This time I rested for a long time because the bleeding location was in the left iliopsoas muscle.

This position is too familiar, more than ten years ago, it was the right iliopsoas muscle bleeding that almost killed me, resulting in a hematoma more than ten centimeters long in the right thigh, and since then it can hardly bend.

If my left leg is also useless this time, I am afraid that I will not even be able to stand up in the future, and I will have to lie on the bed until I die, so I really have a feeling in my heart that I am more afraid than death.

Death is actually a relief for me, but if I can only lie in bed from now on, then it is really better to die directly.

So in order to survive for a while, I played a bottle of Eight Factors every day for the past few days.

The bleeding should stop now, but the next thing is to see if it can be absorbed.

This is the key, if it is not absorbed, it will form a blood clot, which is the most fatal thing for hemophilia.

Now I have two blood clots more than 10 cm long in my right leg, which not only makes the whole leg unable to bend, but also compresses the nerves and blood supply, not only does my leg feel numb, but I also have frequent cramps in the summer.

The right shoulder also has a blood clot that cannot go away, resulting in limited range of motion and difficulty in the whole arm.

The left hand was originally the only intact limb, and half a year ago due to repeated bleeding in the elbow, a blood clot was formed, and now not only can not be straightened, but also may compress the nerves, and the slightest exertion will cause a piercing pain, often hitting the keyboard will hurt.

I'm really desperate these days, but when I got up half a year ago, I could still rely on my left leg and left waist to exert force, and my left hand could also play a supporting role, which made my indoor activities not restrictive.

But now the left hand, right hand, and right leg can't exert strength, and the left leg is bleeding again, not to mention that I can't stand up, I can't even sit up, and it's difficult to even turn over, because the bleeding left leg doesn't hurt yet, and the right shoulder and left elbow hurt first.

I want to adjust the quilt these few nights, my right leg is straight and can't move, my left leg is bleeding and can't move, my two hands can't be straightened, I don't dare to exert force, and I can't even cover a quilt.

I got up in the middle of the night to get a bottle of pulsating water, and I had to squirm in bed for a few minutes before I could sit up.

In the end, such an action not only made me sweat profusely, but the whole process was also indescribable.

If a hematoma forms in my left leg this time, I can't imagine if I will ever live.

So rest for two more days to avoid recurrence.