How a woman, especially a woman who was once a slave, can hold on to her love is a question.

"You look forward to the leaves on your shoulders, and I will go to the appointment with the mountains and the sea. Acacia is written all over the pages, flying into butterflies, and wine warms everything. After three thousand long nights, tears are decided for whom, and poured out. Looking back at the thousands of piles of snow, the flowers are sad. I sang this, and then there was the expected whipping, and it hurt. I shed tears, but I didn't. Tears are just a thing in my world, not an emotion. Tears have many functions, such as those guests who like violence, they like to watch the woman below them shed tears.

"Cheap breed, if you can't sing well, you'll be locked up in the dog house." That fierce mother-in-law can do what she says, and I can't imagine that she will be my own mother.

I remembered the black-brown dog in the kennel, maybe not black-brown, but stained with the blood of too many people. With just a little stimulation, the dog will be just like a man. Humiliation, no, here humiliation is for the dead.

I smiled and sang, "You look forward to the leaf on your shoulder, and I will bully the mountains and the sea to go to the appointment." Acacia is written all over the pages, flying into butterflies, and wine warms everything. After three thousand long nights, tears are decided for whom, and poured out. Looking back at the thousands of piles of snow, the flowers are hurt, farewell. ”

"Someone will come to buy you tomorrow, give me a good performance, and change a few more dollars so that I don't lose money for you." She whipped the floor, turned and walked away.

"Miss, it's time to take a bath." A few rough old women surrounded me, and the rough skin on their fingers made me hurt, more painful than whipping.

Turning the screen, the barrel was still steaming with goat's milk. Since the age of five, for ten years, the body has been bathed with goat's milk every day, which can not only erase the scars of whipping but also precipitate tears.

"Get out." I sent the old mothers away, and they rolled away like balls.

Untie the red Luo shirt, pull out the same life knot, take off the lotus bag, lift the golden jade feet, and sink into the mutton fat soup. Only look up: the rouge mirror on the rouge table, the rouge makeup in the rouge mirror, the rouge makeup hangs rouge tears, and the rouge tears contain rouge blood. At this time, there is no need to think about how to retaliate in the future, just need to turn the pain into tears and squeeze them into the goat's milk drop by drop.

After washing away my sadness, I lay on my side on my gum and thought nonsense.

"Sister, you're making my mother angry again." The door opened to its own accord, and the sound rang like a bell.

"Little bell, come and rub my sister's back, I can't reach it." I've always been kind to Little Bell, and she's the only one here who still cares about me.

"Sister, why are you making your mother angry? You see, my mother gives you good food and drink every day, beautiful clothes, and expensive goat's milk, you see how good your mother is to you, why don't you listen to your mother? The little bell asked as she rubbed it.

"Is Little Bell obedient?"

"I listen. Because when I grow up, my mother will also give me beautiful clothes and goat's milk that are delicious and delicious, and my mother also said that she will help me find a good family to marry. As long as I obediently listen to my mother, there will be anything in the future. ”

I don't know how to explain the relationship between marriage and business with Little Bell, she is still young and has a few happy years to go. Once upon a time, I was just like her: full of despair for myself, feeling that no matter what I did, I felt that it was wrong, and at the same time I was full of infinite hope for my mother, and felt that only with my mother could I be happy.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Little Bell asked again, "Mother told me that my sister will get married tomorrow, right?" ”

"Yes." I closed my eyes. 120,000 gold coins, this price is more than 50 times higher than the sum paid by the mother-in-law for ten years, and it is definitely a huge profit.

The little bell said, "Tomorrow, my sister will definitely be the most beautiful bride." Then she added, "No, my sister will always be the most beautiful bride." ”

I touched the little bell's head and said with a smile: "The little bell is really good at talking, what you want to eat when you have dinner, I'll keep it for you." ”

The little bell clapped his hands and said, "I want to eat wheat fish, I want to eat roasted matsutake mushrooms, and I want caramel sugar." ”

"It's all up to you, I'll tell you in the kitchen, you wait here for your sister to come back, and your sister will tell you a story later." I put on my looming clothes and walked out the door.

"Yo yo yo, our Golden Flower House has to go out to take a look at the general public, it's really rare and fresh." The embroidered pu fan covers the cherry lips, but the sound is unforgiving.

"Look at what Sister Hua said, like sister, you have that clever mouth when you speak, that's rare and fresh." I retorted.

The people around laughed, and Sister Hua was not to be outdone, and sneered: "Sell the goods to others tomorrow, and the long legs are not half open to the mouth." ”

I walked straight to the kitchen, and said as I went: "The red mouth is two-petaled, the white teeth are thirty grinding, and the poisonous tongue is up and down, what are you?" ”

Sister Hua was furious, snorted and didn't say anything for a long time. Sister Hua was also trained by that mother-in-law, but unfortunately she was born a stone girl, and she can only live by one mouth, and everyone knows her well. Watching the crowd go away in a huff, it is more meaningful for them to study how to serve others than to study how to see the excitement.

After instructing the kitchen to cook and ask for some wine, I went straight back to the room, and suddenly I heard a whistle in the middle of the road, and the women in the whole building quickly put away their laughter, and in the midst of the coaxing sound, rows of looms flipped up, and these women who made a living by selling meat became weaver girls in a blink of an eye. After a while, a group of people broke in, and the woman stuffed a cloth bag into the leader's hand, and the leader took the people away satisfied. This kind of thing happens every ten days, whether it's the Cult or us, everyone knows it, unless there is a particularly serious accident, it's usually just a formality. I remember the only time I had a big fight was a few years ago, when one of the Cult chiefs blew up and died in a prostitute's bed.

Back in the room, Little Bell hid under the covers in fear, scared by the surprise attack of the soldiers.

I comforted, "Don't be afraid, little bell, those people are gone." As he spoke, he pulled the little bell out of the quilt, and this bed was always the only one I could sleep on.

The little bell asked, "Why do those fierce people always come to ask my mother for money?" ”

I said, "Because those fierce people can't make any money themselves, they have to ask for it." ”

The little bell asked, "Aren't they very strong, why don't they go to work?" ”

I said, "It's their job to ask people for money." ”

The little bell said, "Then let's not give them money." ”

I said, "That's not going to work, they have big swords and spears, they have terrible cards, and they have even more terrible powers." ”

Little Bell asked, "What is power?" ”

I said, "Power is everything they can dominate us." ”

Little Bell asked, "Don't we have power?" ”

I smiled wryly: "At first, we also had it, but later, we gave it up ourselves, and these given up powers were taken by them, so they became more and more fierce." ”

Little Bell nodded and said, "It's getting uglier and uglier." ”

I snorted and laughed, and the little bell was right.