Chapter 116: I miss him, I miss him, but I can't get near him
"Do you think I haven't thought about it?, but this world doesn't forgive us," Yi Cheng replied with a roar.
"After experiencing the life and death of the third life, I also roughly guessed that the root of Xiao Jiu's unsatisfactory death was in me, so in the fourth life, even if I had already calculated his birth date, I would no longer be close to him, and I only dared to look at him occasionally in secret, but I didn't expect that he would die early before he lived to be eight years old, and his face was almost transparent when he was about to die, and his eye sockets were deeply sunken
"I knew it wasn't a dream, you've been there... In..." Before he finished speaking, he left the west, and the room was full of pain, because he was still a minor, and he didn't even deserve to have a coffin, so he was wrapped in a brocade quilt and buried.
"But I still can't believe it, so in the fifth life before he was born, he came to his future home early, became the god of their family's worship, usually no guests are just responsible for measuring feng shui, keeping the house safe and other small things, in order to further confirm the principle, seeing that he grew up safely and healthily to the age of eight, the body did not have any vision to love that, a little relieved, where could I think that on his ninth birthday, I don't know where to hear my existence, I have to make a fuss to see, although it was stopped by the adults at the time, but unfortunately he is also a strong child, he sneaked out in the middle of the night to findLater, outside the courtyard where I lived, I tripped over a stone and fell into a dry well, and I died without a body.
It was also when I went out that day that I saw a small tiger-shaped ornament falling from the side of the dry well, only to find that he was already out of breath.
"After that life, I don't want to think about it anymore, I don't want to go to his side to see him die well, so I simply ran to Mount Tai drunk and slept for hundreds of years, and when I opened my eyes again, the trees were more lush, it seemed that there was no other change in addition, and after I recovered from my five senses, I realized that the mountain was full of people, I knew that my body was not suitable for seeing people, so I turned into what I thought was reasonable to see what happened, it turned out that the mighty crowd was going to the top of the mountain to participate in the worship ceremony, I just glanced at it casually and was deeply attracted by a person, it was really a long time no see, he sat on the sedan chair in brocade clothes, looking more than ten years oldAt that time, I was still feeling in my heart that it was good to be without me, the young man looked at it, his eyes widened a little because of surprise, and whispered something to the little guy next to him, and took out a thin shirt from the sedan chair and handed it to the little guy, the little guy took the things and ran over quickly, handed me the thin shirt politely, and ran back quickly.
I thought I was the wrong person, because he didn't have anything abnormal because of my appearance, so I took something and turned around and left, and then after a while I learned that he had posted notices everywhere to find me back his thin shirt, and I really couldn't escape, I didn't go to him, and after a while, I heard that he was sick and bedridden, and then he left, and I went to his funeral and put the thin shirt on his grave, and sat by his grave for a long, long, long time...
Song Xifan wiped away his tears, patted Yi Cheng's shoulder to show comfort, and couldn't help but say out loud, "Brother Yi Cheng, why do you want to keep these painful memories in your heart, forget about the past."
Miao Xian'er kicked him, pulled him away and said, "Do you think it's so easy to forget, you say that you can forget if you forget, it's called not having a long brain, okay?"
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