Chapter 830: I'm Sorry

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For Lin Feng, sitting in a taxi at this moment is a race against time.

At this time, he didn't even know what time An Xin's flight to Manchester, England took off, and whether the childhood sweetheart girl had already passed the security check early, crossed the boarding gate and got on the plane.

Even......

Perhaps the plane had already risen from the ground with a roar, and flew straight into the sky towards a foreign country tens of thousands of kilometers away.

He didn't know.

I don't want to think about it.

Now he only had the only obsessive thought left in his mind.

To go to the airport.

To meet the buns.

Even he hadn't even figured out how he would feel and say when he actually saw the girl with his own eyes.

But he didn't care about any of that.

He just wanted to see each other, at least ......

It shouldn't be such a farewell.

The scenery outside the car window was rapidly and constantly receding backwards, like the thoughts and memories that Lin Feng began to retrace in his mind.

He could clearly remember every sentence and word written in An Xin's letter just now, in that letter, the girl directly mentioned for the first time about Ah Mo, Ah Qiu and Eleven's teammates and companions.

For Lin Feng, the few partners back then, what he cherished were feelings of guilt and self-blame.

Everyone on the team back then......

They are all close and trusted partners to him.

It is a comrade-in-arms who hopes to continue to fight side by side even in the future.

He was absolutely unwilling to lose those friendships.

But in contrast, An Xin, a childhood sweetheart, is a different situation.

As the coach and analyst of the team back then, compared with Ah Qiu, Ah Mo, Eleven and Fat Man, strictly speaking, the girl is not really fighting side by side with Lin Feng on the field, and more of her work and tasks are under the field and behind the scenes.

So some feelings are not so intuitive.

It's more like a kind of subtle subtlety that moisturizes things silently.

The girl of the year...... From beginning to end, he smiled quietly, standing in the rest backstage of the arena, watching the five members of Lin Feng's team achieve brilliant and miraculous victories one after another, witnessing the growth and rise of the strongest Chinese team in the S1 season little by little.

All the time, it was quietly standing behind everyone.

Stand behind someone.

And this kind of waiting will slowly become a habit over a long period of time.

Usually, he might not have noticed it too much, but it wasn't until the moment he lost it that Lin Feng really deeply felt the discomfort of the emptiness.

Some people, you think will be by your side for the rest of your life.

I take it for granted and get used to it.

You don't even really think about whether the other person will leave one day.

So when the day really comes-

If you never thought about all this, you will only be left with a blank space and confusion in your mind.

(Buns...... )

(Going?) )

(To England, to Manchester?) )

As if it was not until this moment that he suddenly came back to his senses, Lin Feng subconsciously swallowed his saliva, but when he opened his mouth, he found that his lips and throat were extremely dry, and his voice was almost hoarse and shouted to the driver master in the front driver's seat:

"Master—"

"Please, faster!"

……

"Passengers in front, please go inside first."

"Get out of the way."

"Hello sir, I'll put your luggage on it for you—"

In the cabin of the flight to Manchester, England, the polite and pleasant voice of the flight attendant kept ringing.

At this time, An Xin was already sitting alone in the window seat, quietly looking out of the window.

And the thoughts in the girl's heart are still like a mess.

I can't figure it out.

She suddenly remembered that day's birthday.

That night, after coming down from the rooftop of the building, everyone dispersed shortly after, and on the way home by taxi, she received an international call across the ocean while sitting in a taxi.

The caller was the fiancée of someone's most respected "Senior No. 1".

It is also another legend who was named a golden group with "No. 1" in the professional e-sports circle and his ID name was included in the World E-sports Hall of Fame.

"No. 5 senior" in someone's mouth.

It is also a little dance sister who is extremely close to and dependent on girls.

The woman on the other end of the phone was the first to send belated birthday wishes with a smile.

Subsequently, the topic of conversation between the two sisters shifted little by little, and they talked about a lot of things, and finally slowly extended to a core and key topic-

"So, next week, you're going to the UK, right?"

The voice of the woman on the other end of the line was soft and pleasant.

In fact, she is the one who really knows the most about An Xin's secret.

The girl replied softly:

"Hmm."

The woman's voice was a little worried: "Your illness ...... When you get there, can you be cured? ”

The girl pursed her lips and shook her head slightly: "I don't know, but it is said that the medical technology over there is the top in this field, and the family insists that I go over, so ...... Just go for it. ”

There was a brief moment of silence on the other end of the line.

After a while, the woman sighed:

"When you get to Manchester, talk to me."

"I'll go see you."

The girl on the other end of the phone finally showed a smile on her face and nodded in response: "Well, I haven't seen you for a long time, Sister Xiaowu, I miss you very much." ”

The woman also smiled slightly on the other end of the phone: "Yes, it seems that the last time we met was several years ago, and now you should be a big beauty—"

After saying a few words, the woman seemed to think of something and asked:

"Xiao Feng, have you told him?"

The girl bit her lip and remained silent.

The woman on the other end of the phone understood, and sighed leisurely:

"You girl...... It's not a good thing to have too many things hidden in my heart. ”

"I didn't tell Xiao Feng, but it's more than that, right?"

……

The mind returns to reality.

Looking out of the cabin window, looking at the still brilliant and magnificent golden sunset and sea of clouds, An Xin's mood was slightly affected.

Truly.

Just as Sister Xiao Wu said at that time, she hid more than one or two things from someone.

There are some things, even if it is Xiao Wujie, who she regards as her own sister, she only vaguely perceives and guesses the clues, but all the secrets are only really clear to herself.

