in magic, and he is not only a genius in the construction of magic circles, but in fact he is quite accomplished in casting spells. Although he only has one reconnaissance spell now, he still has a lot of theoretical knowledge.

However, he understood Ivan's frustration, and could only be relieved: "Teacher Valey of our academy was not able to perceive the elements at once. ”

Yes, not everyone is the darling of fate, and it is not for nothing that there are people with mediocre talents but shine on the way to magic, and Varay of the Royal Academy of Magic of Odin is one of them. He was a model of late bloomer, and even his mentor who had always encouraged him never imagined that one day this stupid boy who had spent a month perceiving the elements would one day be able to stand in the highest magical school and teach his students.

Ivan actually knew it in his heart, it was extremely rare for a mage to be able to perceive the elements for the first time, but he couldn't help but wish that he was one of them.

His identity is not recognized by the Knight Academy and the Church, and even entering the Academy of Magic has wasted a lot of effort.

The first four generations of brave men in history represent the pinnacle of martial arts, and they are taking an unusual path, but this road is full of thorns and uncertain future.

If you can't stand out in the academy competition, you won't be able to get a recommendation spot from the academy, and this recommendation is the only way for Ivan to compete for the name of the brave.

Otherwise, if you enter the church base camp as a remnant of the Ivan Demon Clan, you may be sent to the gallows by the fanatical believers immediately.

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