Chapter 175: The road is narrow, and the rivalry is rival
After Su Qing and the others left. Chen Yan fell into a 'confused' situation. She didn't know what she was going to do.
Su Qing's words made Chen Yan very entangled. On the one hand, she is indeed still in love with Xu Chen. But on the other hand, Xu Chen and Su in the dream were indifferently together. And so many decisive words. Let her cry sadly. Even if she knew that it was Xu Chen in the illusion. She still can't take it. Chen Yan's heart was both painful and extremely tormented.
For Xu Chen and Su indifferent. Come to think of it. Chen Yan still can't let go. Eventually, she had a decision in her mind. I want to return to Xu Chen's side. There may be some price that he will have to pay back personally.
It's been six years. It's been six years. This time may be just a snap of the fingers for people who are in a happy situation. In a flash. But for Chen Yan. Every day of the six years is like a year. She didn't really have a happy day.
The only thing that comforted him was her two little darlings. Ask her how she has been doing for the past six years. She couldn't say it at all.
In Chen Yan's heart, she couldn't let go of the relationship between her and Xu Chen. Even if you desperately ask yourself to forget everything in the past. But when she saw a miniature version of Momo-Xu Chen. The previous scenes will immediately come to mind. Her heart hurts. Chen Yan didn't know what to do. in order to completely remove Xu Chen from her life.
In the past six years. She herself had persuaded herself countless times to return to Xu Chen's side. As a 'woman'. They know very well how hard it is for a 'woman' to carry a child. How sad it is; They also clearly knew that Chen Yan still couldn't let go of Xu Chen deep down in his heart. Since that's the case, why torture each other. Not together anymore.
In fact, do you want to go back to Xu Chen. Chen Yan himself thought about it for a long time. It has also been bothered for a long time. Sometimes I'm too tired. I really can't hold on anymore. She just wanted to go to Xu Chen desperately. But that's just a spur of the moment. After calming down. I dismissed the idea. Chen Yan is a person with strong self-esteem in his bones. She didn't want to do something that made her look down on her because of the spur of the moment. She is no longer the carefree 'girl' she used to be. More often than not. She has two babies to think about.
And this time it's different. Why has she been living in pain? Xu Chen stayed out of the matter and was happy. This time she must take the initiative. She wants to see Xu Chen's current life. Is it really as she dreamed it was? He was already with Su Indifferently???
Chen Yan got up and poured a glass of water to drink. I saw a note pressed on the table. She looked at it with some suspicion.-It reads, "Whatever you decide. I support them all unconditionally. Remember to be happy..."
Chen Yan smiled when he played this. It should be left by Li Ding for himself. Don't ask him why he knows. It's just the feeling.
Chen Yan's hand holding the note trembled a little. She was helpless and desolate. Helplessly, Li Ding is so good to her. But she could not repay it; What is bleak is that she actually compares Li Ding and Xu Chen. Why Xu Chen would never be as good to himself as Li Ding. I care so much about myself.
How to get to this time. I'm still thinking about that negative man. I'm really cheap. Chen Yan sneered.
Revenge on Xu Chen was just an excuse for herself to return to Xu Chen. In fact, she just can't control herself. Can't put it down. She wanted to see if her dream had come true. I want to see if Xu Chen betrayed her.
Chen Yan put the note back on the table. Pick up a water glass. Took a look. Why did she feel like she was drinking crying juice? Instead of plain water that has no 'color' and no taste???
After Li Ding came out of Chen Yan. I drove to the beach alone. The icy sea breeze mixed with the smell of sea water rushed straight ahead. Li Ding felt much more comfortable. Only this biting coldness can alleviate the reluctance, heartache and helplessness in his heart. Reluctance is that he can't let go of Chen Yan. Heartache is his heartache for himself. And the helplessness is his helplessness about Chen Yan's decision. He couldn't change Chen Yan's mind.
He's not a fool. It can be seen that Chen Yan is planning to return to Xu Chen. That being the case. He only blessed her. He knew that Chen Yan was still in love with Xu Chen. in this world. Anything can be forced. But only feelings cannot. I thought I could move Chen Yan. But now I realize how naïve my original idea was. When Chen Yan gave birth to that pair of lovely children for Xu Chen. He should let it go. If you let go earlier. It won't be so painful. Feelings are the most complicated thing in the world. Who can control it.
How painful Chen Yan has been in these six years. Li Ding couldn't understand. I can't touch it. So his heart aches again. No matter how helpless it is. He will all support Chen Yan's decision. Go ahead. Go and find your own happiness. YAN Yan. Don't hold yourself back anymore??? If Xu Chen dares to bully you. I won't let him go.
Tonight, tonight. Right this moment. Let yourself think about Chen Yan again. Make yourself the best goodbye to her. Since then. He's just a good friend by her side. So much for.
The next day, Xia Yu'er came to see Chen Yan again. She was so happy. Said that Chen Yan was in the hospital for a few days of rest. Then she and Su Qing dressed her up. She and Wang Fan took her to meet Xu Chen.
I don't know why I still have some expectations in my heart. After all, I haven't seen him in six years. She wanted to see if he was all right. Isn't it???
