Chapter 36: The Cave (6)
The next morning, everyone slept a big night, anyway, there was nothing important, and Zou Yin still had injuries on his body, which could be regarded as a reason to have another leisurely day. Wang Yuehan and Zhong Li are the worst, the two of them live in the same room, and they don't hear the alarm bell at all.
However, Zou Yin got up unexpectedly early, and took advantage of the early morning sunshine to go outside to do exercise.
At noon, the old village chief called everyone to his house again, saying that he wanted to entertain everyone for dinner, Wang Yuehan immediately pulled his head down, "Alas, you say, this meal is really not good, but it is not easy to excuse yourself." ”
"Anyway, we can solve a big problem for them, and we should accept their gratitude," Yu Fei turned his head to Wang Yuehan as soon as he heard the news, knowing that he would be unhappy.
When Brother Zou Yin came back, everyone went to the village chief's house together, and sure enough, they saw a large table of food, wine and meat, not to mention how it was done, it looked quite good.
Brother Zou Yin didn't drink this time because of physical reasons, but he didn't say much, and he came up and talked endlessly about how fresh the environment here was.
The more the wine was drunk, the more interested they were, and everyone talked about everything, asking what was interesting about this village.
Ding Ding shrugged his shoulders, "Alas, it's really disappointing for everyone, you see that we are an ordinary village here, and there is nothing interesting here." ”
"That hole," Feng Xuan said coldly, "I think the biggest feature here is that hole!"
Ding Ding smiled and nodded, thinking about it really like this.
Everyone no longer hides their curiosity, "That hole is an ordinary hole, but why do you pay so much attention to it?"
Ding Ding's face was red by the smell of wine, and he burped, and said slowly: "Because that is everyone's inner world, this world is so big, although we always want to see other people's worlds, but think about our own world is the most cordial, no matter how much movement there is in the outside world, as long as your own small world can be fine." ”
If it weren't for some alcohol, Ding Ding wouldn't have thought that he would say something like this, "If one day, I want to go into someone else's world, I won't disturb his hole, or, if someone else walks into my world, he won't interfere with my hole." This is a world that completely belongs to oneself, and it is everyone's inner sustenance. ”
Hearing these words, none of Qin Yunwan and the others spoke. Should I feel ridiculous, or should I feel envious? This is a custom left over from generations in this village, and it has its own reason. These holes seem to have life, and they tell everyone in deep shapes that I am wearing a mask, I am following the waves, I am arrogant, I am stealing, I am mediocre, I am greedy for red dust... However, no matter how I live, it does not prevent me from having my own world.
Taking advantage of the drunkenness, everyone went back and slept all afternoon, and the boy's room was snoring one after another.
In the evening, Yufei woke up, and the alcohol made her still a little dizzy, and she wanted to go out for a walk.
On the way, in the group chat of the communicator, Qin Yunwan said that he was going to leave tomorrow, and everyone went around by themselves tonight, so it was okay to think about it, and he ordered a bowl of noodles in a small restaurant on the side of the road.
"Let's go around," Yu Fei thought to herself, just as she dispersed the smell of wine.
But at seven or eight o'clock in the evening, it was already dark, and when she walked to the top of the west mountain, Yu Fei looked at the hole on the top of the mountain, and couldn't help but stop, "Why don't you go up and have a look." ”
Yu Fei deliberately chose a higher position, maybe no one would find out in this way, he looked at the hole, it was not as dirty as he imagined, the hole was actually very smooth, if it wasn't for the fact that people often came, or if someone hadn't cleaned it on purpose.
Yu Fei does not agree with this custom of the villagers, in fact, everyone is a hole in itself, but to concretize it, this is a manifestation of self-deception, obviously one person can carry pain, heart, and secrets, but deliberately hand him over to this hole, and then tell himself "comfortable, dissipated," what is the difference between this and covering your ears and stealing the bell, it is tantamount to cocooning yourself.