For example, the accounts that have entered the top 10 of the king list in Hanbok.

For example, in the nightingale secret battle a few years ago, she fought with F-Han Shihao.

For example, she is the administrator of AXE in the Dark War Management Group.

Like what......

In fact, what she is best at is not the work of a coach and analyst, not even a jungler, but a mid laner.

But she quietly hid all this alone.

Concealed and let the fat man of the team back then, Ah Qiu, Ah Mo and Eleven they never understand, so that someone with a rough personality never noticed half a minute.

She chose to stand quietly behind the team.

Stand behind someone's back.

As a witness with a peaceful and quiet mind, he is always waiting and staring at the figure of someone struggling hard in front of him.

That already made her feel extremely satisfied.

In fact......

None of this has anything to offer, no cost, no fairness or not.

Purely out of her own selfishness.

Just like half a year ago, she should have flown to Manchester, England early to receive the most advanced scientific treatment, but because of selfishness, she begged to stay in Shanghai for more than half a year.

Just out of selfishness.

It's just because she wants to wait quietly behind that fool for a while longer.

That's enough.

However, it's just-

The corners of the girl's mouth hooked up a bitter arc.

If you are too selfish, you will have to pay a price.

For their own selfishness...... It's always inevitable to hurt other people.

She knows very well how hurt and sad someone's mood will be when she says goodbye like this, and it is precisely for this reason that she has not dared to answer the phone or reply to WeChat since this morning.

Because she didn't know how to deal with it at all.

The girl lowered her head, and in her hands, the mobile phone that had already been blown up with countless phone calls and countless WeChat messages was still only held.

……

6:36 p.m.

The taxi that raced all the way on the elevated highway finally sent Lin Feng and Tang Bingyao to Pudong International Airport.

Lin Feng, who had paid the fare, almost staggered down from the taxi, rushed all the way into the airport hall, raised his head and quickly scanned and searched on the flight information display screen above the hall.

Manchester, Manchester, Manchester ......

Soon, Lin Feng's gaze suddenly stopped on a certain line of flight information.

Then his pupils narrowed slightly.

The only flight to Manchester, England, was past boarding time.

Distance to take-off......

Three minutes to go.

Tang Bingyao, who hurriedly chased after her, came to Lin Feng's side, and also saw the flight information on the display screen, her eyes were red and she snorted and spoke, trying to comfort the former:

"Kaedeko, don't be sad—"

"However, it is true that we are already unable to catch up......"

Lin Feng gritted his teeth.

It was so hard that he almost bit his lips, and the faint smell of blood filled his mouth, and before the girl next to him tried to pull out the tissue from her bag in a panic, Lin Feng had already taken another step and rushed in the direction of the boarding gate in the hall like desperately.

But if you don't have a boarding pass, you can't get in.

6:38 a.m.

Lin Feng, who was stopped in front of the departure gate, tried to keep his eyes open and looked in the direction of the waiting room inside, through the floor-to-ceiling windows, he could see that under the brilliant and magnificent night view, the plane that was about to fly to the United Kingdom was slowly starting and began to taxi on the tarmac.

Then he suddenly turned his head to look at Tang Bingyao, who was stumbling to catch up, and said in a dumb voice:

"Sugar Candy."

"Give me the phone!"

6:39 a.m.

In the cabin of the flight, the good voice of the purser sounded through the radio:

"The plane is about to take off."

"Please turn off your mobile phones, computers, and other electronic devices."

"Our flight is about to take off."

On the window seat, An Xin was holding the mobile phone that had not been turned off hard, and her palms were almost sweaty.

It's time for her to shut down.

But I don't know what kind of mentality it is......

She just wanted to wait.

It seems to be an extremely contradictory mood, entangled, hesitant, struggling, and expectation and hope.

The next moment-

The phone screen suddenly lit up, and a pleasant phone rang.

Her eyes fell on the screen suddenly, and the girl saw that the incoming call was showing the remarks and names of "Sugar Candy".

The girl's heart trembled slightly.

Sugar Sugar ...... Is it?

In fact, there are more clear guesses and judgments in her heart, and she doesn't even have to guess to know who the person on the other end of the phone is at this moment.

But the girl pursed her lips vigorously, her right hand trembled slightly, and she still gently pressed the answer button-

The handset of the phone is placed next to the ear.

At this moment, the girl was subconsciously so nervous that she held her breath.

There was also silence on the other end of the line.

It seemed like a long, long time.

In the airport hall, looking at the back of the plane that was about to go away outside the floor-to-ceiling window in the distance, Lin Feng's eyes turned red a little bit, and he almost said a sentence in a dumb voice:

"You lied to me."

"You said you wouldn't lie to me."

There was a long silence on the phone.

It seemed that another unknown amount of time had passed, and finally the girl's extremely familiar voice came from the other end of the phone, calm with effort...... But he trembled slightly:

"I'm sorry."

A loud and piercing roar rang out.

The flight to Manchester has finally taken off.

Outside the cabin window, a brilliant night scene is brightly lit, and the afterglow of the setting sun in the distance still gilds the clouds with a faint gold edge.

In the cabin, the girl in the seat in front of the window was holding the mobile phone that had hung up the call, and tears had already flowed down her beautiful cheeks.

(End of this volume.) )

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Update sends.,This chapter is really hard to write.。。。 In addition, thanks to the 88 red envelopes of WAG and ZS students, the next chapter will start to enter a new volume!