Bian Jin was stunned, he thought he had auditory hallucinations, but he was so eager to be taken seriously, he still blinked his eyes full of tears, and asked very humbly and quietly.

"W-What?"

It's almost unbelievable.

Even in a dream, it looks like it's fake.

How he felt unworthy, that he should be the one who was outcast.

The humble is distressing.

He had humbly prayed, but he was never the one who was retained.

Constantly being discarded, constantly being treated as waste.

Abandoned in the mountains by his parents at a very young age, his parents used to be his expectations, the light of his fantasies.

Then, his parents returned, but they also took his only light with them.

Nobody wants him.

He's just a piece of shit.

Even if he prayed again, no one would stay.

He knew that he was such a bad self, but he couldn't do anything about it.

Even if he regarded it as a dream, even if he imagined everything as a dream, he still couldn't believe it.

"I don't deserve it."

Bian Jin's lips moved, and he said the words that he had circulated countless times in his heart but did not speak.

"I don't deserve ...... The young lady is kind to me, I don't deserve it. The team members are good to me, I don't deserve it. I'm a piece of garbage that my parents don't want, and I don't deserve it...... I don't have any power to be around you. ”

Bian Jin said, he didn't know it himself, and tears flowed uncontrollably.

He doesn't deserve to be by the side of the young lady.

He's good for nothing.

How could the young lady come back for him......

After a moment of stability, he was also afraid......

Tong Yaoyao suddenly understood that all the things she said, all the things she said that would be good to him, and all the words that she said that he was more important than playing games, Bian Jin actually regarded them as words of comfort.

Because I was too afraid, I took everything as pity and comfort, and didn't take it to heart.

So for Bian Jin, what is a sense of security?

After breaking down and crying catharsis, what can make him feel at ease?

Tong Yaoyao hugged Bian Jin tightly, feeling his quiet collapse, tears kept staying, falling on her hot but cold, making people's hearts panic.

Yaoyao didn't know why, and suddenly a dream she had sounded.

She also had a dream when she had a stomachache during her period.

In that dream......

There is a captain.

She broke down and cried in front of the captain, and then the captain comforted her, and she listened to all the comforting words at that time.

She still doesn't know if it's a real dream.

But after breaking and standing, after she broke down one night, she felt less guilty when she remembered her father's affairs.

Over there...... Isn't it the same way?

Tong Yaoyao looked down at poor Bian Jin and gritted her teeth.

She was really reluctant to be ruthless to Bian Jin.

She couldn't stand Bian Jin's collapse.

But his parents' abandonment of him is a sting in his heart, even if Bian Jin can restrain this sadness when he is sober, but once he is unwell or emotionally collapsed......

This effect on him manifests itself.

Bian Jin was trembling all over.

Yaoyao's eyes slowly deepened, and she looked at the ghost fire on the wall, and her heart continued to struggle.

Can she help Bian Jin......

Would she dare to give it a try......

Otherwise, if it continues like this, in fact, no one will be able to enter Bian Jin's heart.

…… If gentleness can't open the door of the heart.

Then you can only ......

Tong Yaoyao gritted her teeth, her eyes slowly became pitch black, and she leaned into Bian Jin's ear and said.

"You keep saying that you don't deserve it, it's really bad."