[255] At that time, it was just ordinary

Before the cornfield incident, Jiang Qianyu had a lot of thoughts about Lin Xuan's birthday, so much so that she felt that one birthday was not enough.

It's a pity that all the ideas that made her feel romantic, joyful, shy, and meaningful have now come to naught.

She sometimes even thinks that if Xu Qingru didn't reject Lin Xuan at that time, but agreed to his confession, everything wouldn't happen again from time to time?

Regarding the answer to this assumption, she rarely thinks about it, but vaguely in her heart, she is still more inclined to what should happen or it will happen, because that bastard has obviously had thoughts about herself for a long time, and the so-called liking for Xu Qingru is likely to be just a kind of transfer and sustenance.

Otherwise, if Xu Qingru failed to confess and had a car accident, how could he do that kind of thing to himself in the hospital bed?

A person's feelings change so quickly, and obviously one is fake.

She has never been in love, but during this period of time with Lin Xuan, she can be sure that his kind of love that overflows from the bottom of his heart from the bottom of his eyes will definitely not be fake, rational, clear, warm and deep, otherwise there will be no occasional eye contact, which will make her blush and heartbeat, and there is a kind of electric current that pierces the heart.

If this is the case, it must be that Xu Qingru has been deceived.

So I used to toss him a lot, not because I was willful, but because I was helping Xu Qingru collect debts and condemning his scumbag behavior.

Fortunately, when he was in his hometown, he said that he would go to Xu Qingru after he came back, but he was just angry, and he didn't really look for it......

After turning off the live broadcast, she sat in front of the computer and sniffled, still feeling so sad, because he rejected Xu Qingru, Jiang Yuqing, Jiang Yuqing, and that Yan Feifei, even if they all refused, sooner or later they would like another girl.

will spoil her, love her, coax her to kiss her, and maybe have more shameless behaviors like they did to themselves before......

When I thought about it like this, when I felt sad, I couldn't help but think of all the shameless actions of that guy before, and I was obviously sad, but as a result, my cheeks involuntarily became hot, and even my heartbeat accelerated.

She blushed for a while, was sad for a while, wanted to laugh for a while, wanted to cry for a while, sat in front of the computer and struggled for a long time, before she finally remembered the things in front of her, and hurriedly put away her troubled thoughts, and seriously considered how to spend her birthday the day after tomorrow.

Those thoughts before must not work, you have to be a little reserved, a little colder, but not too cold, just like a normal sister to her brother.

But what should a normal sister do to her brother?

Xiao Nizi dragged her cheeks to start worrying there, although she had an older brother, she never treated him as an older brother, she used to treat him as a stranger who lived under one roof, and later, later, later......

Anyway, the ghost knows what his sister should be like to his brother!

She scratched her hair a little irritably, heard her mother outside shouting that it was time for her to sleep, and responded weakly "oh", turned off the computer, pressed her arms on the table to support her body, and pushed open the door listlessly, intending to wash up and sleep.

As a result, as soon as I walked out of the door, I heard the sound of water in the bathroom.

As if she had been excited, her originally listless and drooping body suddenly became straight, her waist was straight, her head was held high, and she definitely couldn't see that she was not energetic or had something to worry about.

Mom's master bedroom has a bathroom, and in addition to washing clothes, this bathroom is basically used by her and him.

Now it's apparently the bastard washing.

Don't let her see herself like this, otherwise with his shamelessness, he will definitely not use any reason and logic, he will feel that he has become like this because of him.

As for my own weak heart......

Whoever dares to think so will immediately be caught and killed, even himself!

She walked to the sofa and sat down angrily, Lin Yi was watching an anti-Japanese war movie, staring at the gunsmoke of the rumbling gunfire, but Jiang Ya didn't like this kind of TV series very much, just watched it occasionally, and her mind was more delicate, she noticed that her daughter was in a bad mood at a glance, and asked with a smile: "What's the matter?" ”

Jiang Qianyu glanced in the direction of the bathroom, "I met a fool when I played games." ”

Jiang Ya stretched out a finger and tapped on Xiao Nizi's forehead to ask her to pay attention to speaking, Xiao Nizi hid back with her neck, and happened to see Lin Xuan coming out of the bathroom, still holding her mobile phone, not knowing who she was chatting with.