Fate is a wonderful thing. Sometimes. Some people are even separated by thousands of rivers and mountains. But as long as they are tied by fate. will meet when they meet unexpectedly; Sometimes some people's ties go away. Even if the friends around help create all kinds of unexpected encounters. The two are still like two parallel lines. Never meet. And Chen Yan and Xu Chen belong to the latter.
Now Chen Yan has taken that step. No matter what mentality she had when she went to see Xu Chen. Deep down in her heart, she hopes that the fate between them is not broken.
Chen Yan didn't know about the past six years. She wasn't the only one who suffered. Xu Chen was also suffering.
Every time Wang Fan saw him in such pain. Just propose to let Chen Yan know. But Xu Chen stopped him. He didn't want Chen Yan to come back to him because of sympathy and pity. She won't be truly happy like that. I've caused her so much hurt and pain. He didn't want her to shed tears for herself again.
Can't hurt her. That's only self-harm. Six years of days and nights. I don't know how many times. Xu Chen would drive to the house where he used to live with Chen Yan. But I stayed for a while and left. He was afraid that he would not be able to control it when he saw it. Out of control. When the time comes, everything is out of his grasp. It feels bad.
Wang Fan didn't tell Xu Chen the news that Chen Yan saw him. He wanted to surprise Xu Chen.
"Wang Fan. You do me a favor." Xu Chen called Wang Fan into the office. He was standing in front of a floor-to-ceiling window. Look out the window at the traffic. I had a decision in my mind. He can't let Chen Yan get along with him like this. He had to get her back to him. Even if she hates him. He also spared no expense. He didn't want to wait until he was completely swallowed up by his thoughts to regret it. At that time, maybe Chen Yan was already someone else's wife. Li Ding???
Wang Fan looked at Xu Chen's expression with some hesitation. He thought something strange. This kind of expression has never appeared on Xu Chen.
"From now on. Use all your strength to find Chen Yan's whereabouts. I don't want to wait any longer." Xu Chen said lightly. That time I logged into the game account. It must be Chen Yan. Xu Chen is sure. There is no reason but feeling.
Which one feels familiar. And the little boy he saw that looked like her. It's all about everything. Let Xu Chen feel it. Chen Yan must have returned. He missed her six years ago. Be sure to bring her back in six years.
"Except for her. Do you know another Chen Yan?" Xu Chen raised his eyebrows. Wang Fan's reaction was very helpless. No wonder he Yu'er is a couple. It's not that a family doesn't enter a 'door'.
"But the boss. You don't say ???"
"I've changed my mind." Xu Chen directly interrupted Wang Fan's words. Chen Yan, she must come back to me." Xu Chen's voice was still faint. But the tone is not refutable in the slightest.
Wang Fan secretly rejoiced in his heart. These two people have a heart. Chen Yan just said that he wanted to return to Xu Chen's side. Now Xu Chen has taken action again. These two are destined to be together...
"Boss. How about me and Yu'er surprise you tomorrow.
"What a surprise."
"I'm not going to tell you now."
Before Xu Chen's seizure. Wang Fan flashed out of the office at the speed of Ling 'wave' microstep. Only Xu Chen, who had a black face, was left.
"Stuffy" man???
Under the dress of Su Qing and Xia Yuer's 'fine' heart. Chen Yan is dressed up beautifully. Re-standing at the 'door' of the impression of the stars. She felt a lot of emotion in her heart. For Yu'er and Su Qing's actions, he just smiled helplessly. Anyway. This time she won't run away again. Chen Yan secretly cheered himself up. Plucked up the courage and walked in.
Coincidentally, it was the same 'door', Chen Yan actually saw a face that he didn't want to see. Although not seen for six years. But Chen Yan still remembers that face clearly. Six years no see. It's still that pure and pure 'touch' look. White 'colored' dress and black 'colored' high heels. Long hair fluttering.
It's Su Indifferent.
Chen Yan helped his forehead. sighed that it was really a narrow road.
Su indifferently saw Chen Yan dressed very beautifully. This man who tortured her for six years. This person has never left Xu Chen's heart for a second even if he has been away for six years. How could she not know. Looking at Chen Yan who has changed so much. Su is very angry. She was so good to Xu Chen. Xu Chen still didn't take her seriously. There is only Chen Yan in my heart. On what basis.
Chen Yan has not appeared for six years. This time Su was surprised to see her. But Su didn't know it. This time she appeared and there was nothing good about it. He definitely wanted to snatch Xu Chen back. No way. She must not let Chen Yan succeed. Su walked over indifferently and quickly. CHEN Yan. What are you doing again, you fox 'elf'? Xu Chen is still in pain when he is tortured by you?" Talking. He raised his left hand high and slapped it towards Chen Yan's face.
"You think I'm going to be beaten by you." Actually, at the beginning. Chen Yan saw Su Indifferent. She knew it wasn't going to be good. Sure enough. So be prepared early. Chen Yan grabbed Su Indifferent's left wrist. He quickly stretched out his right hand and fanned it back.
"Smack. Smack." The two sounds were so fast that Su indifferently felt like she was in a fog. Immediately a red mark appeared on his face. Hotly. She just 'figured' the situation. She was slapped twice by Chen Yan.