This game is also difficult for Lin Xuan to accept, Xiao Nizi has been very bored recently, because there is no school start, she has no other acquaintances here, and occasionally she will go to Su Luoyu, but the distance is not close, and she can't drive, and secondly, after all, people have families, and it is not good to go over often, so she can only stay at home every day to play the piano and read a book or have a live broadcast of meetings, Lin Xuan feels guilty about this, and wants her to be happy when she watches the game on the spot, but it turns out like this.

Jiang Qianyu witnessed Lin Xuan's powerlessness at the scene, and the strong unwillingness that could be felt from so far away, so he was very dissatisfied with Mu Bangli, who collapsed on the road, this kind of complaint is a little undesirable for a professional team, but she stood in the position of the audience and fans, and felt that she was a spur, although complaining to Lin Xuan He would not be able to relay it to Mu Wanli, and the spur could not whip Mu Wanli.

Lin Xuan and Jiang Yingxue were the first to sleep in the entire team basically every day, so when he returned to the room, Xue Yunqi was still in the training room, and there was no need to avoid any taboos. ”

She knew Mu Wanli's feelings for Jiang Yingxue, so Jiang Yingxue's suggestion to Mu Wanli Lin Xuan also told her as an interesting story, this matter hit Mu Wanli hard, and for Xiao Nizi, even if he was punished.

Lin Xuan thought for a while and said, "I guess I don't know, Mu Bangli doesn't usually talk much, let alone talking to Jiang Yingxue, if you weren't so careful, I wouldn't have noticed it until now." ”

Xiao Nizi snorted lightly, expressing her disdain for Lin Xuan's sycophancy, and said: "That's different, in fact, many times whether you like a person or not, the person concerned is the easiest to notice, just pretend not to know." ”

Lin Xuan smiled: "You are more experienced in this kind of thing. ”

Jiang Qianyu said: "What do you mean?" ”

"A moment of silence for the majority of male students in your school."

"Hmph, if you get cheap, you still sell it."

Lin Xuan laughed twice, feeling that it was a pity that Xiao Nizi was not around, otherwise he could have said something else, at this time, the language was too weak, he sighed dejectedly, and said, "Do you think there is hope for the two of them?" ”

Jiang Qianyu said sweetly: "What are you doing, don't you think that Mu Bangli has no hope, you can have a chance?" ”

Lin Xuan smiled: "Yes, isn't it just right, you won't be here for the next three months, I have to find someone, otherwise I will be lonely." ”

Xiao Nizi actually calmed down, and her voice was still sweet: "Okay, okay, then I just happened to find a temporary boyfriend, but let it go, as soon as you arrive, I will definitely break up with him, and ensure that you always have the highest priority......"

Lin Xuan found that his possessiveness was still even worse, knowing that she was deliberately angry with herself, she still couldn't help it, and gritted her teeth and said, "You dare!" ”

Jiang Qianyu snorted: "If you dare, I dare." ”

Lin Xuan didn't speak for a long time, Jiang Qianyu was a little aggrieved and said: "What are you doing, it's obvious that you were joking first, and you're still angry with me......"

Lin Xuan breathed a sigh of relief and said softly: "Okay, my fault, I won't joke in the future." ”

Jiang Qianyu said: "Why, you can joke if you want to? You're not happy when I'm talking nonsense, so I'm uncomfortable listening to it when you're talking nonsense. ”

Lin Xuan heard her say that she had already cried later, and quickly admitted her mistake, Xiao Nizi was about to separate, and she had little time to stay together during this time, and she had accumulated a lot of grievances in her heart, but it was okay if he didn't persuade her, but she really cried after persuasion, and didn't speak for a long time, but Lin Xuan only coaxed twice, and she felt that she was too squeamish, wiped away her tears, snorted and said, "I'm fine." After a pause, he whispered, "I'm sorry, I didn't want to cry." ”

Lin Xuan was distressed and guilty, and said softly: "I'm sorry to tell me, if you want to say it, it should be me...... Okay, let's not talk about that, what were we talking about? ”

"I don't remember."

"Well, I don't remember either."

After being silent for a while, Jiang Qianyu suddenly called out softly, "Lin Xuan", Lin Xuan responded and asked, "What's wrong?" Then I listened to her thin and soft voice, which was soft and sweet, and said, "I am yours." ”

Lin Xuan smiled and let out a heavy "um", and then heard Xiao Nizi add, "You are also mine." ”

Lin Xuan said "um" again, and at this time he found that he was the one who was coaxed, and he was also the one who needed the most comfort and was the most insecure in this upcoming parting.

He paused and shouted softly, "Shallow." ”

"Huh?"

"Shall I go to you now?"

"What are you doing?"

"I want to sleep with you in my arms."

Jiang Qianyu said shamefully: "Don't." ”

"Why not?"

"Not at all."

"Does this 'don't' mean 'I'll wait for you'?"

"If Jiang Yingxue says don't want to Mu Wanli, what do you think?"

"You're thinking too much."

"Congratulations, you got it right."

"Isn't it good for us to talk about people behind our backs?"

"Is anyone eavesdropping?"

"No...... Right? ”

"What's wrong with that."

……

Lin Xuan didn't know when he fell asleep, he only knew that when he woke up in the middle of the night, the voice call hadn't hung up, he looked at the time with sleepy eyes, it was more than three o'clock in the morning, and Xue Yunqi had already fallen asleep, so he shouted softly "shallow", naturally he didn't reply, he wanted to hang up the phone, but he was worried that the sound of hanging up would make Xiao Nizi noisy, so he put the phone aside and quickly lost consciousness again.

