Chapter 26: Fear of Marriage
The night run didn't end until eleven o'clock in the evening, and Mu Chun was out of breath as early as nine o'clock and said he wouldn't run, and then he kept holding his mobile phone and taking videos.
Chu Shenming enjoyed this night completely, not only did he and Chu Sisi win the first place in a group when they ran with men and women, but also met a girl named Hong Deng in the mixed relay race, the girl is a fitness enthusiast, her figure is graceful and powerful, and she is invigorated at first glance.
This night, Chu Shenming walked home whistling, as light as a swallow, and had no physical condition.
When he was in full swing in the game, he forgot everything, forgot that he was still anxious about gastrointestinal problems a few days ago, and forgot about urinating incontinence and wetting his pants on a business trip.
In short, the moonlight is on it, and Chu Shenming is carefree like a teenager.
The good times didn't last long, and the joy was sad, and after arriving home, Xiaoxiao's news had paralyzed Chu Shenming's mobile phone.
"Where have you been?"
Chu Shen intends to start answering this question.
"I'm going for a run."
"Who are you fooling? Jogging? When have you ever run? ”
"I've been running for a long time, and I'm also a sports enthusiast."
"Say, where the hell have you been, haven't you seen so many messages I sent?"
"I didn't bring my mobile phone, it's inconvenient to bring it for running, Xiaoxiao, don't be so unreasonable."
"You think I'm being unreasonable now? You used to think I loved you like this, but now you feel quite unreasonable? ”
"No, Xiaoxiao, listen to me."
"I don't want to listen to you, let's break up."
"Okay."
Chu Shenming made the ghost make the god type these two words, and his heart suddenly panicked.
But it's too late, it's too late to withdraw, Xiaoxiao has already seen it, how could she never have thought that Chu Shenming would really agree to break up.
This phrase was originally useful and has always been useful.
Chu Shenming took a shower, collapsed on the bed and waited for Xiaoxiao's news, whether it was scolding, complaining, or asking him to admit his mistake and apologize, hurry up and send a message to solve this matter.
It was a misunderstanding, so why bother.
As a result, I waited and fell asleep, and woke up at eight o'clock in the morning.
Until four o'clock, Xiaoxiao's news still didn't come, and Chu Shenming sent a few tentative messages, which sank into the sea.
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"I was so happy last night, I went to eat Japanese food with a few girls, and it was almost dawn when I got home, and today I was all supported by coffee."
Mu Chun had two dark circles on his face, proving that what he said was not fake.
"Did Dr. Chu go too?"
Chu Sisi nodded.
"Is it okay to come home so late?"
"What's the matter, it's not a good family's child anyway."
The words are not shocking, and the swear is probably a person like Mu Chun, Chu Sisi's face was suddenly full of frost.
Today she put on a neat white coat again, a pair of flat shoes, revealing her shiny calves, and it seemed that she was wearing a skirt.
"Broke up with your girlfriend?"
Mu Chun almost wanted to clap his hands in celebration excitedly.
Chu Shenming could only smile bitterly.
"It's okay, it's just a woman."
"But after all, we've been dating for many years."
"It was dating before, but it's not dating in the future, isn't it?"
"Maybe."
"What you forcibly eat can't be digested, and sooner or later you have to vomit it out, this is the body's natural reaction, and if this resistance is gone, the body will be completely finished."
"In this way, all the symptoms I had were because my body wanted to get rid of some bad things."
"I told you that at the beginning, you just didn't understand it at the time."
"So I'm not sick?"
"Yes, physical and mental illness, active treatment can be healthy and happy again, if you accumulate and do not treat, thinking that it will pass if you stay up, then you will be terminally ill later."
"But it's still hard to talk to my parents, and my girlfriend may just be angry, and I'll be back soon."
"Then refuse, for your own good life, you can't force it, you won't refuse just like you won't vomit, you have to refuse what you should refuse, and you can't be soft-hearted if you are ruthless."
"Aren't you making the family a bad person?"
"Men love women, whether they can get married and whether they can date are two different things, if you don't solve it and continue to make mistakes, no one will be happy."
Mu Chun in front of him suddenly turned into an emotional expert.
"Since the doctor said so......"
Chu Shenming was also a little hesitant, Xiaoxiao is a good marriage partner, maybe he can bear it, but if he wants to live the life he wants, it is simply impossible.
Maybe it's really not suitable for marriage, and what seems to be a marriage that comes naturally is actually not right at all.
I always urinate at night, and in the afternoon I get drowsy, gurgling, and farting loud and smelly.
I really don't want to spend an extra day on a day like this.
"There will be good girls, isn't that good yesterday good, if you marry a nurse or something, it seems to be good."
Chu Shenming inadvertently glanced at Chu Sisi, and Chu Sisi's face was still not very good-looking.
Compared with Mu Chun's attitude, Chu Sisi really looks like a good girl who is full of devotion to her feelings.
However, it is better not to get married this time, he is not ready to close his heart.
"For the sake of being happy for my family, for the sake of each other, for the sake of others, it seems that most people in society are like this, so I forget about myself, until my body begins to resist, and I think that if I die tomorrow, I will want to live the life I really want today. Devoted to one thing, happily eating with girls, and running wild like a teenager by the river. ”
"However, it is also necessary to get married, after all, the family wants to ......"
"In the end, no one will be happy. Since the age of thirty, I have been doing what I don't want to be, and playing it for a lifetime, it's scary to think about. ”
"The second type of marriage phobia."
Chu Shenming muttered to himself.
"What did you say?"
Chu Sisi was surprised: "What is the second kind?" ”
"Fear of marriage."
"What's that?"
"Director Mu Chun said that my illness is the second type of marriage phobia. I think I probably get it. ”
Mu Chun crossed his legs, holding the coffee and complaining that it was too hot, no matter how to get a refrigerator, coffee without ice cubes would make people irritated.
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Chu Shenming was ready, his parents were furious, Xiaoxiao cried, made trouble and hanged himself, he thought about the situation very badly, but his determination was also very firm.
Maybe he thought too terrible, but the truth was milder, his mother made a meal of dumplings for Chu Shenming, and told him, no matter what, we are all a family, you are unhappy, we parents are also distressed, as long as you make it clear to other girls, after all, adults can't control children's affairs.
Although Xiaoxiao was very sad, she didn't cry or make a fuss, and there seemed to be some indifference that saw through everything.
Chu Shenming took out his savings, more than 120,000 yuan, and when the new house was renovated, Xiaoxiao's family took 100,000 yuan to decorate them, and Chu Shenming planned to return the money to Xiaoxiao.
The other more than 20,000 yuan is the travel expenses he saved, although he can't go, Xiaoxiao can still go to relax.
After leaving the restaurant alone, Chu Shenming walked along the road, faster and faster, and finally ran up, running towards the route of the night run.