Chapter Seventy-Eight: Mu Chun's Notes
"The thing is very simple, because the first time I gave Li Nan the medicine Li Nan took, the second time you treated Li Nan, but you didn't prescribe the medicine. However, the second time, you also obviously felt that Li Nan seemed to be in better shape than before, right? ”
Mu Chun is right, this is the truth.
The second time Li Nan came to the hospital, he did look much better than the first time, although he was still very nervous, but he did share his thoughts with Chu Sisi, and expressed his desire to improve his current state.
"He's hard, very hard, teacher, I really want to help him."
"But you forgot to prescribe him medicine."
"But the teacher."
"So, if he's in any danger, it's your responsibility."
Chu Sisi was puzzled, and was more and more confused by Mu Chun's words, and even his self-esteem was hit. So regardless of whether Mu Chun was listening or not, Chu Sisi retold all the treatment details from Li Nan's first visit to the clinic to the present. Mu Chun listened almost with his eyes closed.
"You just want me to go back to law, don't you?"
"yes, that's what I thought, I think it's better for you that way."
"Why?"
"I don't know."
"You don't know?"
"Your mother wants you to go back, I don't think there's anything wrong with your mother wanting you to go back, if you can, you can go back early, the physical and mental health department is not a very suitable place for you, you lack some things, and you have some conditions yourself."
Hearing Mu Chun say this, Chu Sisi suddenly felt that Mu Chun seemed to know who she was and the difficulties she had endured, and in the past six months, he was simply pretending to be confused.
If this is really the case, then Mu Chun is really too hateful.
People's self-esteem is a very strange thing, it can not only play the good side and motivate a person to work hard, but also become the bad side, make a person depressed, and even inferior.
A girl like Chu Sisi would not have low self-esteem.
Liu Tiantian is full of confidence all day long, and she never feels that there is anything to hide, she loses her temper when she wants to, and opens the refrigerator door if she wants to go to the refrigerator to get something to eat.
You can think she's uneducated, but she doesn't care.
Kobayashi would rather faint than confide in his mother about his suffering, also because of his self-esteem.
Not only women, but men also have a need for self-esteem.
Anyway, Chu Sisi is a strong girl, and since she has decided to do one thing well, no matter how difficult it is, she will not give up easily.
Even if Mu Chun makes things difficult and even counts down, she will not give up.
Li Nan still didn't show up, a week later, Chu Sisi became irritable, Mu Chun asked her to read in the opposite treatment room, reading some short stories, one of which is particularly interesting, about a family with some symptoms similar to Li Nan, one of the family members works every day to wash the trees on the side of the road, washing them a hundred times a day, doing this thing from morning to night, and then sleeping peacefully until dawn to do it.
There is also a family member who counts the bricks on the floor in the studio every day, and even if he counts all the bricks in the block today, he has to start counting again the next day, and his job is to count the bricks.
Chu Sisi laughed while watching, full of curiosity and love for this author called Cortázar, so he asked Mu Chun for a few of his novels to read, Mu Chun said that long stories were not suitable for Chu Sisi, so he gave her two short stories.
Chu Si thought that if a person like Li Nan could engage in some work that required repeated examinations, he might be able to alleviate this illness and achieve good results in this field.
She told Mu Chun her thoughts, and Mu Chun even praised her for her literary talent and suitability to write novels.
Although Mu Chun said this, Chu Sisi found that a glimmer of light flashed in Mu Chun's eyes, maybe he didn't notice it himself, this light entered Chu Sisi's heart.
The teacher showed me these books for a purpose, the characters in Cortázar's novels can do simple repetitive tasks and get peace of mind and pay, isn't it the same with Howard Hughes? He was obsessed with making a perfect film, almost to the point of being harsh, and he experimented almost countless times in order to build a good airplane.
What seems like a crazy act ends up bringing wealth and achievements that no one else can match.
Crazy but still shining.
What are the criteria for a healthy body and mind?
Chu Sisi wrote down the questions in her notebook, and when she looked through Mu Chun's notes, she thought and looked for the answers to the questions.
In Mu Chun's notes, there are many references to what the standard of physical and mental health is, and he also has many explanations, and it can be seen that these explanations are the experience and ideas summarized after statistics and analysis of many cases.
Where did these cases come from?
He was only a graduate student at school when he wrote these notes.
He's only been working as a psychologist for just over three years, but where did the contents of these notes come from?
Is it plagiarism?
Mu Chun's English is very good, and because he likes Latin American literature, in order to read the original Spanish novels, he taught himself Spanish for two years, but even so...... Could it be that these notes of Mu Chun are plagiarized from foreign research results?
What else could it be?
Chu Si couldn't think of any other possibility, she opened Google, picked out some fragments of Mu Chun's notes and searched, but did not find the same text at all.
She thought that maybe it was the reason for the translation, so Chu Sisi translated Mu Chun's notes into English again, and there was still no similar content in the search results.
Did Mu Chun come up with all these things?
Chu Sisi became more and more incomprehensible, and she was thinking about whether to ask Chu Xiaofeng. But Chu Xiaofeng has been working in the United States recently, and he doesn't know when he will come back.
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"Still don't want children?"
Mu Chun looked at Zhao Ping, Zhao Ping lowered her head and looked at her stomach.
"Yes, don't want this child, now is not the time."
"Have you discussed it with your boyfriend when you go back?"
"After discussing it, he also means that it may not be good if the time goes on, so it is better to arrange the operation earlier."
"And when?"
The pen in Mu Chun's hand was writing on Zhao Ping's medical record, and he looked up at Zhao Ping's stomach from time to time, but he didn't know what he was writing.
"Let's go and improve the examination, and if you don't want it, see how your body is and whether it is suitable for surgery."
After speaking, a stack of checklists was pushed in front of Zhao Ping.
Zhao Ping is still wearing the same yellow dress and white sneakers as last time.
Unlike last time, this time, she walked into the clinic more like a pregnant woman, and her belly became much larger than before.
She touched her stomach and smiled happily.
Mu Chun also smiled.