Chapter 184: The Darkbird's Birth Day (Part II)
"Kitano-san? I'm not really useless and unlikable. I don't know how long it took in the darkness before the voice of the little flying bird came, long and slender, with endless loss and sadness in his tone.
Even though it was pitch black all around, Kitano could clearly feel the bird in his arms trembling, as if he was about to face some terrible fact. "Why do you say that? I think Azuka is a very good, useful, and powerful idol. Kitano smiled and sat up slightly, so that Asuka could wrap his hand around the back of his neck a little more comfortably.
"I want to hear the truth! Kitano-san don't lie to me anymore! What Kitano Hirofumi didn't expect was that his words of comfort to the little bird actually caused such a big reaction from the little bird in his arms, and for a moment it was like a fried cat, he suddenly arched his back, tightened his little hand, and stuck the back of Kitano Hirofumi's neck with his palm, so that his head could not turn casually, and suddenly opened the distance.
Then a pair of crying red bird eyes stared intently into Kitano Hirofumi's eyes, even in the dark, Kitano Hirofumi still saw the doubts and a trace of anger in the little Asuka from the eyes.
"That's the truth." Kitano Hirofumi and Asuka looked at each other in the dark, smiling innocently, their eyes full of sincerity, and slowly continued, "Even if Azuka asked me this question at any time, my answer was like this, until one day Azuka changed. ”
The two of them looked at each other in the dark for more than 30 seconds without speaking, and no one took their eyes off them, and there was a "bang" sound of two people's hearts beating in the air, and with the moonlight coming in from the window, Kitano Hirofumi could see that the birds in front of him were blushing visibly.
"I don't know if Kitano-san thinks this way. Everyone else is just perfunctory about Azuka mine. With a strong sense of distrust, the little bird brushed his little head over and said in a low voice.
"No, others think the same way, and I can't guarantee the others, but Kii-chan and blackberry candy must also think that Asuka is a qualified, very good idol." Kitano Hirofumi looked at the little bird with his head down, and said with a smile, "Why does Asuka think of herself like this? Is it because of today's second-phase plan? ”
Xiao Asuka shook his little head slightly, slowly leaned back again, and put his little bird head on Kitano Hirofumi's chest, as cute as a little ostrich with its head buried in the sand, and said tentatively as always, "Kitano-san, let me tell you, don't tell others." ”
Hirofumi Kitano looked at the little bird in front of him, and the girl seemed to have the courage to share the world with you. At this time, Kitano Hirofumi suddenly felt that something was wrong, he had always thought that he was a knight, a knight who could protect members like Little Asuka.
He hopes to reverse some of the regrets he saw in his previous life, and hopes to make these younger sisters healthy and happy in the process of growing up all the way. This is the greatest happiness of what he is doing, but at this moment he feels that it is not.
In Asuka's eyes, the original world was a place called "Asuka", and now, Asuka has changed the name of his original world to "Asuka and Kitano-san". She wants to share with you her whole world, her memories, her past, and her future.
Perhaps Kitano Hirobumi should have thought of it the moment he received the cartoon watch that Asuka treasured, or when he went to Asuka's house to pay New Year's greetings, he could have known it from the words of the bird's mother. But Kitano Hirofumi chose the ostrich policy, buried his head in the sand, and chose to ignore and escape.
You think you're a knight, you're protecting the princess Asuka, you think she has the whole world. In fact, Little Flying Bird only has one of her own small collections, she rummaged through them to find the best one to give to you, and she is willing to share the best things with you.
You think she's a chosen girl who can own the world in the future, but in fact she only owns you.
———— Asuka Saito
Just when Kitano Hirofumi was thinking nonsense, the little Asuka with his head down slowly spoke, "Asuka, I haven't been a very cheerful person since I was a child, or I'm too scared of life. I don't have any particularly good friends, although my classmates and teachers are all very good to me, but I don't know why Asuka's personality is a little stuffy, I don't like to communicate with others, but I like to read books alone. ”
"Because of this, I rarely go to school after graduating from elementary school, on the one hand, I was lucky to get some jobs from Asuka since I was a child, on the other hand, I don't seem to like going to school very much, I feel that if a group of people are noisy around me, Asuka I will not be able to stand it."
"After a long period of no contact, the relationship between those friends who had a better relationship in elementary school gradually faded, and the circles we contacted were different, and there was no special topic to talk about. In Asuka, I think staff are staff and classmates are classmates, but I don't have the kind of friends who are particularly good enough to chat with each other and share happy and sad things. ”
Kitano Hirofumi watched the little Asuka speak faster and faster, his little face was flushed, and he quickly patted the little Asuka on the back, signaling her to speak slowly, slow down and say not to be in a hurry.
The little Asuka gasped for breath on the spot, adjusted his breathing, tilted his little head and continued, "Ogasan also saw that Asuka me was here, and then signed me up for Nogizaka, although Ogasan didn't say it, Azuka I also knew that she wanted Asuka and me to contact more other people and do more things that extroverts didn't dare to do before." Saying this, the little bird sighed slightly.
Kitano Hirofumi recalled the conversation he had with the bird's mother at the Little Bird's house during the New Year, although it was a little inexplicable. But there is one thing he can still hear very accurately, that is, the mother bird's words do not contain much of the care and love of her little daughter.
She didn't want to interfere too much in her daughter's growth process, but she couldn't bear to watch her daughter suffer and suffer, she tried her best to help her daughter tactfully, and at the same time, considering the changeable mood of the little flying bird at that time, she wanted to do the most ordinary and greatest thing that every mother could do.
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