"That's the patient's condition, you're his girlfriend, right?" The doctor was a little afraid to look at the somewhat muffled girl in front of the window, since the moment the skinny little girl dragged the boy in, she had not said a word, and if she had not found her breathing weakly, it would have felt that the girl had already died, and that she was only a shell of hers.

"I'm his wife."

A dry voice came out of the girl's body, and this was the first thing that Ranyo Terada said when he came here.

"I'm sorry," the doctor bowed his head in embarrassment, having been in this business for a long, long time, and he confidently thought that he was used to seeing life and death. But today, looking at the moment when the girl in front of me couldn't even cry, my mood was still the same as when I came here with my predecessors for the first time.

Powerlessness, powerlessness in the face of life.

Not only for patients and their families, but also for the medical staff themselves, the three words "sorry" also carry the meaning of their own regrets.

I didn't know how much effort the girl in front of me had used to bring this man to me, but I still lived up to her expectations.

"Thank you, doctor," Ranyo Terada shook his head, stood up with tears in his eyes, and bowed deeply to the doctor, "I'm sorry for you." ”

"Alas......" The doctor shook his head, glanced at Hirofumi Kitano on the hospital bed again, and quietly closed the door, leaving the space for the two young men.

"Lanshi-chan ......"

Not long after the doctor withdrew, Kitano Hirobumi opened his eyes with sleepiness, his originally confident face was now pale, and his bloodless lips struggled to squeeze out a smile, "Why did I faint suddenly, I, what happened to me?" ”

"The doctor said you were too tired, you had a cold, and you will get better soon! It's all your fault! It's all because you usually work without nights! The body is not healthy anymore! Ranshi Terada smiled and slowly put his head on Kitano Hirofumi's chest, the little hands behind his back had been pressed by his own nails one by one deep indentations, but she didn't feel any pain, she was afraid......

She was really afraid that as soon as she raised her head at this time, she would be discovered by Kitano Hirofumi, and she would find that she couldn't stop crying for a long time.

Kitano Hirofumi looked at Ranshi Terada, who was rushing in front of him, like a kitten that had been trembling, and gently patted her shoulder with his free hand, "I actually woke up a long time ago, I heard the doctor's words, it's okay." ”

Slowly, slowly, the ward grew louder and louder, from vagueness to hysteria. Ranshi Terada couldn't figure it out, why? Obviously everything is okay? Obviously, he has accepted himself, obviously he and he are already married, and obviously those things that he dreamed of before have been grasped in his hands. However, if you haven't even enjoyed it, you're going to lose it again?

And this time it was lost, it should be forever.

Real life is far more magical than what is written, so magical that I don't want to go there, and I don't want to face it. Obviously, he was already well, but at this moment, everything came to an abrupt end.

"It's just that I'm a little bitter for you," Kitano Hirofumi's chest rose and fell, slowly looking at the white top of the ceiling, for himself, life and death were not too important.

But for Terada Ranshi, Kitano Hirofumi does have a kind of reluctance from the heart. He could die for this girl, but he wanted to live for this girl even more, to live with her, to accompany her for fifty, sixty, seventy years, and then slowly leave.

And now that the time given to him may not even be seventy days, Kitano Hirofumi looked at the dark Ranshi Terada who was already crying in his arms for the first time, and had a kind of extravagant hope, hoping that he could accompany her for a while.

In the following days, Kitano Hirofumi has been actively cooperating with the treatment, and Ranyo Terada is also by his side. Every day, they are still giggling and complaining about each other, as if there is no difference from their ordinary life except for this disease.

In addition to Kitano Hirofumi's increasingly aggravated condition, from standing to lying down, to being able to only plug in a ventilator and looking at Ranshi Terada next to him with tears.

Until he can stand up and go to see the cherry blossoms with Ranyo Terada.

"Be careful," Ranshi Terada slowly helped Hirofumi Kitano to sit down, there was a cherry blossom tree in the courtyard of the hospital, and these days were the days when the cherry blossoms were in bloom. Some time ago, Kitano Hirofumi had been clamoring to come and see the cherry blossoms, but unfortunately he didn't wait for the time to stand up. Coming here today can be regarded as a fulfillment of this wish.

"It occurred to me that Kitano slowly tilted his head and looked at the cherry blossoms slowly drifting in front of him, his half-opened, half-closed eyes flowing with the color of memory, "It seems that we met under the cherry blossom trees before." ”

"At that time, Lan Shi-chan was still a little girl, a girl who looked cold," Kitano Hirofumi slowly leaned his head on Terada's shoulder, and after losing more than 30 pounds, he was so weak that he couldn't even seem to support a gust of wind.

"At that time, Lan Shi said that he wanted to find me, I always thought that this was a little girl's, and the little girl said something and forgot it, but I didn't expect it, what I didn't expect was that you have been waiting for me for so many years, waiting for this agreement."

"Yes," Ranyo Terada gently caught the petals of a cherry blossom with his hand, and his voice was like the wind coming from the hollow valley, "Ranyo, I always remember what I said, I always remembered the promises I made!" So Kitano-san, I want to make a promise with you this time, let's watch the cherry blossoms together again this time next year, okay?! My agreement must be completed! ”

"Good!" Kitano Hirofumi smiled helplessly, looked at this stubborn girl, and said slowly, "Lan Shi-chan, I said, I mean in case ......"

"If I really can't make it, bury me under the cherry blossom tree so I can see it when the cherry blossoms bloom." He felt a trace of warm liquid in his ears, and he didn't need to turn his head, he also knew that Ranshi Terada must be crying very sadly at this time.

Kitano's sleepiness became more and more obvious, and he continued with a smile that he resisted, "Actually, I don't have any regrets about being able to see the cherry blossoms today. Lan Shi, don't cry, I, I'll tell you a joke. Once upon a time, there was a scumbag, and when he was going to die, let people, let people, let people plant him in the spring, in the spring......"

Ranshi Terada tilted her head slowly, the cherry blossom petals in her palm slowly slipped down, and she still didn't grasp the fleeting time.

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"What's wrong?" Kitano Hirofumi looked at the terada Lanshi next to him and jumped up violently, and when he saw himself, he hugged himself and cried, and turned on his bedside lamp with some doubts.

"It's okay, you're okay!" Ranshi Terada cried and hugged the Kitano Hirofumi in front of him, that real feeling, that person, is still by his side! That's nice!

"Did you have a nightmare?" Kitano Hirofumi gently patted Rada Lanshi's back, and Xiao Lanzai's back was full of cold sweat, "Don't be afraid, I will always be with you, Lanshi-chan, don't be afraid." ”

"Was it a nightmare?"

Ranshi Terada slowly suppressed the sound of sobbing, but it was too real, too scary!

"That's right!" Ranshi Terada suddenly remembered the joke that Kitano Hirofumi hadn't finished in his dream, and repeated it to Kitano Hirofumi with some doubts.

"Planted in the spring?" Kitano Hirofumi raised his eyebrows, "That probably means that you can harvest a lot of scumbags in the fall, so that you can stay with that beloved forever." ”