Chapter 495: Mind Relief Ape
"I," Silly Beibei lowered her head slightly, and rubbed her body against the wall, so that the little monkey Li on the side could lean on herself. In the past, they wanted to do the same, leaning on each other, resting in the practice room, sweating profusely, saying some bland words, or just staying slimy, feeling each other's beating hearts.
"I won't persuade you to do anything," Silly Beibei looked at the white wall in front of him, and his voice seemed to carry a hint of relief, "After all, Ernie sauces him, and he really does something very bad." I won't advise you to continue liking him, or say don't like him anymore, it's all your own right. All I care about is my big friend Monkey Li-chan, don't be unhappy anymore, be happy every day! Be the same as Kii-chan me! ”
"Kii-chan!" Hori Miona smiled and looked at the silly babe in front of her, in fact, for them, there are many more opportunities to laugh than to cry. In this society, in this world, they are too strict with other people of different ages for their idols, from their words and deeds to their own mentality.
They can't vent, cry, scream like normal girls. For them, smiling seems to be a standardized way of life.
And crying is the best antidote, no matter what you cry for, but when the tears flow, you can feel a trace of kindness in this world, even if this kindness comes from yourself.
"Monkey Li-chan," Silly Beibei smiled and slowly wiped her small bangs with her hand, and her original chest was also up and down, "It's good to cry and cry and laugh, I don't want to see Monkey Li-chan forced to laugh like before." ”
"That kind of smile that doesn't come from the heart, laughs and laughs and cries silently."
Silly Beibei's voice trembled, she was the one who could best understand Horiwei's situation, and those vows to fight together for the second phase seemed to still echo in her ears. Many years later, during the world tour, Horimi Ona smiled and looked at the silly Beibei who was also laughing with tears and talked about today's scene.
Both of them began to sigh at the same time, if it weren't for this day, the two most important girls in the two second phases leaned against the corner and complained to each other, maybe the relationship between the two would not have improved by leaps and bounds in the future.
"Kii-chan," Horimi Yana smiled and stretched out her hand to slowly wipe the eyes of the silly Beibei, and her originally pale little face slowly brought a trace of blood, "Why are you talking about that you are about to cry, aren't you here to comfort me?" ”
"It's all Monkey Li-chan!" Silly Beibei blushed and twisted away Horiwei Yangna's little hand, tilted her head with tears in the corners of her eyes, and kept fanning her little hands in her eyes, "Blame Monkey Li-chan is so miserable, I was also stimulated by Hinako, and I took on the identity of Monkey Li-chan, so I want to cry even more!" ”
Brought in the identity of Monkey Li-chan? Horimi Yangna's originally smiling little face suddenly froze, and suddenly Fuzhi glanced at the stupid Beibei next to him with curiosity, and asked a taboo question, "Kii-chan, have you ever liked Kitano-san, the kind of love that goes beyond the relationship between brother and sister." ”
"What ?!!!"
Silly Beibei's hand that originally fanned the corners of her eyes froze for a moment, and her original blood-colored little face turned white in an instant, as if someone had pulled her soul away, and the whole person's painting style became black and white.
"Monkey Li-chan, don't talk nonsense," Silly Beibei lowered her head a little stiffly, and her movements were stiff, and she seemed to be able to feel the "click" sound coming from the back of her neck, "I ......"
"Is it really nonsense?" The original Horimi Yana just wanted to gossip miserably, but the more she looked at Silly Beibei's face, the more suspicious she became, and slowly the whole person was about to get in front of Silly Beibei, and her big eyes of crying edema looked at Silly Beibei intently, "Really? ”
"Of course! ......" Silly Beibei met the gaze of the little Monkey Li for a moment, looking at Horiwei Yangna's appearance, and suddenly the whole person was like a deflated ball, and the small body slowly collapsed, and even his own voice collapsed, "Did Terada Lanshi tell Monkey Li-chan?!" ”
"No," the little monkey shook her head, and lowered her head slightly, as if she had gone too far. Obviously, it was obviously a stupid Beibei who kindly came to enlighten herself, and she really seemed to have unearthed the biggest secret of others.
But I don't seem to blame myself for that. No one would have thought of such a simple question, obviously just wanted to gossip, and the stupid Beibei would admit it like this?!
Silent.
There was a long silence.
It was as if all the air around them had been frozen, and the two girls, one on the left and one on the right, all lowered their heads, each twisting their own thoughts.
"That," it seemed like a long time had passed, and it seemed like half a century had passed in Hori's senses, before the little monkey Li slowly asked tentatively, "Kii-chan, how did you do it?" ”
She knew that Silly Beibei could understand what she meant, how to go from liking someone to disliking it, to looking at him with a smile, and even looking at him...... Spend time with others!
Horiwei Yana doesn't think that his feelings can be stronger than Silly Beibei, that's Silly Beibei, a stupid Beibei who will not let go if he recognizes the reason for death. After recognizing Hirofumi Kitano for so many years, even longer than all of Hirofumi Kitano's girlfriends combined, he would let it go?!
Horimi Yana really can't figure this out! If it's really stupid Beibei who thinks about orthopedics, what else will happen to Little Bird? It is estimated that even Zhongyuan Riya Xiang may not have any chance!
"What did you do," Silly Beibei pouted a little helplessly, "It's just learning to accept it." ”
"It's that simple?!"
"It's as simple as that," Silly Beibei said with a smile as she slowly turned her head to look at the little monkey in front of her who was about to explode with curiosity, "It sounds difficult and painful to accept this. That's what I used to think. ”
Silly Beibei lowered her head and gently smoothed the little skirt on her body with her hand, this should have been bought for me by Ernie sauce! It's really beautiful! Even when he said this, he was still smiling, "I also thought about compromise, thinking that I could just not see them, thinking about deceiving myself, or laughing and watching Ernie sauce and them pretend to be free and easy." ”
"But I," Silly Beibei smiled and slowly threw out the paper ball in her hand, drawing a graceful arc in the air and falling into the afterglow of the slanting sun, "I came back and found that these methods were useless, but more uncomfortable, more unacceptable." ”
"And is it really as hard to accept this thing as I imagined?" Silly Beibei turned her head to look at Hori Weiyangna, tears slowly crossed her cheeks, she couldn't tell why she was crying, why she was crying now? Obviously, it's all over!
"Actually, it's okay to compromise, to deceive yourself, or to hide and cry like Monkey Li-chan, and then continue to face life, let go of it all, or pretend to be free," Silly Beibei slowly leaned on Horimi's shoulder, "These attempts that seem to fail are not ineffective, and it's not like I can't do this." ”
"Rather," Silly Beibei cried and laughed, like Wan Dao Guangxia blowing up to the ground in the afterglow, "I don't want to do it, I don't want to dislike Ernie sauce!" ”
"Because it's very easy and quick to accept this matter," Silly Beibei slowly pulled up Horimi Yangna, and the little faces of both of them shone in the afterglow, "As long as there is a moment, we choose to let go of this obsession, we let go of our hearts, and we put everything down." ”
"This is the first and last step in learning to accept," the light of the setting sun gradually disappeared from Silly Beibei's face, and Horiwei Yangna's ears came the last words of Silly Beibei, who was sent by the evening breeze.
"Just us? I don't know, I really don't know how long and long this time will be to accept the obsession and start again, maybe the time waiting for it to come will be longer than I like him. ”