Chapter 189: Where the Beginning and the End
Chu Zixian was a little distressed when he saw Chen Yao crying like this, and he was about to reach out to hug Chen Yao, but he didn't expect Chen Yao to push Chu Zixian away with his backhand, and said silently: "Chu, Chu Zixian, let's break up." ”
"Are you sure?" Chu Zixian's mood was very calm, he had thought about it in the past few months, but he didn't have the courage to say the word break up to Chen Yao.
At least the picture of Chen Yao telling him to break up was simulated countless times in Chu Zixian's mind.
"Well, I don't think we're a good fit, I still have two younger brothers, I'm sorry, I don't want to be a burden to you, I'm sorry, I can't stick to it, I'm sorry." Chen Yao ran out of the bubble tea shop crying after speaking, she really didn't want to talk to Chu Zixian anymore, she was afraid that she would be soft-hearted.
Looking at Chen Yao's back as he ran farther and farther, a smile curled up at the corner of Chu Zixian's mouth, and he wished Chen Yao real happiness in the future.
"Boy, go after it." The owner of the bubble tea shop is more anxious than Chu Zixian, he has seen countless couples who have broken up in the store, and there are very few who are as calm as Chu Zixian.
"Forget it, I can't catch up." After Chu Zixian finished speaking, he turned his head to look at the boss and asked for a cup of milk tea.
"Whoa." The boss quickly made the milk tea and handed it to Chu Zixian.
Chu Zixian took the milk tea and drank it slowly, he kept flipping through Chen Yao's previous photos in his hand, he would stay for a while when he flipped to one, and then pressed the delete button, and deleted until the end Chu Zixian drank the milk tea, tears slipped silently, and only the boss sighed helplessly.
Although Chu Zixian knew that he might not be able to go back to the past with Chen Yao, since Chen Yao said that he would break up, he was not willing to pester Chen Yao anymore, after all, he was far from being comparable to before, and it would be easy for anyone to let go.
But clearly and clearly, thinking about those good memories of the past, Chu Zixian's tears flowed uncontrollably, he once thought about the picture of the breakup, thought that he would be very strong, and thought that his feelings for Chen Yao had been exhausted, he still underestimated the memories in his heart.
Perhaps, the brain understands the breakup.
But the heart was unwilling.
Many years of habits can be broken in an instant.
The boss finally confiscated Chu Zixian's money for this cup of milk tea, and looked at Chu Zixian's lonely back and walked out of the milk tea shop.
Chu Zixian didn't look back, just let this relationship end here.
It's pretty good, too.
Where to start and where to end.
The sky was filled with snowflakes, and the white snowflakes hit Chu Zixian's cheeks as gently as they did back then, but the young man at the beginning had gradually grown up, and some things, some people, had changed after all.
Chu Zixian's sadness came from the bottom of his heart, but Chu Zixian was able to control his emotions better than before, he didn't drink anymore, and he didn't want to hit someone to vent his emotions, but he just felt empty in his heart.
Looking up at the snowflakes in the sky, Chu Zixian didn't seem to have any worries in his heart, and stood quietly for a long time.
There is no need to save money hard, Chu Zixian wanted to spend the New Year easily, and he resigned from his part-time job at the hotel without too much hesitation, and his resignation was originally planned, but Chen Yao's breakup accelerated Chu Zixian's decision.
went to work in the supermarket as before, talked and laughed with everyone, none of the colleagues saw that Chu Zixian had just broken up, only Chu Zixian could clearly feel that his current laughter was becoming more and more fake, as if it was just to cope with the social relationship.
The boosting also stopped, Chu Zixian just wanted to do what he wanted to do.
In the past half a year, it is fast to say fast, slow to say slow, Chu Zixian has experienced various psychological traumas before and after, and now there is a feeling that there are more lice and it doesn't matter.
"Xiao Chu, do you want to perform a show at the annual meeting?" The store manager found Chu Zixian and asked him.
"No, I don't have any talent." Chu Zixian refused with a smile.
"Okay, then you will do the statistics of the annual meeting later, and finally give me the plan." The store manager also said with a smile.
"Okay." Chu Zixian nodded.
The store manager is no longer only flattered by Chu Zixian, but also recognizes Chu Zixian's strength, although Chu Zixian only deals with some documents and other work, but every job arranged by the store manager to Chu Zixian, Chu Zixian can complete it with excellent efficiency, so all the processes of the store's annual meeting are handed over to Chu Zixian for arrangement.
Anyway, there is last year's flow chart, and she has to review and sign it in the end, which is very reassuring to Chu Zixian.
Flipping through the folders on the table, Chu Zixian inexplicably felt a trace of irritability, who was he working so hard for before?
Now that he is the only one left, do you still need to fight so hard? He didn't want to stay in the supermarket to make a living, at least now that he asked himself, he didn't want to be in the supermarket.
Without Chen Yao's pressure, Chu Zixian was more able to face his own heart, he thought about what he had done all these years? It seems that more often, it's all for Chen Yao, and what does he want? It doesn't seem to have been done a few pieces.
Shaking his head and dispelling these troubles, Chu Zixian was busy with the work at hand.
Thoughts are thoughts, moods are moods, and he will complete his tasks in one day in the supermarket.
It's not about doing it with all your heart, but it's not about cutting corners.
After more than half a year of tempering, Chu Zixian's mentality has calmed down a lot, and he has learned a lot about this society, although it is only half a year since graduation, Chu Zixian's growth rate is fast.
It is said that the children of the poor are in charge early, not to mention that Chu Zixian still has a painful abandonment experience, which is more terrifying than being poor at the beginning, it is easy to go from thrift to luxury, and it is very difficult to go from luxury to thrift.
Returning to the rental house early, Chu Zixian looked at this small and depressing living room, with a smile on his face, this place he hated very much, but now he felt warm.
The landlord asked him if he wanted to renew the lease when he needed to pay the heating bill, and Chu Zixian did not hesitate to renew the lease for another half a year, maybe after another half a year, Chu Zixian would leave here.
Although he has the habit of living, as long as he lives here for a day, he will inevitably think of Chen Yao, and he doesn't know if Chu Zixian can completely let go of Chen Yao in the future, but now Chu Zixian confirms that he still can't let go, although it doesn't matter on the surface.
A thought came to mind.
He wanted to leave Pingshi, to leave the city that made him sad and had no more concerns.
It's not easy to just say that you can leave, but no matter what, you have to pass the year first.
The time of the day slowed down in Chu Zixian's eyes, and he began to have time to chat and fart with his colleague's eldest sister, instead of burying his head in sleep or training as before, and the work given to him by the store manager was not just done for the sake of completion, he would also spend more energy to think about how to do this job more appropriately.
Finally, Chu Zixian bought the clothes he liked for himself, how many times was the last time? It seems that he is still a freshman, anyway, since he met Chen Yao, Chu Zixian has not bought clothes alone.
Also, Chu Zixian's thoughts about Zhu Rui and them were irrepressible, and he couldn't help but call to ask about their current situation.
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