Chen Tian, who was hidden in the dense grass not far away by Xu Xian, also fell into a deeper level of chaos, in which the scenes that happened from his childhood to the present did not appear in normal chronological order like fragments of a photo album, so different people who appeared in different periods were able to talk to themselves under different managers, as if he had been divided into several personalities, of course, Chen Tian himself also knew that he had several personalities, Among these characters, the one that Chen Tian doesn't want people to know is inferiority, because Chen Tian has been very inferior and fragile since he was a child because of his ugly appearance.

That's why Chen Tian will teach those who gave him nicknames when he was a child, so Chen Tian will use violence to make them fear themselves, and from then on to enhance the majesty of their other side, only by letting others know their other side, will they forget their original side, so in the later period of Chen Tian, because many people instructed him to love to fight, and often fought with other schools, so naturally no one dared to bully him, and no one dared to give him a nickname, and even many people didn't even have the courage to look directly at Chen Tian. Of course, it's not that Chen Tian gets more and more scary the longer he gets, but that Chen Tian uses fights to calm down the fact that others keep saying that he is ugly, but after all, Chen Tian is really ugly, and this is a fact that Chen Tian can't change no matter how much he fights, so Chen Tian must let himself accept this fact.

When Chen Tian accepted that no matter whether he knew people or not, after seeing his ugly appearance and words, Chen Tian slowly began to care, but this was just a habit of living numb, until he had a sister, when he heard that his mother was pregnant again, Chen Tian looked forward to hoping that he would have a younger brother or sister, because although Chen Tian was very interested in fighting, he knew a lot of friends who were fighting, but they were all clubs. Yes. Little gangsters, they just want Chen Tian to help him fight or be afraid of Chen Tian, so they will be with Chen Tian temporarily, and they don't have any deep friendship with each other, so they will naturally not bring Chen Tian when they go out to eat and live, after all, how can they take Chen Tian with their sister, just his appearance may be that the sister will turn around and leave, but it will affect them, so Chen Tian does not have any friends except for the advantage of being able to fight, of course, these Chen Tian are also very clear, so Chen Tian is very much looking forward to his younger brother and sister being born soon, That way you won't be so lonely. “

Just when Chen Tian was indulging in these old things in his mind, it seemed that another self in his heart was questioning Chen Tian through the hearts of the two of them: "Hey, hey, hey!" You've been here over and over, what do you want to do? I'm curious what you want?

In fact, Chen Tian knows that he is actually lonely in his heart, and he really wants someone who can understand him, but unfortunately no one understands him, and even his parents think he is ugly, obviously his parents are not ugly, how can there be such a big contrast, once Chen Tian inadvertently heard the conversation between his parents, and sometimes they all thought that they had not held the wrong child in the delivery room, after all, Chen Tianchang was not like his parents, but Chen Tian is their son is indeed a fact, But sometimes it's hard to know when the heart is clouded.

So Chen Tian has been very depressed and inferior since he was a child, all in all, this inner loneliness once made Chen Tian feel that it was really meaningless for him to survive in this world, so when Chen Tian was fighting, he really hoped that he would be killed like this, but when people are in extreme despair and sadness, the power that often erupts is very wonderful, so every time he fights, it becomes her vent for her unhappiness in life, but he is rarely injured and slowly becomes more and more powerful, and the more he fights, the more famous he becomes, although he is not a gangster, But he is a well-known delinquent teenager in the local area.

But after fighting, it often brings greater emptiness and loneliness in the heart, so Chen Tian once couldn't find any pursuit in life except that fighting is his specialty, and once thought about whether I would be able to give birth to a handsome guy in the next life, even if I am not handsome, as long as I am average, why is God so unfair to me, let me look like this scary face, so Chen Tian once didn't like to look in the mirror and give up on himself, just when he occasionally fell into the despair of wanting to commit suicide, Chen Tian learned that his mother was pregnant, He is about to have a younger brother or sister, so Chen Tianjian's expectation is to hope that his younger brother or sister will be born soon.

With the long anticipation of the car year, his mother gave birth to a younger sister named Chen Lingxiu, because the younger sister has been cute and beautiful since she was a child, so not only her parents love her, but also the surrounding neighbors and friends when she went to school, of course, Chen Tian also sees his sister as very important, which man wants to get close to his sister, then he is going to be beaten after school.

