Chapter 118 (II) After walking on campus for a long time, he met a wrongdoer

Zhuo Yang and Ryshakova have been broken off for almost a year, and he has already let go of what he should have let go, and there are not many entanglements in his heart. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 info If there is anything else, it is only the heart that commemorates his first love, which has nothing to do with others, nothing to do with anyone, and nothing to do with Reshakova. People are like this, many times the reluctance to give up is actually just missing their feelings and their own efforts in the relationship, not missing the person in the relationship.

Especially Li Xiaoqing's unintentional sentence at the beginning: You don't still love her, you just don't want to have no chance to take revenge on her. Miss Xiaoqing herself has absolutely forgotten that she has said such a sentence that points directly to people's hearts, but Zhuo Yang remembered. He is a person who is good at thinking, and more importantly, Zhuo Yang is a person who has the courage to admit his heart.

The ability to recognize one's own heart and dare to face it is a very rare quality. Zhuo Yang can be said to have been hit by Xiaoqing's unintentional words that he didn't know where he heard it, and later he carefully analyzed his first love feelings, whether it was more nostalgic or more resentful.

Zhuo Yang is a smart person and a person who dares to analyze his own heart. He found that it was a bit of nonsense to say how much he loved Ryshakova, and the two of them had been together for two or three months, which was a joke compared to couples who had slept in the same bed for more than ten years. His initial entanglement was more because of the resentment and unwillingness in his heart, and then there was that Ryshakova was really a big beauty. The inner dissatisfaction and anger, coupled with the greed for beauty, are subconsciously mistaken for a reluctance to give up on love, and even a reluctance to give up on Ryshakova.

Men are always like this, they are born with a love for beauty, and the tolerance and kindness that beautiful women receive here in men is definitely different from others. Nor can men be blamed for this, as it is determined by hormones, which was already the case the day the monkey came down from the tree and began to learn to walk upright.

Zhuo Yang recognized the essence of his first love, that is, he met the wrong person at the wrong time, and during the first time he arrived in Germany, loneliness met enthusiasm, youth met maturity, and confusion met beauty.

Therefore, Zhuo Yang completely let go, and he is no longer entangled in Ryshakova. This can also be reflected in his music, his piano has lamentation for his first love, but there is no nostalgia for Ressa, and sadness for his feelings, but there is no resentment towards Ressa.

Zhuo Yang doesn't hate Reshakova, he even understands Reisa a little bit when he recognizes the essence of things, fundamentally she is not sorry for him, she is two people who should not meet.

But Ressakova is different, she really loves Zhuo Yang, and has made great changes for Zhuo Yang, and she has made a lot of contributions, even if her efforts will be swallowed up by others. Risakova's life is now extremely simple, like a boring blank sheet of paper, and all her time is spent on her studies, which also makes her musical talent grow by leaps and bounds. There were no men or even women around her, and the very monotonous classroom dormitory was two-point and one-line.

Ryshakova also reflected on her relationship with Zhuo Yang, thus further reflecting on her past lifestyle. She didn't feel anything in the game before, but firmly believed that as long as she didn't get in the way of others, she was completely free to pursue her own desires. But when she completely changed her way of life and stayed away from her former indulgences like a puritan, she realized how terrible gossip was. And at this time, Ressa realized how much this gossip would hurt her loved ones.

She no longer resents Zhuo Yang, because she knows that Zhuo Yang is not sorry for her, and she can't ask Zhuo Yang for the excuse of making huge efforts and changes, those payments and changes are just the responsibilities and prices that she had to bear in her previous life. However, the more the party who gives more in the relationship, the deeper the affection.

She really loves Zhuo Yang, and if Zhuo Yang is willing to love her again, Resa Kova will not hesitate. However, Ressa is well aware that the odds are slim. Perhaps, Zhuo Yang was not arranged by God to make me fall in love, but was sent to make me change my lifestyle and outlook on life. It's all fate, it's God's will, Amen!

Zhuo Yang and Ryshakova no longer hold grudges against each other, but they usually walk away when they see each other from a distance on campus. Neither of them knows what to say when they meet together, what can they say, what should they do if they are embarrassed?

However, if you walk at night for a long time, you will inevitably encounter ghosts, and if you walk on campus for a long time, you will encounter enemies. Today is like this, suddenly there is no way to avoid it, and I almost hit a full bosom.

I just passed by your heart, but I met you around the corner.

Zhuo Yang met Ruisha, although it can't be said that his heart is as calm as water, but he will no longer think about it. At first meeting, he was quite embarrassed, and he didn't stop walking. Turn your head and go, it's not a thing, it's so ungraceful. If you don't go, you don't know what to say.

When Ressa met Zhuo Yang, her heart suddenly 'banged, bang' and beat, like a little girl being stared at for the first time by a boy she liked. She wanted to hide but couldn't move, wanted to stay but was speechless.

The two of them stood facing each other like this, one with some embarrassment in his eyes, and the other with eagerness in his eyes, but neither of them could open their mouths.

Under the autumn sun, the wind was blowing a little strongly, and Ryshakova's long dress swayed with the wind, like a dancing butterfly.

It's not appropriate to say no more, so you have to say hello. Zhuo Yang spoke: "Hi, Ressa. ”

"Hi, Zhuo Yang" The two people's greetings broke the silence.

“…… You, Ressa......, what ......" Zhuo Yang was a little incoherent, and he didn't know what to say, and it didn't seem appropriate to say anything.

It was Resa Kova who picked up the conversation: "Zhuo Yang, congratulations on winning the Schumann Gold Award, you are amazing." ”

"Thank you, Ressa."

"I heard that you became the captain of the team, congratulations again, Zhuo Yang."

"Thank you, Ressa......" Zhuo Yang was a little more comfortable at this moment: "Ressa, how are you doing?" Are you all right? "It's very cliché and there is no level of inquiry.

“…… Well, it's all fine. Ressa replied to this unnutritious nonsense, and the two fell silent again.

"That ......, I still have some business, Ressa, I'll go first, goodbye Ressa."

"Well, goodbye, Zhuo Yang."

The two men said goodbye and passed away, and a fierce wind swept between them, like splitting the surface of a sleeping lake.

Zhuo Yang, who walked forward, couldn't help but sigh: Ressa is still so beautiful, she is really a charming woman. Alas!

Ryshakova, who walked forward, couldn't help but sigh: Zhuo Yang is still so cute, and the smell he exudes is still so fascinating.

The strong autumn wind swirled and blew forward, carrying with it the fallen leaves on the ground, and swept up again, sweeping along the walls of the roadside buildings into the sky.

"Zhuo Yang-" Ryshakova suddenly turned around and called out to Zhuo Yang, her eyes revealing deep affection.