Chapter 610: Fanwai It's impossible to divide it in this life
He wants to be with her all the time, wants to have a bright future with her, and has a small family that belongs to them.
Every time he thought of her, he felt sweeter than honey.
But what about Shen Qianyu...
For the first time, Qin Shi also experienced the feeling of unequal affection, the bitter taste was millions of times stronger than the bitterness of the pills.
Thinking of what Shen Qianyu said to him when he was in the playground that day, there was a dull pain in his heart.
At that time, she just had a crush on him, and suddenly changed her mind and agreed to be with him because of that phone call.
After answering the phone, she was obviously in a state of restlessness, and his sincere confession should have touched her.
momentary heartbeat, so it made her impulsive.
Regardless of whether Shen Qianyu liked him more later, as long as he thought of this, Qin Shiyi's heart was in a dense pain.
When people are sad and depressed, they can't help but think crankily and then magnify some details.
The current Qin Shi is the same, he feels that Shen Qianyu doesn't like him enough, so he subconsciously rummages through his memory to find all kinds of evidence that she doesn't like him enough.
It's still the kind of pinching the head and removing the tail, and only taking the bad side.
The reason why he is like this is that the root cause is still Shen Qianyu.
Even after being together, Shen Qianyu was not surrounded by suitors who could pose the most threatening to him.
But she lacked a lot of normal emotions, so Qin Shi couldn't see that she cared about herself, so she was very insecure.
But!
Even if he understood that the deep affection between them could not be equal, even if she hid such an important thing from him, Qin Shi never thought about breaking up.
What a hand! There will be no division in this life!
She doesn't like him enough, so it's a big deal that he loves her a little more, so that she can't do without himself.
But the anger and discomfort that a normal person should have, he can't control it now.
"When did I want to break up with you? Don't wronged me. Qin Shi gritted his teeth with hatred, feeling both aggrieved and aggrieved, mixed with all kinds of complex and suppressed uncomfortable emotions, "It's impossible to divide in this life!" ”
Shen Qianyu was stunned for a moment, and his hands clenched together unconsciously unconsciously unloaded.
From the beginning of the incident, she was worried that Qin Shi would also dislike her background after knowing these things, and felt that she was not worthy of him.
After all, even she didn't want to face it.
In addition, she really couldn't take the initiative to tell those past events, so she chose to hide it from Qin Shiye.
After seeing the message sent by Aunt Qin, her first thought was that neither the Qin family nor Qin Shiyi would accept such an unbearable background.
Qin Shi was also angry that he was hiding such an important matter, and then prepared to break up with her.
But he said that he would never divide it for the rest of his life...
Looking at Shang Qin Shiyi's deep black eyes full of various complex emotions, but without a trace of disgust, Shen Qianyu suddenly felt as if he was alive again.
Since she was with Qin Shiyi, she never thought that they would break up one day.
Although they are still a few days away from becoming boyfriend and girlfriend and only two months old, she really likes him more and more day by day.
If Qin Shi also broke up because of this, Shen Qianyu thought, she would not stop it, because she was not qualified.
But for a long time afterward, you may not touch your feelings again.
The environment from childhood to adulthood forced Shen Qianyu to live soberly and forbearingly, shaping her overly calm and introverted character.