This feeling of being in love sometimes makes him feel a little ashamed, and he feels that it is too useless for a manly husband to be immersed in love like this, and then he ponders that it seems that it should not be his fault, and he calmly continues to immerse himself, and for this reason, he feels a sense of happiness that has not been in the memory of two lifetimes so strong that he can't help but feel deep fear.

When I first read "Paradise Lost" and watched the ending of the whole book, what Lin Xuan was most impressed by was not the relationship between the hero and heroine, even if they chose to commit suicide for this extramarital affair that should not exist and loved each other to the extreme, Lin Xuan felt a shock because of this, but it was never the most impressive thing for him in this book.

Instead, the hero and his dignified and beautiful wife were first married when they fell in love with each other.

They used to love each other very much.

And in the time of the text, he faced his wife, who admired the beauty of the beautiful lover Rinko and had a good figure, and he no longer had any desires, so that he had no impulses for a year or two, but here in Rinko, he was half a hundred years old and couldn't wait for all kinds of impatience, but it was not purely out of carnal desire, he used to love his wife deeply, and now he also loves Rinko deeply.

Lin Xuan hoped that this was the author's loophole, but he was even more afraid that it was not.

He once asked himself whether the decision to reject Xu Qingru had an impact when the relationship between him and Jiang Qianyu was still unclear...... In the end, he did not dare to give an answer.

Stepmother Jiang Ya also almost broke with her father Jiang Weijia because of Shen He.

Lin Xuan sometimes envy Xiao Nizi's purity of love, she really believes that she will continue to be sweet with each other all the time, Lin Xuan sometimes finds it difficult to associate her in love with the smart, arrogant, and cold sister in the past, especially in the scene where she slapped Xu Hui in the face almost without hesitation in the Internet café...... Jiang Qianyu at that time, and Jiang Qianyu now, are almost like two people.

Xu Qingru, who said "The watermelon is not big enough", also rejected Lin Xuan's confession with a calm and rational attitude.

Lin Xuan, who was immersed in love, couldn't see its true face, but gradually felt its terribleness, so he was even more afraid of its ruthlessness and cruelty.

Jin Yong's "Book of Swords and Enmity" in the jade pendant that Qianlong gave to Chen Jialuo has the words "love is deep and longevity, wisdom will be hurt", which has always been praised, and the meaning that people understand may be far from the old man's willingness, this is a common thing, Lin Xuan does not feel that there is anything wrong with the love he understands when the love becomes stronger.

He only hoped that these truths were nonsense. If not, then prove that it is not universal, there are exceptions to everything, and since the gap between people is greater than the gap between people and pigs, then the truth must not apply to everyone.

Lin Xuan had a dream after falling asleep again.

He knew very well that this was a dream, but he was still heartbroken because of the scene he saw in the dream, Xiao Nizi had someone else he liked, just like he loved him now, he loved another man, coquettish to him, and his happy and sweet appearance was like a sharp knife straight into his heart.

When he woke up, he still felt cold all over his body, he charged his mobile phone in the dark, hung up the phone, and then opened his eyes, feeling the passage of time, and he didn't know if he was awake.

When I looked at the time again, it was already past seven o'clock, Lin Xuan got dressed and got up, and after washing, he went to the top floor, the gloomy sky was sprinkled with a light rain, Jiang Yingxue was wrapped in a thick white down jacket, pacing under the corridor to memorize words, Lin Xuan greeted her as usual, Jiang Yingxue ignored him as usual.

Lin Xuan walked to the porch, but he didn't go directly to the gym as usual, nor did he speak, he just stood there and looked at Jiang Yingxue in a daze, Jiang Yingxue didn't care about him originally, but later saw that this guy had been staring at her in a daze, so he frowned and stared at him as well.

Lin Xuan said: "Let me ask you something. ”

Jiang Yingxue didn't speak, and motioned for him to continue.

Lin Xuan asked, "Do you think love can be kept fresh?" It's that two people have always liked each other, and they won't get used to each other or even dislike each other because it's been too long...... To put it simply, after a long time, will you get bored, or will love disappear. ”

Jiang Yingxue said lightly: "I haven't been in love again." ”

"I know."

Lin Xuan didn't have any annoying consciousness at all, and explained seriously, "But this kind of thing is often better understood by single dogs, the more people who have never been in love, the more they talk about it, and the bystanders are clear." ”

Jiang Yingxue stared at him for two seconds, and then said expressionlessly: "It's nature to like the new and hate the old. As if to increase her persuasiveness, she added, "Have you read a book called Paradise Lost?" The protagonist in it fell in love with his wife very much when he was young.,Later, half a hundred years old.,It's not cheating.,And think this is the true love of his life.,For this reason, he didn't hesitate to break his family.。 ”

Lin Xuan felt that he had been stabbed in the chest, and he suspected that he had read a fake book, but thinking about it, although Jiang Yingxue's words were taken out of context, aside from the literary nature and the perspective of the protagonist, she really couldn't be regarded as distorting the facts.

Lin Xuan, who wanted to ask for a treatment but was hung up on a fire, felt hurt, he didn't have any energy when he exercised, and he went down for breakfast after running for a while, Aunt Zhang saw that he didn't seem to be in a good mood, and he didn't laugh like he used to when eating, so she asked him with concern What was wrong, Lin Xuan smiled and said that it was okay, Jiang Yingxue looked up at him, lowered her head and drank porridge, and after a while, said lightly: "The matter of two people, you have to ask others, isn't it Yuanmu asking for fish." ”

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