As Li Shujie slowly integrated into the Li family, Li Shujie's spirit and mentality gradually improved under the company and care of Li Muran and her father.

In order to take care of Li Muran's father and help Li Muran's father run a business, Li Shujie actually didn't have so much thought about Chu Zixian, and she didn't dare to think that although her life was a little busy now, it was not all smooth sailing, but in any case, it was much better than the last time in the Chu family, Li Shujie chose to escape the miss of Chu Zixian in her heart again.

Two years ago, Li Muran's father finally fell down after a long illness, Li Shujie fought wits and courage with Li Muran's uncles and uncles for the Li family's family property, and constantly communicated with customers to maintain operations, and finally firmly held the family business in her hands this year, without worries, otherwise Li Shujie didn't know if she would choose to return to China after seeing Chu Zixian on TV.

After Chu Zixian listened to Li Muran's words, he smiled silently, his eyes were full of self-deprecation, when he wanted his mother the most, Li Shujie was working hard for Li Muran, grievances and sadness filled his heart, Chu Zixian had tears in his eyes, he raised his head and tried not to let the tears flow out, he didn't want to make himself look so weak.

And Chu Zixian's scene, in Li Muran's eyes, she thought that Chu Zixian was sympathetic to Li Shujie's experience, she comforted Chu Zixian softly and said: "Brother, it's all over, our family will live a good life in the future, my mother and I have also decided to return to China to live, and we will move the focus of the industry back to China as much as possible in the next few years." ”

Chu Zixian took a heavy breath, blinked and let the tears in his eyes dissipate, he adjusted his mentality, sniffed and just glanced at Li Muran lightly, and then turned his head and asked Li Shuran: "Do you think these are all over?" ”

"Zixian, I... I'm sorry. Li Shujie was not as simple as Li Muran thought, she could feel Chu Zixian's rejection of him, and couldn't help but bow her head and apologize, she also clearly knew why she came back to Chu Zixian now, and it was not just the excuses that Li Muran said.

"Then what do you think you can make up for me by coming back?" Chu Zixian asked Li Shujie again.

Li Shujie raised her head and looked at Chu Zixian again, but she didn't know what to say, and Li Muran rushed to say: "Brother, we are your family, whatever you want, as long as we have it, we will give it to you." ”

Chu Zixian shook his head with a smile in the face of Li Muran's naïve thoughts, and asked them: "When I was in high school, others said that I didn't have a mother, and I fought with them and quarreled with them, how do you make up for me?" ”

"This ......" Li Muran was speechless for an instant, turned his head to look at Li Shujie, and saw that Li Shujie's fists were already clenched, and she pursed her mouth without saying a word.

"When I first went to college, my aunt bought me all the clothes, and I didn't know what clothes I wore to look good, and I wore what my aunt bought." Chu Zixian looked at them and continued to speak lightly.

This sentence seems to have pierced Li Shujie's heart, when Chu Zixian was fighting with others in high school, she was comforting and protecting Li Muran, Chu Zixian's clothes were only bought by her aunt, and she was carefully selecting clothes for Li Muran.

"Since my dad died, my grandfather was not in good health and lived at my uncle's house, every time I went home, I felt more lonely than ever, as if I was the only one left in the world, every time I went home, I walked back slowly, sometimes through the window of other people's houses I saw other people's mothers cooking dinner, I always thought about where are you? Who is cooking dinner for? I was surrounded by people, but I couldn't feel their temperature. Chu Zixian continued to narrate.

Li Muran looked at Chu Zixian with a shocked look on her face, she didn't expect Chu Zixian to start living alone very early, she heard Li Shujie say that Chu Zixian's grandfather was good, she always thought that Chu Zixian just lacked maternal love, but she didn't expect Chu Zixian to ......

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" Li Shujie couldn't hold back her tears, and she apologized in a low voice.

Chu Zixian couldn't help but feel sad in the face of Li Shujie's posture, but his tone was still so plain: "Later, I found a girlfriend, she made me feel at home, I was very happy for a while, but she didn't last long, she became more and more materialistic, and I couldn't keep up with her rhythm more and more, and grandpa's health was getting worse and worse." ”

"Finally, when I was about to graduate from college, my grandfather left, and my girlfriend and I became more and more estranged, but what was even more terrifying was that when I got my graduation certificate, my uncle and second uncle came to me, and they said that my grandfather transferred the house to my uncle's name before his death, and asked me to move out to live ......" When Chu Zixian said this, Li Muran exclaimed, and Li Shujie's eyes also revealed a look of disbelief.

"I was expelled from the Chu family by my uncle, I rented a house and could only find a job in a supermarket, the employees there wanted to make it difficult for me, my girlfriend and former classmates looked down on my work in the supermarket, and even my girlfriend's parents despised me without a house, and I had to calculate how much money I had and how much I could spend every day, in order to fill my stomach, I didn't dare to eat meat and could only buy steamed buns, and I even had to ask others to borrow money......" Chu Zixian still said lightly, but tears flowed out uncontrollably.

He really missed Li Shujie at that time and thought that she could help him.

"Later, I broke up with my girlfriend and quit my job, I left Pingshi, which made me a little sad, I also worked as a wandering singer for a while, I slept on the road for a long time and didn't take a shower, and it was this experience that I was able to sing better than ordinary people." Chu Zixian suddenly laughed when he said this, and asked them with tears in his eyes: "You have also seen that I am doing well now, I don't lack anything, what can you make up for me?" ”

Li Muran was silent, she didn't expect Chu Zixian to have experienced so many ups and downs, which she didn't dare to imagine and hadn't experienced, and Li Shujie couldn't cry anymore, she was ashamed in addition to blaming herself, she was able to hide far away, but she left Chu Zixian in the Chu family to face these hardships and obstacles, I'm afraid Chu Zixian has experienced more than her over the years.

What can she make up for? Does an apology work?

In fact, Chu Zixian didn't bother to talk about the previous things, but in the face of Li Shujie, he wanted to tell all the suffering he had suffered over the years, because it was his mother.

He doesn't hate Li Shujie now, but he won't erase the experience of so many years before, and happily welcome Li Shujie's return, he is not so generous, he may be a joke to others when he talks about these hardships, but when he hears Li Shujie's ears, it is like a knife scraping her flesh and blood.