But one day, a very small thing happened in life, or it was simply a beautiful wind and a smooth wind, and that person suddenly didn't want to continue to memorize words.

So he gave up.

"It tastes so good."

Mu Chun said and opened the drawer again, took out a piece of chocolate, peeled off the wrapping paper with gold stripes on a black background, and threw it into his mouth with a hula.

The little bell also seemed to smell the fragrance that filled the room. In his sleep, he smacked his mouth.

Maybe the sound of this chirp was too cute, Gu Tiantian suddenly peeled off the candy wrapper and stuffed the chocolate into his mouth.

It's really mellow, Gu Tiantian, who already likes dark chocolate, instantly feels that this afternoon is finally a little good, and something is happening.

Perhaps because the fragrant chocolate flavor became more and more intense, the frequency of the little bell's mouth also increased, and while moving the small mouth, the chubby right hand also rhythmically scratched Gu Tiantian's left shoulder a few times.

"Do you like the taste of chocolate so much? Little bells? ”

Gu Tiantian was really adored by the cute appearance of the little bell, and couldn't help but kiss the child's cheek, and then he laughed happily.

The gloom on Mu Chun's face was also swept away by this laughter.

"I still have two pieces here, do you want one for each person?" Mu Chun asked.

Gu Tiantian originally wanted to say that he wouldn't eat it, and he was already very guilty of eating a piece, but it was really a very delicious chocolate.

The little bell seemed to be able to understand and grabbed it on Gu Tiantianyou's shoulder again, Gu Tiantian nodded and got another piece of chocolate.

"What brand of chocolate is this, I've never seen it."

Gu Tiantian asked while peeling off the package.

"It is a chocolate recommended by small watermelon, which is suitable for most office workers to eat when they are stressed, and it is imported from Switzerland, and it is quite expensive."

"It's been a long time since I've eaten chocolate, but I didn't control it today."

"Why control? Life is going to change, the same does not mean that everything is peaceful, the earth revolves around the sun, there are spring, summer, autumn and winter around the sea city, there are high epidemics in each season, spring is chickenpox, summer is intestinal infectious diseases, in autumn it may be hand, foot and mouth and flu, the cells in the human body will be metabolized once every three months on average, the old cells die, and the new cells are born gorgeously, due to the different time and interval of different cell metabolism, assuming that all the cells of a body are replaced, it will take seven years, that is, physiologically, We're a different person every seven years. You are you, but you are not you anymore.

Every year, people die of old age, sickness and death, every day lovers break up, strangers meet, old people leave, newborns are born, the world can never remain the same, there is no eternal stability.

Human beings like stability, in order to get rid of the fear of instability, people invented control, but control is often accompanied by loss of control, so human beings are irritable, furious, blaming each other, feeling sorry for themselves or complaining about others, but forgetting that the best way to avoid losing control is to avoid control, so human beings need chocolate. ”

Mu Chun's sudden big words, Gu Tiantian almost really listened to them, but the last sentence made her stunned.

"Doctor, what did you just say?"

"I said that no chocolate in the world is perfect, and no one would ask for a flawless chocolate, put it in your mouth, and eat it all."

After giving birth to a child, Gu Tiantian has indeed changed a lot, just like Mu Chun said, she began to hope that she was a perfect mother, and hoped that nothing would happen during the child's growth, at least in the few years that she took care of her. I always feel that I will be favored by the emperor, and my own children may really never be injured under careful care, and they will not give birth to some diseases that children usually experience, such as many children will experience within one year of age

It's just trying so hard to be perfect, wanting to keep all the bad things out of the house, and wanting Little Bell to grow up in a truly carefree, frustration-free place.

So I tortured myself into it, this word is really apt!

"So what the hell am I going on today? I offended my family. It's not the same as the original problem, I was afraid that the child would be in danger, and I was afraid that a small bell would be careless."

Gu Tiantian didn't say those two words, she knew that Mu Chun understood what she meant.

She glanced at Mu Chun, and seemed to see Mu Chun nodding, so she continued: "In the afternoon, it was terrible, it was different from before, I felt that my thoughts constituted a danger to the baby, and I thought I was going to kill the baby." ”

"But this horrible thought, just a thought, will it happen? Did it happen? ”

Gu Tiantian shook his head desperately, "It's not like this, I think it's too real, it's like the past tense in English, the past perfect tense, I am the mother who has committed a sin." ”

Gu Tiantian hugged the little bell tightly, the sadness in her heart blocked her tears, the most important thing is that she finally had a little confidence in herself, and even began to plan to find a job after the year, and now everything seems to be getting worse.

"It's going to change, depression is going to change in performance, I need to give you a simple test, it's going to take you a few minutes, okay?"

Gu Tiantian nodded, Gu Tiantian, who was holding the little bell, now only hoped that this terrible thought would not appear again.

"In fact, everyone in the years of their lives may have experienced what happened to you today, there will be people standing on the rooftop fantasizing about what would happen if I pushed the person in front of me down, there would be people who fantasized about what would happen if I joined me while swimming and grabbed that person's foot and prevented him from surfacing him, the so-called is not entirely the corruption of our moral character, once we appear or have appeared we are sinful, sinful souls, unforgivable, not worth saving. Not at all. ”

"How's that going?" Gu Tian desperately wants to know the answer, wanting to believe that he is not an evil bad mother.