Chapter 497: Bubbles
"What? Didn't come back and eat? Kitano Hirofumi scratched his little head, originally stupid Beibei said that he would come back to eat, and he specially prepared a dinner for two people. As a result, the stupid Beibei dragged Hori Weiyana to rub a barbecue, and the little flying bird also flew away in a hurry, saying that he still had work at night, and left without even eating.
"Yes, I'm going to eat something delicious with Monkey Sauce in the evening," Silly Beibei smirked at Horimi Yangna, and Monkey Lee, gesturing to herself on the phone, pointed to the barbecue shop opposite. Silly Beibei's eyes were straight straight, and her small mouth involuntarily began to swallow saliva, "I'll talk to Ernie sauce when I come back!" ”
"Hello?! Feed!! Hinako?! Kitano Hirofumi put down his phone in confusion, always feeling that his stupid sister didn't tell him something, as if he remembered that he was with Little Monkey Li when he left today, right?
Kitano Hirofumi slowly sat down on the sofa, and said to Xiao Asuka in front that he had to think about it, it was not an empty word, and he was directly stunned by this series of things recently, and his whole demeanor was dizzy, and his work and mental state were erratic.
Although Horiwei Yana's matter is not easy to deal with, but if it is too much, Kitano Hirofumi is actually relieved, after all, the relationship between the little monkey Li and herself is not very close in terms of relationship......
The real trouble is their own little Nishino pigeon......
Although there is a Nakayuan Hiya fragrance to ensure that there is nothing wrong with the little pigeon in Nishino, but with Hirofumi Kitano's feeling for this little vinegar pigeon, this time it really hurt the little pigeon. Although the little princess also called herself several times afterwards to let herself relax, Nanase Nishino should have nothing to do, but she was a little depressed.
But when he thought of the depressed and lost face of the little pigeon in Nishino, Kitano Hirofumi felt sad for a while. On the contrary, they hate their actions even more, but ...... But this is a dead knot, and the love and commitment to the little Asuka is also true, if you just want to be a scumbag of stamp collecting for Nogizaka members, Kitano Hirofumi will not have such a headache.
But it is because I want to enter their hearts, but I don't want to give up any of them, that I have this situation today. And this is a fork in the road, one road can only go to the heart of a girl, and if you want to go through all the roads, then the end can only be a dead end.
"Whew," Kitano Hirofumi lowered his head and raised his hand to gently twitch his face a few times, took out his mobile phone and chose Nishino Nanase's number, was silent for a while, and still dialed.
"Na-chan," the phone was actually connected, and what Kitano Hirofumi was most afraid of before dialing was a situation, that is, Nanase Nishino would never answer his phone again. No matter how much she wants to turn the tide, she has no way to turn the tide, because although the little pigeon looks soft and cute, as long as it is what she decides, she must do it!
I like myself like this, but if I don't like myself......
Kitano didn't dare to continue thinking about it, but fortunately, the phone rang for another half a minute. It's just that there is only a small breathing sound on the other side of the phone, and no one speaks, if it weren't for the fact that it was still on the phone, Kitano Hirofumi would have thought that the little pigeon had hung up the phone.
"Na-chan, are you home?" Kitano Hirofumi was silent for a long time, but he still asked this question first, if possible, some words can only be said if he wishes to see the little pigeon in person, and some meanings are always unconveyed through the phone and radio waves.
"I," Kitano paused, "I don't know if I'll ever get a chance to see you again, but I'd like to see you again." ”
"Humph! Toot toot toot. There was a rapid breath on the phone, and then he was hung up.
Kitano Hirofumi looked at the phone in his hand and suddenly laughed, although the little princess clearly said that she had sent the little pigeon home, and with today's mood, she estimated that the little pigeon would not go out again............
In fact, Kitano Hirofumi's house is not far from where Nishino Nanase lives, and it takes less than half an hour to drive. The price of the monthly rent is also very high, but fortunately, it is relatively remote and within the affordability of the little pigeons.
Although Kitano Hirofumi didn't understand why the little pigeon in the west at that time didn't rent a single apartment a little closer to the city, in this remote place, it always felt a little dangerous to have a little pigeon alone at night.
Why? Why didn't you pull Na-chan to another place at that time? Kitano Hirofumi's eyes reflected the light and shadow that were swimming, and for himself at that time, let alone renting, it was not impossible to buy a bachelor apartment.
