Late night long talk
Speechless for a day, Li Xiaoyue was preparing to go home after school in the afternoon. "Yuezi, come and stay at my house at night, there is no one in my house!" Xiao Qiang looked at Li Xiaoyue, who was like a walking corpse, frowned, and hesitated for a long time before saying slowly.
At this moment, Li Xiaoyue had no leisure to go to live in someone else's house, shook her head lightly and left. The afterglow of the setting sun was reflected on Li Xiaoyue's face, the sharp eyes had long been dimmed, and the elegant walking posture of the past was long gone, and there was no vitality at all when she was hunched over like an old man.
The sun is setting, and the heartbroken man is at the end of the world.
"I have something to tell you, come to my house when I'm a brother!" Xiao Qiang walked a few steps quickly, and said seriously after rushing to Li Xiaoyue's side.
Seeing that Xiaoqiang said this, Li Xiaoyue sighed and nodded in agreement.
The bus at the school gate had been waiting for a long time, and the students sat on it one after another. And when Li Xiaoyue was about to spend money, Xiaoqiang smiled and swiped the bus card twice, patted his chest and said, "Go in!" What I promised, Brother Qiang, I will talk about it. ”
Seeing that Xiaoqiang helped him pay, Li Xiaoyue walked into the bus, habitually glanced at the bus, and found that Su Muyan was not on the bus again, Li Xiaoyue casually found a vacant seat and sat down, while Xiaoqiang sat next to him with a smile on his face.
"Yuezi~" When he was in the car, Xiaoqiang called Li Xiaoyue, depending on what he had to say. And Li Xiaoyue looked out the window in a daze, and didn't pay attention to him, and after seeing this, Xiaoqiang had no choice but to wave his hand helplessly.
After the bus arrived at the station at Xiaoqiang's house, Li Xiaoyue got up and prepared to get off, although Li Xiaoyue was really not in the mood to chat with anyone, but since she promised Xiaoqiang just now, Li Xiaoyue would not backtrack.
After Li Xiaoyue got out of the car, Xiaoqiang of course followed behind. Because the last time she drank, Li Xiaoyue sent Xiaoqiang home, and after a short time, Li Xiaoyue could still remember the route of his home, and the two of them arrived at Xiaoqiang's house after turning around.
Xiaoqiang's father is in the fruit business outside, and he can be regarded as a wealthy party in the local area. Although he is rich, the decoration in Xiaoqiang's home is not luxurious, and the simple furniture decoration reveals a low-key gorgeousness, which makes people shine and has a comfortable and warm feeling. Although I didn't see Xiaoqiang's mother, it can be seen from the placement and neatness of the furniture that his mother is a good housewife, diligent and simple, and a competent housewife.
"You can play with the computer first!" After Xiaoqiang brought Li Xiaoyue to his room, he turned on the computer and motioned for Li Xiaoyue to play, while he turned around and left the room, not knowing what to do outside.
Li Xiaoyue looked at the computer desktop in a daze, and she was in no mood to play games. After a while, there was a noise from outside the door, and Li Xiaoyue was bored when she was idle, so she walked out curiously and came to the kitchen.
I saw Xiao Qiang fiddling with pots and pans for a while, cutting vegetables and adding water to the pot, and from the bag of noodles next to him, it could be seen that he was planning to cook noodles. "I'll help you!" Li Xiaoyue looked at Xiaoqiang's busy appearance and knew that he was a novice (in fact, he was a novice).
When Xiaoqiang saw Li Xiaoyue come out, he smiled and waved his hand and said, "The person who comes is a guest, how can there be a reason to let the guest do it?" After finishing speaking, he continued to get busy, and he didn't care about Li Xiaoyue anymore.
After seeing that Xiaoqiang didn't want to help herself, Li Xiaoyue looked at it for a while and then went to the balcony, watching the sky slowly darken, her heart was inexplicably sad, and she smoked decadently after lighting a cigarette. "Why, exactly?" Li Xiaoyue kept repeating this sentence in her mouth, and there was a sting pain in her heart after thinking of Su Muyan.
"Yuezi, come and eat noodles!" After a while, Xiaoqiang brought two bowls of noodles and put them on the dining table, and shouted to Li Xiaoyue after seeing him on the balcony.
Li Xiaoyue went in after extinguishing the cigarette, looking at the two bowls of clear water, Li Xiaoyue couldn't help frowning. In fact, Li Xiaoyue is not picky about food, as long as he can eat enough, but because he has too many troubles in his heart, he has no appetite for food. "Haha, just go down, I'll treat you to breakfast tomorrow!" Xiaoqiang saw Li Xiaoyue frowning, and thought that he disliked the noodles he cooked, so he touched his head a little embarrassed and said with a smile.