And Chen Lingxiu doesn't dislike her brother's ugliness, so Chen Tian is more cordial to her sister, but people will always grow up, when her sister changes from a little girl to a big girl, maybe she really doesn't care about her brother's ugliness, but she also begins to care about the eyes of the outside world, sometimes she is reluctant to get too close to her brother, afraid that friends around her will know Chen Tian and her brother, of course, Chen Tian is not stupid, although Chen Tian is not a very smart person, but he is definitely not stupid, and even more than ordinary people like to observe things around him, especially observing people, People with low self-esteem in their hearts will always observe other people's every move, especially their facial expressions, to perceive the other party's opinion of themselves, so Chen Tian is very proficient in this kind of observation of words and feelings.

Although my sister didn't say it explicitly, but she has slowly alienated her brother in many things, so Chen Tian has long felt it, but she is always a little reluctant, but she can't let go, after all, her sister will grow up sooner or later, and if she is exposed to more things, she will also feel that her brother is very unproductive, although they are very good to themselves, but if others know that their brother looks like this, they will definitely become the laughing stock of everyone's after-dinner meal.

So Chen Lingxiu intentionally or unintentionally hinted that his brother should not always follow him, so Chen Tian also knew that it was time to let go of his sister's love, and when his sister grew up, she should let go and let her have her own circle of friends, although she was a little reluctant, because Chen Tian cherished this sister very much, so she had always been under her own protection, and anyone who bullied her Chen Tian would silently observe in secret.

But this kind of surveillance Chen Tian felt that he should really let go when he grew up, so Chen Tian really let go in the later period, after all, Chen Tian also knew that sometimes if he really wanted his sister to live happily, he should not be too concerned about her life when he was an elder brother, and everyone would have their own life, so Chen Tian also removed all the bad teenagers assigned to protect his sister in the later period, but soon his sister had an accident, and the sudden changes in the family made Chen Tian have to fall into a mystery as a whole. In addition to the death of his father, his mother was taken away, and even his sister was hit by a car, this series forced Chen Tian to finally walk into prison, but Chen Tian did not regret it, because Chen Tian rescued his mother and raised money for his sister's treatment, so Chen Tian only hoped that his mother could come to see him in prison in the past few years, and he could bring good news about his sister's recovery.

But after waiting for more than two years, my mother didn't come to see her once, but what she was waiting for was Ms. Zhao and a god-making plan that he didn't have to carry out the death penalty, followed by Chen Tian was sent to this island by plane, of course, since Chen Tian came to this giant island, Chen Tian really found his goal in this predicament, and this goal is not to become famous or prosperous, his goal is just to leave this island alive and return to the place where he used to live to see if his broken home returns to normal, Whether his sister has recovered or not, although this is just an inconspicuous little hope, but in this murderous island full of murderous gods, the metaphor that gods will be killed shows how dangerous this island is.

If you don't have firm faith and luck, as well as your own strength, you will basically die on the island if you can't even pass through the outermost Z area of the Killing God Island, so this is also a battlefield of survival of the fittest, so Chen Tian can survive because Chen Tian has great potential, but Chen Tian has already split several personalities in his body due to his inferiority complex and loneliness in the outside world, one is his lonely self in his heart, and the other is his pretending to be strong. There is also to prove that she is very capable of forcibly threatening others, which was used when she was a bad teenager when she was in school, and later when she was in prison, she always used this character, but after entering the island, she produced three more personalities.

A character is called responsibility, because Chen Tian wants to use his life and responsibility to take every member out of here, and he has turned this responsibility into his own kind of wanting to protect every member, because these guys are different from those people who know outside the island, and they can feel similar to family brothers and sisters from them, although they were all brought together because of their own interests at the beginning, But after a long time, Chen Tian really felt from them the reality that those people outside the island could not give him, which Chen Tian had never felt outside the island.

That's why Chen Tian will do whatever it takes to protect them with his life, because Chen Tian doesn't want to lose his cherished friends, after all, he now belongs to what relatives and family he already has, and being able to meet these people really makes Chen Tian feel that he didn't come to this place in vain, so Chen Tian's responsible character comes from himself, of course, in addition to this responsible character, as his strength slowly grows stronger, his own physique awakens and kills more and more, and he becomes very arrogant, and that kind of arrogance and willfulness is also a characteristic of Chen Tian's strength. Of course, in addition to these two personalities, Chen Tian also has another personality, and this character is currently in dialogue with Chen Tian's initial inferiority complex, and wants Chen Tian to know that you yourself have a variety of personalities and personalities, and each personality has different strengths, and you are not the only one.

"I'm not the only one?"

"That's right! You are not the only one, whether it is you who have low self-esteem, you who are lonely, or you who are resilient and arrogant, you who are willing to sacrifice or kill when you are arrogant, no matter what period you are, you are not the only you, and naturally you are not the real you, only these personalities overlap together to be the real you, a person should have the courage to assume the real self, no matter what character and personality you have, if you can't really recognize yourself, you are not a complete self, do you understand? “