She puffed out her cheeks and said angrily: "It's a stupid ......" was glared at by her mother, and she didn't dare to say the last word.

Lin Xuan, who heard this, glanced up at her, then continued to type with his head down, casually said "I'm going to sleep", and walked back to the room.

Jiang Qianyu got up and went to the bathroom to wash.

When the two passed by, Xiao Nizi, who was facing forward, glanced slightly and saw another avatar in the bastard's chat interface.

It's familiar......

For no reason, I felt a wave of grievances, surging like a flood.

With hot eyes, she walked into the bathroom with a slight quickening of pace, and the moment she closed the door lightly and quickly, tears finally couldn't help but burst out of her eyes.

I used to think that girls who loved to cry were unproductive, but since when did I become so crying and so unproductive?

She wiped the tears on her face, sniffed and walked to the washing mirror, looking at Jiang Qianyu, who was as beautiful as the past in the mirror, but aggrieved and fragile and not like Jiang Qianyu at all, she inexplicably remembered the afternoon when everything began.

It's in this position, at this angle, in this mirror.

She came back from the Internet café with him, so shy, so happy, so sweet.

It seems that because she feels dislike for the "her" in front of her, tears very thoughtfully drown out the field of vision and blur her figure.

Tears rolled down in big drops.

The more she cried, the more aggrieved she became, the more aggrieved she wanted to cry, Xiao Nizi raised her hands to cover her mouth, but she still heard the sound of "woo woo" echoing in the bathroom, and hurriedly opened the faucet with one hand, and the sound of "whooshing" immediately drowned out her whimpering sound.

Without worries, the grievances and sadness that have been suppressed for many days seem to have found a way to vent at this time, turning into teardrops, scrambling to roll out of the beautiful big eyes.

She clutched her mouth and crouched down amid a suppressed cry.

The light shone on the bathroom decorated in simple and cold colors, and the girl who didn't know how much she had been wronged was squatting there alone and crying, as if there was no end.

When she finally cried to the fullest, or was tired of crying, sobbing and wiping away her tears, brushing her teeth and washing her face, and came out with a beautiful appearance again, there was no one in the living room.

Standing there looking at the empty living room, Xiao Nizi was slightly stunned, and then remembered that when she was crying, she seemed to have heard her parents' advice in the sound of the water, so that she could go to bed early.

I guess they're all asleep.

She turned off the bathroom door and light, and when she turned around, she remembered that he had just returned from a trip that afternoon when he went to "make it clear" to Xu Qingru, and she said the very bold sentence "If you return, I will be triumphant".

It was also in that afternoon, as soon as he went out, his mother returned.

Joyful and flustered, he was bumped into by his mother, and for the first time began to reflect on what it would be like to go on like this.

It was also the first time that I decided that I couldn't indulge like this anymore, and I should draw a line with him as soon as possible, and I went to see the book "The Funeral of the ****" that I only read once but didn't like.

As a result, I bumped into him in the living room that night, and I turned on the lights over there, and he turned off the lights here, and scared myself.

Xiao Nizi has been afraid of the dark since she was a child, and her parents know that she is in the bathroom, so naturally they will not turn off the light in the living room, but at this time, she suddenly hopes that the bright living room can fall into darkness without warning.

When I was a child, when I was not at this home, my father and mother were very busy at home in a foreign country, and sometimes there would be only her and my sister, alone in that very big house, and every night, she would hold hands with her sister and turn on all the lights upstairs and downstairs.

Then I stayed in the living room with a big, big chandelier.

You will feel surrounded by a piece of light, and you will feel safe.

However, at this moment, there is no light that can give her a more solid sense of security than darkness.

Because darkness is coming.

It means that there is someone on the other end.