Li Xiaoyue heard the meaning of his words, but she didn't bother to explain at the moment, picked up the chopsticks and ate the noodles in a few clicks. "Ahem~That~ Do you still want it?" Xiaoqiang saw that Li Xiaoyue was eating so ferociously, and after swallowing his saliva, he pushed the noodles that he hadn't had time to move chopsticks to Li Xiaoyue.
"I'm full, and the taste is okay!" Although Li Xiaoyue didn't taste anything, in order to encourage Xiaoqiang, she still gave a pertinent comment after all.
"Hehe~ It's delicious!" Seeing that Li Xiaoyue gave him a fairly good evaluation, Xiaoqiang smiled and ate it. After taking a bite, Xiaoqiang gave Li Xiaoyue a thumbs up, and then consciously ran to the kitchen to get salt. It seems that the boy is really not the material to enter the kitchen! Looking at Xiaoqiang's funny appearance, Li Xiaoyue smiled faintly, and the sorrow in her heart also faded.
"What do you have to say to me?" After dinner, Li Xiaoyue suddenly remembered the purpose of Xiaoqiang calling herself, so she walked into the kitchen, looked at Xiaoqiang who was washing the dishes and asked.
"Let's talk about it later!" Xiaoqiang turned to look at Li Xiaoyue, and continued to brush the bowl.
After brushing the dishes and chopsticks, the two washed up early and lay on the bed. Because Li Xiaoyue was not in the mood to play games, and Xiaoqiang seemed to have a lot of things to say, he turned off the computer after washing. "Yuezi, what do you say is love?" Xiao Qiang looked at Li Xiaoyue and frowned and asked.
"Love?" Li Xiaoyue looked at the night outside the window, and recalled all kinds of things in the past, so she whispered: "Love, maybe you can do everything for the person you like, or maybe you can give up everything for the person you like, if you love someone, you should tolerate everything about her, love is not selfish, but giving." silently guarding her, silently dedicating herself ......" As she spoke, Li Xiaoyue involuntarily smoked again.
The wounds of the soul can only be healed with the heart, and you can only let yourself hide in the corner and use time to heal slowly, return to nature to heal the wounds of the soul, and wait for the wounds to heal. In fact, after love, hurt, and pain, how easy is it to completely forget, and how many people can really forget? Maybe it's absolutely impossible, but also deceiving yourself, some memories can only be buried deep in the mind forever, just use time to slowly forget, love can be a momentary thing, or it can be a lifetime thing. Leave because of love, give up because of love. It may sound great, but who can truly give up for love? Just learn to give up. Some people or some things, inadvertently missed or lost in the years of time, occasionally pick up the memories, will spontaneously give birth to a wisp of romantic feelings recalling the past, it contains a sense of seeing things and thinking about people, the sigh of the past.
"I think I understand!" Xiaoqiang spit out a puff of cigarette and said: "If I really love Li Yuanyuan, I shouldn't possess her, but I should care for her silently and care for her." Only liking is selfish, and love is selfless, right? Looking at Li Xiaoyue's pale cheeks, Xiaoqiang suddenly realized.
"That's love!" Li Xiaoyue sighed, and then said with a wry smile: "It's easy to say, but how many people can do it?" ”
"I will!" Xiaoqiang's expression suddenly became very firm, but then he frowned slightly: "It's that she doesn't like me, I am still willing to care about her as always, if she has a boyfriend in the future, I will consciously leave, and sincerely bless them!" As he spoke, Xiao Qiang's eyes turned a little red, which may have been a decision he made with a lot of determination in his heart.
A smile and a sadness, a sigh and a reincarnation, a lifetime of obsession and a lifetime of drunkenness, an inch of lovesickness and an inch of gray......
The air is cold, paddling a flat boat, slowly crossing the sea of memory, forgetting the time, but remembering the past. Love can be noble enough to be praised, or it can be as humble as a weed on the ground. The two big boys were smoking cigarettes in the room, enjoying the feeling of falling out of love.
In fact, many times people are only a little sleek, and many things can be easily solved. For example, love, that boy didn't coax the girl to bed obediently, as long as he was a little bit low, maybe the two of them could succeed.
"Let's work together, come on!" Li Xiaoyue patted Xiaoqiang's shoulder to express her affirmation, and she also cheered up, although she was unwilling, but both of them were the kind of arrogant people, and they would never do that kind of stalking, because they disdained to do so, and their own self-esteem could not tolerate it, and they would rather die than bend their waists for five buckets of rice.
Chivalrous and courageous, anxious and righteous, this is a real young man, and he can live up to that good flower!