Woo~~~ It really hurts.

Shen Xue thought uncomfortably, she finally realized Chu Zixian's mood when she was beaten by her many years ago, it turned out that she was so aggrieved.

After a long time of stepping on and beating, Chu Zixian saw that Shen Xue was tired and already sweating profusely and panting, and he no longer resisted him, so he stopped, laughed and said to her: "It's so cool, I've wanted to abuse you for a long time!" ”

Just this sentence instantly poked Shen Xue's tears, the tears she had suppressed before, she couldn't hold them back this time, and she cried out with a whin.

Chu Zixian heard Shen Xue's crying, the smile on his face disappeared instantly, and then he breathed a sigh of relief, he went down and gently touched Shen Xue's hair with his hand, and said to her: "Cry, just cry." ”

"Wow!!" When Chu Zixian said this, Shen Xue seemed to be poked in an instant for so many years of grievances, and was instantly released to cry bitterly, and Chu Zixian quietly touched her hair beside her.

Chen Shan's apprentice heard Shen Xue's cry and came out of the room to take a look, and then quietly slipped back, as if it had nothing to do with him, it was better not to ignore and not listen to incivility.

Because she was lying on her stomach, Shen Xue's face was flushed with tears, and her snot flowed down, and her crying became smaller, and after finding out that she was embarrassed now, she really wanted to find a crack in the ground to get into, and she looked at Chu Zixian embarrassedly and turned her head to the side again.

Chu Zixian was amused by Shen Xue's cute appearance, he helped Shen Xue to pull her to sit up, but Shen Xue suddenly straightened up again, touched her ass with both hands and glared at Chu Zixian and said, "You can't just start lightly?" ”

"Can you become like this with a tap?" Chu Zixian asked Shen Xue rhetorically, and wiped the tears and snot from the corners of Shen Xue's eyes with his sleeve.

Shen Xue was a little blushing by Chu Zixian's behavior, but she was already quite blushing, but it was not obvious, and she was embarrassed to answer Chu Zixian's question, and lowered her head slightly.

After Chu Zixian wiped Shen Xue's tears and snot, he asked her, "How did you go to Zhao Tianhu to ask for those businesses?" Why kneel down for him? ”

Shen Xue, who was originally a little shy, suddenly changed her face after hearing this question, her eyes and expressions were constantly changing, as if she was struggling with something?

Seeing Shen Xue's change like this, Chu Zixian immediately grabbed Shen Xue's shoulders with his hands, pulled her closer to look at her and said loudly, "I'm here!" It's okay! It's going to be fine! What's going on? ”

I don't know if it was Chu Zixian's face that played a role, or Chu Zixian's yelling that played a role, after looking at Chu Zixian with a struggling look, he hugged Chu Zixian, his stiff body gradually relaxed, closed his eyes and slowly said, "My dad wants to make money, I'll help him make money." ”

"There are so many ways to make money, why do you want to ask Zhao Tianhu?" Chu Zixian asked Shen Xue.

"Because I know he hates me, I want to get his forgiveness, but it doesn't seem to work." Shen Xue's tone of voice was as flat as when she was in the hospital, but fortunately, it was not that empty and dead feeling, but there was some warmth.

"Just because you want his forgiveness?" Chu Zixian pulled Shen Xue out of his arms, and looked at her with both hands on Shen Xue's shoulders.

Shen Xue's eyes showed that kind of world-weary feeling again, but when she looked at Chu Zixian, she was very warm, she smiled softly at Chu Zixian, and said, "You know what? In fact, Xiaohu has begun to have serious organ failure half a year ago, and his body has been seen that he has lost so much weight that he can only rely on infusions to maintain his vitality, and the doctor said that Xiaohu's time is running out. ”

Chu Zixian's face showed a heavy expression when he heard Shen Xue say this, this is the end of reality, and he also thought about whether Zhao Xin would be able to miraculously regain consciousness and get out of bed again one day, but obviously this is just a fantasy.

Shen Xue didn't give Chu Zixian too much time to think about it before she continued: "Xiaohu's time is running out, and my time is running out, so as long as they are happy and happy, I can do whatever I want, it doesn't matter, but I'm also lucky, I'm glad to see you again, can I hug you again?" ”

Hearing Shen Xue's tone of request, Chu Zixian couldn't help but feel sour in his heart, and gently stopped Shen Xue in his arms and touched her hair, now he finally understood all Shen Xue's strange behaviors, maybe these years may have passed in the blink of an eye for the happy Chu Zixian, but for Shen Xue and Zhao Xin, maybe every minute is torment.

"Why can't you be strong?" Chu Zixian asked Shen Xue.

"I'm so tired, really tired." Shen Xue leaned on Chu Zixian's shoulder and responded to Chu Zixian with her eyes closed.

"Why so." Chu Zixian finally sighed, he never thought that Shen Xue would become such a person.

Probably understood the meaning of Chu Zixian's words, Shen Xue said softly: "I'm guilty, it's me who is wrong, I should have listened to my parents in the first place, I'm sorry for Xiaohu, and I'm not right for Zhao Tianhu and Zhao Chen, I want to make up for it, I really want to make it up." ”

Shen Xue has been doing it for so many years, but she has never said such an idea to anyone, and today she said what she said in her heart, and her heart suddenly felt a lot easier, and in addition to what she said to Chu Zixian, she also had to bear the fingers of many people.

Some people say behind her back that Shen Xue has a criminal record, some people say that Shen Xue actually likes a cripple, and some people say that Shen Xue is a broom star, people are terrible, even their eyes can make Shen Xue collapse, she is an extremely face-saving person, how can she stand this, but she has to endure it.

In this kind of torment, she kept avoiding this gossip, witnessed Zhao Xin's tragic situation again and again, and recalled the eyes of the people around her again and again.

Chu Zixian didn't let the tears flow out, Shen Xue is such a person, sometimes she just can't see it, she doesn't hit the south wall and doesn't look back when she decides, she just wants to compete with herself, if Shen Xue is thick-skinned and looks more open, she can be ruthless, and maybe she won't force herself to look like this.

It seems that Shen Xue has wanted to commit suicide for a long time.

Chu Zixian, who already understood Shen Xue's situation, dared to let Shen Xue leave, although it was not early now, Chu Zixian still asked Shen Xue to change her clothes and took her to the psychiatrist.

Money can make ghosts grind, Chu Zixian is willing to pay, and it doesn't matter how late he is.

The psychiatrist asked Chu Zixian to bring Shen Xue directly to her house.

This psychiatrist is one of the more famous ones in Zhejiang, and he used to be Jiang Kexin's psychiatrist, an aunt in her forties.