But Yu Fei still chose to get in, the hole was not big, it was just right to get in, Yu Fei covered herself with the grass mat next to her, "It's really a little scary." "The moon is not bright tonight, and as soon as the grass is closed, there is no light in it, but it feels like it has really fallen into a hole.
"Lin Feng", Yu Fei called out the name of her first husband, "Do you know how much I miss you now? After you left, I married another person, I know you won't mind, but he, like you, also died on the battlefield." Everyone has their own fate, but why is my fate more painful? I'm not a person who depends on others to live, I'm just unwilling, or rather, I feel scared, I always feel that every effort I give and every effort is deliberately done, and I'm no longer the casual self.
But who lives as it pleases? You will comfort me in this way, won't you? Even if I do, I will inevitably face another pain, and life will always put obstacles in your way. ”
Inadvertently, Yu Fei actually talked to herself in this cave for a long time, even she didn't expect to do such a thing, and when she came back to her senses, she didn't know where she had said.
Maybe after saying something, I feel much more comfortable, "It's better to sing," Yu Fei thought about it, this cave is still relatively closed, even if you sing, others can't hear it clearly. So Yu Fei sang one song after another, many of her favorite songs, maybe not suitable for performing on stage, maybe not suitable for friends gatherings, maybe just because she hasn't practiced well, in this hole, Yu Fei sang enough, and the more she sang, the more enjoyable she became, the louder and louder her voice became, so that she didn't lower her voice and sang loudly.
"Yes, no one hears it, so what if they do? They don't know who sang it, so there's nothing to be ashamed of. Yu Fei's heart was comfortable and proud, she knew that she was like an ostrich with its head buried in the sand, but so what, this is my own world.
I don't know how long I sang, the straw mat was suddenly lifted, Yu Fei was startled, and saw a girl standing outside, looking at herself in shock.
"How did you get into my hole?"
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry," Yu Fei quickly climbed out and apologized, "I'm just curious." ”
"Huh?" By the moonlight, the girl looked at Yu Fei for a moment, "Aren't you the Holy Spirit Man?"
"Well," Yu Fei was a little embarrassed, "I know this hole is a very personal thing, I'm really sorry." ”
"No need to apologize," the girl smiled heartily, "not because you are our benefactor, but because I am happy today." ”
"What's so happy?" Yu Fei asked.
"Confession!" said the girl, whose joy was palpable, "I also want to thank you for sharing my joy, and you don't want to tell anyone else." ”
"Of course not, but are you going to say anything about this hole?"
"Well, I'm going to tell my hole, how happy I am now. ”
"But," Yu Fei asked tentatively, "aren't you also happy to share it with me?
"Isn't it contradictory that I share it with you and with this hole?" replied the girl.
Yes, this in itself is not contradictory, is it someone else who deceives himself, or is he clever? Yu Fei smiled.
"Sister, help me cover the straw mat and cover it tightly!"
"Okay. ”
On the way back, Yu Fei felt an indescribable sense of comfort in his heart, and suddenly he saw Qin Yundui standing in front.
"What's the matter, you're going to come out for a walk?"
"Yes, Sister Yufei, I just saw a lot of people going to the mountain, they said that because of the poisonous spiders before, many people haven't gone out recently, and tonight the wind is high, which is very suitable for sitting in the cave. ”
"Haha, you know what? I just sat in the cave for a while!"
"Really? Hahaha, what did you do?"
"I sang and tasted enough. ”
"Yes, isn't it embarrassing to sing when someone is there?"
"That's right!"
Qin Yun Yufei smiled very freely, "Sure enough, laughter is also contagious, seeing that you keep laughing, I can't help but want to laugh." ”
Yu Fei patted Qin Yundui, "What, this hole is filled with the secrets of countless people, do you want to put the secrets in it too?"
"What secrets can I have?"
Yu Fei shrugged her shoulders, "Like your purpose, what you think now?"