But, but not on their own. Although he said that he was kind to them, was it true? Kitano Hirofumi suddenly reacted that he had not done his best in many things before. Now that you know the remoteness of this place, why not take the little pigeon's hand and find a better apartment?
Kitano Hirofumi knocked on the door of Nishino's little pigeon's house gently, and the light was on inside, and the owner didn't care to show if he was at home.
"Na-chan, it's me," Hirofumi Kitano cleared his throat slightly and called out several times in a row. There must still be no movement in the house, as if the bright light was just forgotten when the owner left, and belonged to the previous shadow.
"Whew~~" Kitano Hirofumi turned around and looked at the starry sky, and slowly exhaled, at this time he didn't know if Nishino Nanase was angry and didn't want to open the door for himself or if he was really not at home, and the surrounding night sky was silent only the sound of cicadas in the distance.
Slowly leaving the steps, Kitano Hirofumi lowered his head and smiled and walked back, slowly sitting down against the door. Sitting at the door and looking at the starry sky, his brain was full of his past with Nishino Nanase.
In fact, at his point, even if the news of falling in love with a little idol is exposed, he won't say anything anymore, and everyone will even say that the little idol climbed Kitano Hirofumi. In the words of Ito Akikawa, with his identity and capital, he should choose a better one. It's not like a licking dog who follows the little idol and does that for them.
But ah, but, ah, no matter how he Kitano Hirofumi is now, those memories and feelings from the past can't deceive people, what he Kitano Hirofumi likes is only Nishino Nanase, from the time he had nothing, to the time when his family was entangled, what has not changed is his liking for her, liking her smile, and liking the way she smiles at herself with her big white teeth.
The beauty of those days was like a ray of light, a dream, a colorful bubble in the sun.
"Na-chan," Kitano Hirobumi looked up at the sky, he didn't know what he was doing now, "I don't know if you're at home, and I don't know if I haven't seen you again." ”
"I know it's normal for you to come to you like this, it's normal for you not to see me," Kitano Hirofumi didn't know whether to say it to Nishino's little pigeon or to himself, and his voice echoed faintly in the night sky, "But my liking for you is real." ”
"I know I don't have the face to say such things now," Kitano Hirobumi laughed to himself and slowly lowered his head, "How can anyone like so many people and go to someone's door to say such a thing, but for you, I never thought of lying to you." I don't know how long I'll be able to hide this from you and Blackberry Candy, or I haven't thought I'll be able to hide it from you. ”
"I like you, Azuka, and blackberry candy," Kitano Hirofumi had never been in the habit of smoking, but when he said this, he felt that his saliva was full of bitter taste, and Kitano Hirofumi, who had never had this habit in his life, suddenly thought about filling his mouth with nicotine.
"This is really scumbag, garbage," Kitano blinked, "When I came, I thought about how I should persuade you to come back, I should have such a certainty, as long as you give me a chance to speak." I'm going to think about how we used to be together, and how good I was to you. ”
"But," Kitano smiled, "I think about it, I think about it, I can't figure out how good I am to Na-chan." Neither has I spoiled you as a little princess so that you can live in your own world, nor has I let you enjoy the security and peace of mind that a girlfriend should have. ”
"You deserve to hate me," Kitano Hirofumi looked at the night sky again, "the kind that hates me fiercely and ignores me." I used to think that the past between us carried everything we had, but when I think about it this way, it's like a colorful bubble in the sun, and the moment the sun comes out, it bursts. I'll pull you to hide in a small corner where you can't see the light, and show you the foam in your hand. ”
"Laughing, boasting of being good to you, in fact," Kitano Hirofumi shook his head, laughing even more presumptuously, "Actually, you should be a free little white dove under the sun, everything I do to you is precisely restraining you, making you willing to hide in the shadows for love and watch a person who claims to love you get a promise to you." ”
Nanase Nishino slowly covered her mouth, tears kept flowing in her eyes, she actually didn't leave.
Or she was actually sitting and leaning against the door, the distance between the two of them was only a door, and of course she heard Kitano Hirofumi's words to himself.
Move? Forgive? Abandon?
The little pigeon of Nishino himself doesn't know what he wants, only the sad feeling is real.
It's like a flickering bubble in the night sky across the street.