The World of Honkai Collapse (73) I ...... Nothing can be done

It may be ironic that Feng Yang became an alcoholic, and that the former timekeeper became an alcoholic.

But in Feng Yang's view, this is just retribution.

Honkai gave him the ability to travel through time and space and look at all things; But in the same way, Honkai also took away his moonlight......

"Mr. Feng Yang, it's already late at night, let's go to sleep first...... " Nina helped Feng Yang clean up the empty wine bottles on the ground again.

I have to say that those merchants who sell wine are really half happy and half sad after having Fengyang, a customer who doesn't treat money as a number.

The good thing is that Fengyang is very heroic in buying wine, and he doesn't care about the price at all; The sad thing is that Fengyang only drinks spirits, but the people of the Hidden Country still prefer mild red wine, and if you don't have alcohol at home, he is very likely to go crazy in front of your store......

"Nina? You go to sleep first...... I'll buy some more wine......" Feng Yang shook his head, and after spitting out the blood, he was much more sober.

"Enough!" Nina shouted.

It's hard to imagine that she, who has always been introverted, would be so angry. "I know that you blame me, and I also know that my existence is a mistake. I'm a monster, but even if she's alive under the moon, she doesn't want you to be like this! ”

Feng Yang was stopped by what she said, looking at Nina, who was teary-eyed, Feng Yang felt as if he had seen the moon again, the inferior moon who said that he was just a vampire.

"Mr. Feng Yang, do you know my previous home? Right outside London in the slums! Do you know how the children live there? Usually it has always been gray and eerie. No matter how hot the summer is, it can feel cold. The image I remember most is a group of children lying side by side on the ground in tattered clothes basking in the sun. We were all so young, with empty eyes and blank expressions. We don't know anything, we don't think about anything, it's like zombies. Even so, we have never complained like you! My mother died early, my father was a gambler, and in the end he used his daughter as a gambling debt to gamble. ”

"My power awakened when I was treated as a gambling debt, and I killed the scumbags, but when I killed them, I realized that I had nowhere to go."

"While I was crying in the alley alone, I was taken in by the director of the orphanage. Although life in the orphanage is not very happy, everyone in the orphanage is a family and can live together! ”

The expression on Feng Yang's face turned cold, and he said thoughtfully, "Home...... If you don't have a family waiting for you there, is it still home......"

This question seemed too profound for Nina, who was still a child, but he replied anyway: "The dean told me that the people who can rely on you and pay for you at any cost are your family, even if they are not related by blood. ”

Feng Yang looked down at her, Nina put on a timid expression, in fact, she also said that after she became an orphan, it was basically the director of the orphanage who brought her up, sent her to school, and taught her the truth of how to behave in the world, and she had family-like feelings for everyone in the orphanage. Even when the director of the orphanage discovered her strange ability, he did not hand her over to Destiny as an experiment, but went door to door in the hope of finding her a new home.

"Then what if, there is no one...... "Feng Yang asked again.

"This ......" stumped Nina.

Feng Yang continued: "Let me tell you, then you should learn to take care of yourself, even if you are alone, you must live strongly. ”

When Nina heard this, her head turned, "In that case, Mr. Feng Yang, you should also live strongly!" ”

"Haha...... Hahahaha! Kaede Yang smiled and rubbed Nina's head, "You don't feel pain, do you?" But you know, there's a pain called heartache. The reason why a person's heart hurts is because his heart is empty, and why is it empty? It was because there was something very good that filled his heart. ”

"So, for Mr. Feng Yang, the heart ...... What the hell do you think? ”

"Me? For me, they are all I have, they are where my heart is. Feng Yang said firmly.

"In that case, why not go to them? You should be able to do it with your strength, sir, right? Nina asked hesitantly.

"Can you do it?" Feng Yang asked himself, but none of the answers could give him a positive answer.

Once, Feng Yang thought that there was nothing in the world that he couldn't do, until he lost the moon under the moon......

Feng Yang's heart was very uncomfortable, when Yuexia was with him, every day the two of them lived was full and happy.

This Baker Street is like a haven, where there is no complexity of the outside world, no desires and depravity, and only friends to talk to.

And not long ago, the moon disappeared without any warning.

At this time, Feng Yang realized that it was far easier to lose something than to gain it, just like he had lost his parents in the Honkai and now lost the moon under the moon......

Fate always comes quietly, and by the time people realize something, things are actually irreversible......

"No...... I can't do anything! In the end, Feng Yang fell to the ground in a daze. Someone once said: Only things change people, and people can't change things. It is also said that children who grow up in war, children who grow up in peace, see the world differently. I used to think that these people actually expounded the same truth: no matter when, in the face of fate, people can only compromise and change. Now, I can't afford to change! ”

"Mr. Feng Yang, we are also human beings, we all have things that we can't do, as long as you believe that what you are doing is right and do your best, it is enough, no one can save the world...... And, I'm afraid I have the clues you need here......"

Before she could finish her words, Feng Yang grabbed her.

"What did you say?"

"When the personality of the Lawgiver died, four words came to my mind - the Lawyer's Grave. I don't know what that means, though......"

Feng Yang put her down and let her already sluggish head work. "I know, I'm going to get some sleep, I've got the idea to bring it back to the moon."

Feng Yang can make his head sober up a lot with Honkai, and what he can't do, it seems that ...... 'god' will definitely be able to do it.

Early the next morning, Fengyang's small clinic welcomed a special visitor.

"Speaking of Fengyang, why does your clinic smell of alcohol?" Otto pinched his nose and commented on the recent state of life of Maple Poplar.

"I'm going to bring it back to the moon, and I need some help from you." Feng Yang didn't have time and Otto was poor, in his opinion, if it weren't for Otto's combat effectiveness, maybe the two of them would have cleaned up the metal lawmaker.

"Help?"

"Yes, help, lend me the core of the Lawgiver of Emptiness and the One Thousand Worlds. I want to set foot in the realm of God. ”

Otto finally left in silence, believing that he would agree to his request, otherwise, the scene between the two of them would most likely turn into Feng Yang forcibly snatching back what he wanted.