The first time I realized that people are different from each other was in the sixty-fourth week of life, in February, when the winter was cold and the end of the year was approaching.

In the ward, doctors gathered around her, constantly apologizing to her parents. Due to the intern's mistakes, she was found to be immaculate in her left eye after birth. The hospital fired the intern as soon as possible and prepared nearly 70 million credits in compensation, but her family was not short of money.

They were noisy and crowded, and I glanced at her through the cracks, and she seemed to be smiling at me. Soon, she was taken away, supposedly to have surgery to correct her eyeball, and I was the only one left in the ward.

I?

At 448 days old, I couldn't speak, couldn't lift my hands, had difficulty breathing when I walked three steps, and genetically determined that I had a 97% chance of dying of heart disease at the age of 30. If it weren't for my mother's strong desire to have children, the eugenics committee would have washed me down the drain as early as the embryonic stage.

If I had known that life would be so difficult after that, maybe it would have been a good choice to be washed down the sewers at the time, at least there are nearly 200,000 brothers with me every year.

My mom believed in miracles and that her love would cure my genetic defects. But no. I grew up strictly according to the law of genetic determination, getting sick when I should be sick, and being weak when I should be weak. Even if you keep improving yourself and exercise your body every day according to the best training method, after more than 20 years, you should be young and strong, but you still can't lift anything more than 20 kilograms.

I believe more and more that I will die at the age of 30, is this my helpless life?

So I started thinking about her in a nutshell.

On the night of the sales agreement between Guild Wars and the Hui Group, the partner who had worked together for three years breathed a sigh of relief, saying that we would definitely achieve fame and enjoy the wealth of the world, and after the high spirits, he proposed to order a takeout to celebrate, I looked at my wrist, and there were 200 credits left, just enough to go to the 82nd floor to eat the cheapest set meal.

From the thirteenth floor to the eighty-second floor, the elevator stopped steadily opposite the small restaurant called "Where" after a pressurized increase. The boss was three or four years older than me, and his deep eyes seemed to see everything. His wife is going back and forth in the shop, with a graceful posture and wisps of style. This mom-and-pop shop doesn't open until 12 p.m., so that we midnight dogs don't get hungry and faint, and our souls and stomachs should have a good home.

The set meal for 200 is still those things, broccoli, mushrooms, green peppers, potatoes, pork ribs, a big bowl of rice. While eating, my partner talked about how to squander the money when he had it, buy the best, use the most expensive, play the most exciting, and do the most beautiful ...... He kept talking about the most, the most, as if he was really drunk.

"A milkshake." She came in in the dust, leaning against the kitchen counter, holding her head, the curve snaked from her shoulders to her ankles, and she was thrillingly beautiful.

"It's not good for your stomach to drink this all the time." The proprietress seemed to be very familiar with her, and she said that it was not good, but she filled her with a full glass.

"I'm so tired~" she said, "I've been writing for too long, my mind is messed up, calm down." ”

It's really to calm down, all these years I fantasize about the girl in the hospital, about her growing up, about her body, about her face, about her preferences, about her experiences...... And now, she appeared in front of me, a fantasy body, a fantasy face.

"I just got an interesting game in which the preset human female characters look exactly like me, it's amazing." She paused, "Except for the eyes." "She was chatting with the proprietress and I knew she was talking about Guild Wars.

The person who can get the unreleased game from the Xu Group should not appear in this remote building, nor should he appear in this small restaurant, nor should he wear such ordinary clothes, which is not in line with common sense. What is even more contrary to common sense is that the partner never noticed that there was a beautiful girl behind him.

I've read a lot of dating cheats, and the book says that this is the time to gracefully step forward and talk to the girl, talk about the weather, talk about the food, and then talk about sex very naturally......

I've read a lot of sex books, and the books say that you should first make a woman's ears, then make her body hot, and finally make her turn into water......

I have read a lot of parenting Bibles, and the books say that the best way to raise your baby is to teach him by word and deed, stimulate his desire to explore, satisfy his curiosity, and encourage him to be bold and careful to read dating cheats......