"Am I going to put my father's business into it?" Qin Yundui said.
"That's not going to happen," Yu Fei turned her head, "but you can try to talk to him." ”
"What do you think I'm going to say?"
"You can tell your father that you have unknowingly followed his path. ”
Qin Yunwan suddenly stopped, paused for a moment, and then continued to walk forward, "Yes, I really seem to have walked his path unconsciously. ”
It was very relaxed just now, but suddenly talked about a heavy topic, Yu Fei hurriedly put aside the conversation, "No, no, no, you still say something else, it's better to pretend to be a little emotional about that thing, you still say something you care about and don't want to mention to others." ”
"What do you say?" Qin Yunwan dragged her cheeks, "Or just say... You?"
This time Yu Fei was stunned, and then immediately laughed, "Haha, okay!"
"Just kidding," Qin Yunwan smiled awkwardly, looked at the moon in the distance, and smiled bitterly again.
The weather at night was so comfortable, the two of them walked along the mountain road, and saw the people of **, coming down from the mountain and walking to the road, they must have just come out of their holes.
There are men who walk vigorously and have anger in their eyes, there are girls who are full of worries and take a few steps and stop, there are women whose eyes are still red for fear of being discovered by others, and there are teenagers who accidentally fall out of their clothes with a flashlight and an adult magazine... Obviously, they have just come out of their own world, and they are living in this so-called world in a different way.
Yu Fei looked forward, the back was very familiar, "Is it Feng Xuan?" Feng Xuan is a delicate girl, I remember that when I came back, Feng Xuan also told herself that Yin Ning and Qin Yunwan had already entered the cave, and it was not strange for her to walk into the cave this time, it was better not to greet her, so Yu Fei motioned to Qin Yunwan to go slower.
But the slower and slower he walked, and when he looked back, wasn't that person Wang Yuehan? Seeing that he was usually very arrogant, who would have thought that he would also go to the cave in the mountain? What would he say? Will he have seen me but pretend not to see me?
It's funny, everyone is so interesting, so vivid. Yu Fei and Qin Yunwan walked side by side, "Actually, everyone has their own little world. ”
Early the next morning, under the gathering of Qin Yundu, everyone said goodbye to the people in the village, and came to take a bus to the center of the city, where they transferred to make an airship.
"Don't you all like to make airships? This time we're going to take a long ride, so let's have enough for everyone. Qin Yunwan said to everyone.
"The captain still knows us quite well," Xiao Yinning said with a smile.
"But where are we going this time?" Feng Xuan asked curiously.
Qin Yunwan looked at the big marriage, "Let's go back to the military region first, we haven't been back for a long time, so let's go back and report it." ”
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"That's right, I haven't been back for a long time, and it's not a way to hang around all the time," Zou Yin said, "but ah, it's a pity, these holes are a major feature here, if I wasn't injured, I would definitely go in and sit." ”
"You," Wang Yuehan patted Zou Yin with his hand, "You, Brother Zou, it's not so easy to find the right hole for your figure." ”
Brother Zou scratched his head helplessly, Yu Fei looked at Wang Yuehan, couldn't help laughing, and looked at Qin Yundui again, Yundui's eyes were looking at him.
"Actually, I think that hole is quite interesting," Yu Fei whispered to Yun Dui.
"Well, I think so too. ”
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The lights came on / I jumped into my own stage
There is no audience here / Only perverse colors
I didn't have a manuscript / but I read a monologue
There is only oneself left around / no rehearsal at all
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It's both Pandora's gaze / and the care of the ivory tower
Everything can be destroyed / Here it can't be broken
The article can be rewritten / the house can be rebuilt
As long as it's okay here / Nothing can be repeated
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My own world / Let me roll and sway
There is no worldly cold eye / and no hindrance from others
I can't stop dancing / I can't stop
It's just that when the curtain comes down / I want to step on someone else's stage
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