It was only when I was already thinking about going to be with her that I realized she was gone.

The partner said that he was full of warm thoughts**, I said that there was no money, and he said that he had hands. He went home to relieve his loneliness, and I went to the rooftop to relax.

I never smoke but I carry a lighter with me, there are always people who smoke and can't find fire, and there are always people who can't find someone to talk to. Not having an object is a terrible thing and will crash the program. The young man and woman on the rooftop decorate their moons, affectionate, and affectionate, inflicting 10,000 critical damage on a single dog.

The post-plague world population is extremely scarce, and the government encourages people to reproduce, no, the government encourages people to have good children. On the seventh day after the fertilized egg is implanted, a special device can analyze the future fate of the fertilized egg, which is determined by genes. The good and the bad are presented in front of you through all kinds of data. Couples make a choice according to common sense, and if they are good, they will stay, and the government will give them generous treatment, including five times the paid maternity leave for two years for parents, and all expenses for children until they are 12 years old. It is the duty of any couple of men and women to conceive, give birth, and hand over to the eugenics committee to contribute to the construction of a better society.

So, what if it's bad? Usually a red pill is eaten, the child is finished, and the parents continue to work and live painlessly, waiting for a time to conceive until they have a high-quality fertilized egg. Of course, I can be stupid enough to give birth to me like my parents, and from then on, I will be heartbroken, tired, and troubled.

Emotions were confused, my heart was beating violently and irregularly, the system installed on the nerves let out a cry for help, and before the couple playing with the moon could react, she rushed to my side and laid me flat, kneeling on the ground and holding my hand.

"Relax, don't be nervous, the more nervous you get." She advised, "Breathe in and hold your breath." ”

I was obedient, inhaling and holding my breath until I couldn't hold my breath until I couldn't hold my breath anymore, and then exhaled hard. She whispered words of comfort and pressed my chest regularly. Her first aid skills are skillful and more gentle than that of a humanoid nurse, and her heartbeat is steady under her comfort.

I looked at her with a myriad of fantasies of obscenity and purity.

"Aren't you hurting?" She asked me.

I should be hurting!

However, the genes are not good, the sickness is riddled with pain, the pain is so bad, the howl is said to make the livability index of the whole building drop, the commission will run to my house two times in three days, in a dark and windy night, the commission will break in with a bunch of robots, they give me candy to eat, I was fooled, eat the pain nerve blocker. I got an unprecedented level of ease, with an unprecedented number of 22 out of 100 on the Livability Index.

"It hurts, it hurts, I freeze." In fact, seeing her stunned, it was so beautiful that people stood without it.

She wiped my nosebleed with a white handkerchief and held my chin.

She was three centimeters taller than me, and the chin support became very provocative. Kiss my words and God unfolds, I think.

She said, "With your physical fitness, you won't survive the second chapter." ”

I asked, "Good Samaritan, what's your name?" ”

"Little Red."

"Oh, my name is Xiao Ming."

She laughed, her body trembled, but the hand holding my chin was as steady as Mount Tai.

In this way, I knew that her name was Xiaohong in the hospital that year, and she had no impression of me, but fortunately, I got to know her again.

"Xiaohong, the moonlight is so beautiful today." What I saw was her forehead, as smooth as the moon.

"Xiao Ming, do you want to say that there is a good restaurant and want to invite me to dinner."

"Xiaohong, you're so smart." I was seen through my thoughts, "After inviting you to dinner, I should invite you to my house to sit down." ”

"Xiao Ming, do you have a big soft bed at home, just enough to lie down for two people."

"Xiaohong, I've always slept on the sofa."

The hand holding her chin loosened, and she said, "It should be okay, Xiao Ming, you go home quickly, don't let your mother worry." ”

I looked down hard and pressed her hand, and I said, "It's alright, Xiaohong, I'm going home, can we play together in the future?" ”

She frowned, her eyes exactly the same as they had been when she was a child.